Disconnected and Detached

Have any of u been feeling disconnected lately? Actually this has been going on for a while nw with me,and its getting worse. Ive always felt kinda alone, but now its just bad. I dnt connect with anybody. It's like im just with them for the sake of being with someone. My friend,who considers me her bestfriend and i dnt even knw y,is not even someone i really enjoy hanging with. Actually she depresses me!her parents are 4eva 'u 2 r such gud friends!' and im there thinking wtf! I recently went on a date with this guy,which went okay,bt just okay. And frm there he started rambling on abt how he shared ths connection with me,and how he really enjoyed himself. There was no connection at all from my side! Bn on a couple more dates with other gys,but its just little fizzles but nothing i cn take seriously. I just dnt connect with anybody! It started 3yrs ago. But for some reason,i just ignored it. Nothing 'touches' my heart. I'm capri aqua cusp if that helps. Everybody seems so shallow to me. Pple in my circle. Pple i meet. I feel like ive bn numb for so long. I have frnds who i admire and respect,but i dnt share ths connection wth them.The only connection i fl is towards music,nature,the universe. But pple? Zilch.Anybody else fl ths way? What does this mean?😢

^^ Thats alotta capricorn.lol! I get what u mean...about searching for something deeper...more meaningful. Idk what it is,but i can immediately sense if me and a certain persn are gona connect. Now its just like i wont even try anymore,cz they cnt see past their own reflection:/

^^ Thats alotta capricorn.lol! I get what u mean...about searching for something deeper...more meaningful. Idk what it is,but i can immediately sense if me and a certain persn are gona connect. Now its just like i wont even try anymore,cz they cnt see past their own reflection:/

am on a phone swty...amethyst. I apologise for my 'bs' texting lingo...i come on here right after i've been on facebook for a while,always forget i should readjust. It has smethng to do with my cusp—

wsigaf...i don't know...i've always felt a little more mature...even though i have childish tendencies. I've never really been one or the other. Just kinda waver between the two:/

wsigaf...i don't know...i've always felt a little more mature...even though i have childish tendencies. I've never really been one or the other. Just kinda waver between the two:/

shush....dont tell anyone but im a party animal...

wsigaf,so true. When its something serious then ive gotta give it my all. And then im back to my giggley self. / i rlly hope it is shaka:/.../there's nothing wrong with being a party animal happycappy...is there?

wsigaf,so true. When its something serious then ive gotta give it my all. And then im back to my giggley self. / i rlly hope it is shaka:/.../there's nothing wrong with being a party animal happycappy...is there?

yeth...that,ive bn doing for a while. Buh got to a point were its not enough ey. Deerslayer. Did someone say tortured chickens?lmao!

I toootally understand how you feel!!! Although it may not always be a great feeling it is a blessing to see life at face value! It puts you ahead of the game in life to see past fantasy! Seriously, because you have been blessed with your outlook learn to use it for your benefit! Start feeding your brain by reading books such as, all of Author Napoleon Hill, 48 Laws of Power (Robert Greene), 50th Law (Robert Greene 50cent), Secrets About Life Every Woman Should Know (Barbara De Angelis). Your mind creates your reality so learn to make it your best friend! You are already ahead b/c your mind does not comprehendwhat is false or fantasy! Many will not understand you and think you are weird or unique; embrace your uniqueness! You are able to see beyond the surface with people, relationships and different events. Beyond the politics, beyond the bullshit!
Dont worry about your friend or even that guy! just stay true to yourself and what you feel! You seem to be a magnet for ppl. Mainly because they may sense your loyalty or your sense of reliability or even the fact that you have such a real and pure nature or energy that you extend from yourself that they are grateful that your are not in their lives to take from them or harm them and in that they may find refuge and feel such a connection That my friend is the Spirit of God!
Prayand ask God to show you manifestation and bless you with a discerning spirit of what is true and of him in Jesus name!
:-)
~Best Wishes

You say it started 3 years ago? Did something emotionally traumatic happen to you around that time?

It sounds like you're eluding to the fact that you used to be able to connect with others up until then.

