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Goodnight dxp 🌏🌠🌌

🤦 does this look innocent? Why is he smiling? 🤦

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So pissed with Diddy. So embarrassing.

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Men: Which (3) would you live the rest of your days literally living the rest of your life as from this point if forced, Mars, Pluto, Saturn?


Women: Whichb(4) beings would you live the rest of your days with from this point if forced, Mars, Pluto, Saturn, and Jupiter?

Bump* bump* bump*@duncan The pictures function is out of order for sure. 🔥

The Bible is good too ✨.

I don't read it as fact or fiction. Neither. I use it as an amplifier "spiritually" and it helps me I notice.

@Duncan

The profile pictures are not functioning properly still.

Why are they letting the site disintegrate?

Also I almost forgot. Excersice! Please do research on excersice and how it literally cures depression.

And

👻 Shadow work 👻

How I did this is I look at all the things in my life that wasn't right. I would smoke sativa or indica too at the time of doing this because it was an easy way for me to allow myself to go back to the past and explore those roots. The ego shuts up and I can go back in time and heal the Old me myself by giving my own answer of what should have happened instead of allowing the brain to keep running on old answers that were never helpful. Then Old memories come and then healing start to happen because old hurt gets to finally be released and my brain feels more current. My perspective is where it should be now.
I look at it like this too:

How do I feel good?

What can I see in my mind that will put a smile on my face and others around me?



@borednbeautiful

I'm still learning though and my energy or "frequency" isn't high all the time. We still have to learn how to unlearn what was damaging to us by our parents or society. That's why it can be difficult because old hurt is being avoided and forgotten.
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Posted by xxAjuxx
Huge update to how I raise my vibration now.
The first thing I do is understand in my mind that raising my vibration means to speed up my life. raising my vibration means I do things to help myself feel good so I can help bring more calmness and intelligence to others. (Mental plane)
I then do things like study about playing the guitar, study about playing chess, work on a book, clean the house, do research on improving my credit, finding ways to help others, organizing the entire house, creating something that helps me feel good even if it takes a long time, looking for a better job, eating better, stop bad addictions, all of these things increase and speed up ones life. (Physical plane)
I also feel this inside. I think of things that help me feel as though I raise my vibration. It's a weird feeling but I will think of things like "I am a child of God, or "I bring calmness , I help to increase calmness in others, life in others,. It's a hard feeling to hold sometimes because the emotional body has been underdeveloped a little. (Emotional/feel plane)
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These are wonderful, practical examples ✨💗
Any YouTube videos you watch, perhaps?
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No YouTube videos to recommend. I don't like those there. These are just experiences and self study.

Huge update to how I raise my vibration now.

The first thing I do is understand in my mind that raising my vibration means to speed up my life. raising my vibration means I do things to help myself feel good so I can help bring more calmness and intelligence to others. (Mental plane)

I then do things like study about playing the guitar, study about playing chess, work on a book, clean the house, do research on improving my credit, finding ways to help others, organizing the entire house, creating something that helps me feel good even if it takes a long time, looking for a better job, eating better, stop bad addictions, all of these things increase and speed up ones life. (Physical plane)

I also feel this inside. I think of things that help me feel as though I raise my vibration. It's a weird feeling but I will think of things like "I am a child of God, or "I bring calmness , I help to increase calmness in others, life in others,. It's a hard feeling to hold sometimes because the emotional body has been underdeveloped a little. (Emotional/feel plane)

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Posted by Astrobyn
I’m really struggling with the how our society combines Transgender issues and polices with Gay issues and polices. So, I would like to talk my thoughts out with anyone willing to discuss this with me respectfully.
I could never really validate the transgender issue, because gender has little value to me. I see gender as a mechanism in the systems of life to keep it advancing.
What we consider male vs female in humanity, mostly has to do with cultural constructs. I will agree most of the time it is just an exaggeration of biology. Women are built with bigger hips, so we walk with a sway naturally, our faces flush during arousal so we put makeup on to mimic those experiences. Which I think really comes down to a matting competition in some ways.
I do believe that masculine and femineity is a spectrum. Some of it is natural based on or biology and some of it is our experience and conditioning. But different cultures have valued different feminine and masculine traits, which become the cultural norm for them.
But for someone to say, I feel like the opposite gender makes no sense to me. I do not “feel” like a woman, I have the body of a woman, I have the cultural experience and conditioning of a woman. But that is all superficial and has little do with how I feel as a human being.
But that’s all gender is to me, the body (genitalia/hormones) and experience/conditioning. So, if a person does not have the body or conditioning of gender, how do they feel that they are that gender?
I agree that we all take on an identity, we create and nurture an ego which is vital to participate in the shared experience in this world. And fuck it if I care what identity you want to take on, and what experiences you want to have while you are on this earth. But I don’t like how some parts of our culture are promoting or encouraging this, because I think this is affecting some of the most vulnerable people.
I do not mean this as an insult, but when I look at the individual Trans experience, it seems to always be a response to trauma, or fetishization.
I see men and women who don’t always fit, the gender roles of the culture, have a lot of negative experiences, and that trauma can result in the rejection of what people see as their deficiency in that gender defined by the culture.
And honestly when I see Transgender women oversexualizing themselves 24/7, I do see it as a fetishization of women, and find it insulting. But I see this more as sexuality vs identity. If that makes sense?
Anyways these are my thoughts when it comes to gender and western culture, I would love a discussion to understand different POV further.



