Leo/Virgo Cusps- Cusp of Exposure!

Hi Leo Virgos! or are we Legos now...LOL!
It is reassuring to see descriptions of us. For sure it is difficult to BE us. Aug 22, I'm right in the fray. heard the Michael Buble song.."I talk myself in, I talk myself out, I get all worked up, then I let myself down.." !!!
I have met my own very scary male version of Aug 22, older than me, and MUCH MORE VIRGO! He was terrifyingly critical and impossible to please working for him. I fled, literally fled.
I have a question similar to what others have posted about our crazy love lives. My first love was a Sagittarian...then a Pisces, which immediately blew up, another Leo led to marriage and divorce, that led me to true love with a Libra (circumstances ran us aground) and I pined for him forever. Then married a Scorpio, (unfaithful and mean). Recovered under the healing power of a Gemini, and I have to say....favorite of all time, probably. Then two more Scorpios (BOTH UNFAITHFUL AND MEAN!!!) and then settled in with a Pisces...somehow...more or less uncomfortably.
What I'm curious about is the raging sexual attraction to Aquarians....if I'm around an Aquarian male for just a little too long....things start to boil inside. Help!!!!