Posted by kstebens
I toootally understand how you feel!!! Although it may not always be a great feeling it is a blessing to see life at face value! It puts you ahead of the game in life to see past fantasy! Seriously, because you have been blessed with your outlook learn to use it for your benefit! Start feeding your brain by reading books such as, all of Author Napoleon Hill, 48 Laws of Power (Robert Greene), 50th Law (Robert Greene 50cent), Secrets About Life Every Woman Should Know (Barbara De Angelis). Your mind creates your reality so learn to make it your best friend! You are already ahead b/c your mind does not comprehendwhat is false or fantasy! Many will not understand you and think you are weird or unique; embrace your uniqueness! You are able to see beyond the surface with people, relationships and different events. Beyond the politics, beyond the bullshit!
Dont worry about your friend or even that guy! just stay true to yourself and what you feel! You seem to be a magnet for ppl. Mainly because they may sense your loyalty or your sense of reliability or even the fact that you have such a real and pure nature or energy that you extend from yourself that they are grateful that your are not in their lives to take from them or harm them and in that they may find refuge and feel such a connection That my friend is the Spirit of God!
Prayand ask God to show you manifestation and bless you with a discerning spirit of what is true and of him in Jesus name!
:-)
~Best Wishes

wow...i neva eva lukd at it that way. I think u just made my day🙂...i truly needed that. I think i knw y im like ths. Nt y,bt mre like wat i need to do

Posted by kstebens
I toootally understand how you feel!!! Although it may not always be a great feeling it is a blessing to see life at face value! It puts you ahead of the game in life to see past fantasy! Seriously, because you have been blessed with your outlook learn to use it for your benefit! Start feeding your brain by reading books such as, all of Author Napoleon Hill, 48 Laws of Power (Robert Greene), 50th Law (Robert Greene 50cent), Secrets About Life Every Woman Should Know (Barbara De Angelis). Your mind creates your reality so learn to make it your best friend! You are already ahead b/c your mind does not comprehendwhat is false or fantasy! Many will not understand you and think you are weird or unique; embrace your uniqueness! You are able to see beyond the surface with people, relationships and different events. Beyond the politics, beyond the bullshit!
Dont worry about your friend or even that guy! just stay true to yourself and what you feel! You seem to be a magnet for ppl. Mainly because they may sense your loyalty or your sense of reliability or even the fact that you have such a real and pure nature or energy that you extend from yourself that they are grateful that your are not in their lives to take from them or harm them and in that they may find refuge and feel such a connection That my friend is the Spirit of God!
Prayand ask God to show you manifestation and bless you with a discerning spirit of what is true and of him in Jesus name!
:-)
~Best Wishes

wow...i neva eva lukd at it that way. I think u just made my day🙂...i truly needed that. I think i knw y im like ths. Nt y,bt mre like wat i need to do

@ ninjamu - no...I went through this major change,but i dont even remember what caused it. I went from being what you would call a typical cap,to a more relaxed person. I stopped holding back. I became more open-minded...started going out more. I wasn't afraid of messing up. And then my focus went from my grades to friends,fun,living. I don't know what caused that. But yeah,that was the only change. Oh. Before i changed,for the first time,i failed an exam...i know it's nothing concrete,but thats all that happened:/

@ ninjamu - no...I went through this major change,but i dont even remember what caused it. I went from being what you would call a typical cap,to a more relaxed person. I stopped holding back. I became more open-minded...started going out more. I wasn't afraid of messing up. And then my focus went from my grades to friends,fun,living. I don't know what caused that. But yeah,that was the only change. Oh. Before i changed,for the first time,i failed an exam...i know it's nothing concrete,but thats all that happened:/

@ ninjamu - no...I went through this major change,but i dont even remember what caused it. I went from being what you would call a typical cap,to a more relaxed person. I stopped holding back. I became more open-minded...started going out more. I wasn't afraid of messing up. And then my focus went from my grades to friends,fun,living. I don't know what caused that. But yeah,that was the only change. Oh. Before i changed,for the first time,i failed an exam...i know it's nothing concrete,but thats all that happened:/