I have nothing to say other than this whole thing 'feels' evil to me and I just don't understand.

(I can't actually believe I'm allowed to see men beat a woman face in on tv and people cheer.)

There are some questionable things that are off about how society (we) deal in 'genders' but in nature, the male has the sperm, the female has the egg. That's it.

When people 'feel' like another sex or are confused with their identity growing up, this stage in development is normal. However this stage in development is being used now to manipulate (both the child and parents) to 'disconnect all' from all natural self including the heart.

So guess what, now people are not making wise decisions and quick to anger because the respect and value to self is now is gone.

What happens when there is no value in what one sees in the mirror? Damage.


Posted by stope2pt0
Perhaps the movement is for covert depopulation without ripping out the camos.
2. Hormone therapy is essentially sterilization. These people will never experience their own family in its raw form.
This is all promoted and subsidized by your government. And other 'left' leaning admins across Europe etc.
In my opinion, it is all about a religious / world domination shift. Weaken the population, run their house of cards on fumes then finish them off.
Its very evil/selfish.

To demobilise people.

'they' know the power/weaknesses of the mind

and essentially waste everyone's time because no one can progress efficiently while hurt/confused or too busy deleting others 'offline'. Their 'games' stay intact longer this way too. The bubbles gonna burst one way or another though.


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🔥 💀 🏵️ Saturn Mars Pluto Men: Which (3) would you live the rest of your days literally living the rest of your life as from this point if forced, Mars, Pluto, Saturn? Women: Whichb(4) beings would you live the rest of your days with from this point if
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Please add and share game music that helps your day and eases depression in you.. And if you have time, post any games you are looking forward to. News or anything having to do with games. thanks ~ Original Thread [Archived] https://www.dxpnet.com/o
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Pluto: I have been to many funerals recently. I have been to one with a packed full house where all seats were full and hardly anyone could stand. Ive been to one where there didn't seem to be anyone hardly there. This isn't about whether or not someone i
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I see this site like a hallway that leads to a very important part of your life. Many of us have found it while finding something so new to us such as astrology. The ones who fall into depression also, a breakup, a new relationship, or a birth of a child.
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Is one not allowed the treasures of the earth if one does not give? Should serving others be the number one thing to care about? Not the "only" thing but the number one thing. How much do you love your oxygen? How much do you love your ground you are stan
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Where are you on your journey? Who are you .. in your own words?
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Other Males can answer too. I just feel like us African Americans, we always seem to sweep mental health under the rug like it doesn't exist...
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I was asked to hold my grandfather's casket... My grandfather, my father's father, was a Pisces sun that did not like me. He blocked me from Facebook when he realized I was not Christian like him. And now I'm supposed to hold him? Send him home ?
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This post is pretty lengthy, everyone. Thank You for reading if you do. I have also linked to a reading bot website. You can copy and paste all of this there so they can read it instead. I've had those days lol. When the reading stops for payment, if you
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Fun and Simple. Post an awkward moment that happened to you and ask us what we would do in the situation. You can make it up too. Who ever enters the thread and answers must answer the question before you. I'll go first. You're out at a club alone and so
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There are many sacred secret laws around that are not known to most. However, when we know, things seem to change for the better. The laws of value and earning are not taught here on Earth to any generation publicly and so most suffer financially until on
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In time, all of us will be gone physically. But maybe in time, some could be called back to visit, tugged by a psychic medium maybe. If you can change form and influence others with energy if you came back among the physical, to share information, Wh
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