Disconnected and Detached

Have any of u been feeling disconnected lately? Actually this has been going on for a while nw with me,and its getting worse. Ive always felt kinda alone, but now its just bad. I dnt connect with anybody. It's like im just with them for the sake of being with someone. My friend,who considers me her bestfriend and i dnt even knw y,is not even someone i really enjoy hanging with. Actually she depresses me!her parents are 4eva 'u 2 r such gud friends!' and im there thinking wtf! I recently went on a date with this guy,which went okay,bt just okay. And frm there he started rambling on abt how he shared ths connection with me,and how he really enjoyed himself. There was no connection at all from my side! Bn on a couple more dates with other gys,but its just little fizzles but nothing i cn take seriously. I just dnt connect with anybody! It started 3yrs ago. But for some reason,i just ignored it. Nothing 'touches' my heart. I'm capri aqua cusp if that helps. Everybody seems so shallow to me. Pple in my circle. Pple i meet. I feel like ive bn numb for so long. I have frnds who i admire and respect,but i dnt share ths connection wth them.The only connection i fl is towards music,nature,the universe. But pple? Zilch.Anybody else fl ths way? What does this mean?Sad

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