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Posted by MellyMel
You are not the only one feeling it, Rig. I must have bought a season pass to an amusement park, for all the emotional roller coasters I've been riding lately.
Same here. Been trying to turn it around, focus on the positive when I'm sad, calm myself when I'm angry, but it seems futile. So for now, I'm just trying to let the emotions happen and ride them out.
Funny, my ex Scorp never wears sunglasses. He thinks his eyes are his best feature, so I'm sure that has a lot to do with it.
Most of the time, his eyes/expression wouldn't give anything away, but there were times that I could see in his eyes a hint of certain emotions. It was always brief, as if he "slipped" for a second or two and would regain his composure, going back to pure poker face. I don't know if he was aware of it or not, if he was, he never indicated that to me, and I never indicated that I noticed.
Most of the time, his eyes/expression wouldn't give anything away, but there were times that I could see in his eyes a hint of certain emotions. It was always brief, as if he "slipped" for a second or two and would regain his composure, going back to pure poker face. I don't know if he was aware of it or not, if he was, he never indicated that to me, and I never indicated that I noticed.
There were fleeting moments when the thought of "I want him back" crossed my mind about my ex, but what it boils down to is I miss the FEELINGS I had when I was with him. It's really not so much about wanting the actual person back in my life, it's a bit of wistfulness/mourning/longing for the feelings more than anything. I sure as heck don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me, so "I want him back" would be a mis-statement. Those feelings will come again somewhere down the line, just not with him.
Posted by ellessque
that would be awesome.
no more forcing stupid practically nonexistent social skills.
i could enter a room and it would go completely silent while I make my way to where I need to go.
no small talk, no fake "how are you"'s.
just wide eyes and gasps.
*dreamy*
OMG, I literally lol'ed because my ex Scorp would LOVE it if the world was like this!
Posted by ellessque
she's so riddled with bullshit she can't even admit she's fucking him.
...and who is playing games?
he sounds like a douche.
you sound like you had an agenda.
neither one of your were taking the other seriously.
why bother at this point?
Agreed, except I don't think she had an agenda - I think it's more likely classic Pisces delusion. So obsessed with your desired outcome that you delude yourself into thinking there is a "reason" for everything the guy does, when all the signs point to the fact that he's just a marker. (Been there, done that once upon a time)
I love this thread. I'm not a social retard. I can talk to just about anyone. I just don't like many people, lol.
The ex Scorp is very socially awkward though. Clearly uncomfortable making "small talk" and also hated phone conversations. Seemed to think better on his feet when texting, his wit would really come out then. I found his awkwardness kind of endearing.
The ex Scorp is very socially awkward though. Clearly uncomfortable making "small talk" and also hated phone conversations. Seemed to think better on his feet when texting, his wit would really come out then. I found his awkwardness kind of endearing.
+1 to everything Nemesis (my chart homie) said. I'm also a Pisces with a Scorp ex, so I understand the pull you feel toward this guy.
But regardless of what sign this guy is, pulling up some other girl's FB in front of you, AND discussing it with you is:
1. Insensitive
2. A clear indicator of where you fall in the pecking order
But regardless of what sign this guy is, pulling up some other girl's FB in front of you, AND discussing it with you is:
1. Insensitive
2. A clear indicator of where you fall in the pecking order
Posted by ellessque
that's a sweet chart
Really? I feel like a walking contradiction most of the time.
Still learning the many many nuances of astrology.
Posted by EllybeanPosted by ellessque
smalls, you have venus in aqua?
i don't think i ever seen what your sun sign was.
Pisces I think?click to expand
Yep:
Sun Pisces
Asc Aries
Moon Gem
Mercury Pisces
Venus Aqua
Mars Gem
Jupiter Aries
Saturn Cancer
Uranus Scorp
Neptune Sag
Pluto Libra
Posted by IntriguedScorp
Venus in Aqua will be your best friend, is quite kinky, but, you know, isn't sure about the whole relationship thing for awhile.
Well that's interesting. I have Venus in Aqua, and I know pretty much right away whether or not I want to be in a relationship with someone or not. That's one part of my life that I'm rarely "iffy" about. Must be something else in my chart that comes into play.
Posted by ellessque
as nervous as venus in aqua???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't think so, missy
Why is Venus in Aqua scary? Can someone school me on this?
Posted by IntriguedScorp
LOL. Nah, I've been good up until about three weeks ago. But thanks for your concern, sweetie.
And, I just noticed I call pluto a biotech...I meant biotch. lmao
I majored in a science in college. We biotechs and biotches can be one in the same.
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