the dumping garden
random, cryptic, one sentence ...and 'i wonder...?'<BR> <BR> ever have something you just want to yell out? out of anger? happiness? ever want to say something to someone, but maybe its not the right time or you feel you shouldn't? ever have a one sente...
This topic was created in the Capricorn forum by CreepyPants on Saturday, September 30, 2006 and has 2698 replies.
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Picture your life elevated by me...make you my project...
Every current problem is a direct result of a solution to a former problem.
So why bother solving any problems...?
So why bother solving any problems...?
first time golfing:
black ice golf ball, blisters, wine cooler all over my masters shirt, 7 out of 9 holes, a pulled muscle in my back, one good memory of me spewing my beverage out the side of the golf cart because i couldn't down the mouthful of it before laughing about the fact that i spilled it all over myself whilst taking a swig due to the mad driver next to me, my other friend smacking my butt the hardest it's ever been smacked before i two putted my way to probably another double bogey, we stopped keeping score after the 3rd hole lol, mad power in my swings, too bad i cant consistantly hit the ball!
...better luck next time i hope 
I only speak the truth...
But of course we all know LIFE is SUBJECTIVE
LOL
But of course we all know LIFE is SUBJECTIVE
LOL
^^thats beautiful
you say i always made you feel bad, well look at what you are doing to me now? you call my new life drama... that's all your life ever was. you are happily at the center of that stage. i think you are a fool entertainer and not even that entertaining. you say you are happy now, but i think you are incredibly fake, you stage actor. you're nothing but surface. kind and pleasant to all you are, you just keep building your fan base of mere acquaintances and shallow love. i reached out to you because i wanted to be close. so you answer by pulling out prosecutors details from me only to criticize me and mine for things you've blatantly done yourself only with less morals and no where near as much conviction... what you did back then, you did out of lazy spinelessness. at least he does it out of faith in a friend that has helped him through the most difficult times. you just wanted to keep someone around who could boost your weak ego. you dont even know the whole story of real people's lives. that is disgustingly devisive to me and you wont even divulge into your life. im pretty sure that is because it's nothing. go live your fake life and i'll live my life of 'disgusting drama.' im happy to hear you've found someone who wants to just have 'fun' as well. remember, she wants nothing of a family... so i guess you, and forget your daughter, are nothing but filler. you bitch and wine all the time that your daughter's mother isnt getting her the best. good job, dad. would you like some cheese with that? but i suppose you cant let anything infringe on your 'fun'. your ego is the most important thing to you. congratulations on finding a new depth of shallowness. bravissimi darling.
determinedwhen is it too much drama?
at what point do you give up on someone you love?
is it ok to believe you can change that person?
how do you help someone that doesnt even realize how far down the wrong direction you've gone with them. to the point where talking about things that matter end in hate and tears. what a horrible rapport. taking turns stabbing at each other.
at what point do you give up on someone you love?
is it ok to believe you can change that person?
how do you help someone that doesnt even realize how far down the wrong direction you've gone with them. to the point where talking about things that matter end in hate and tears. what a horrible rapport. taking turns stabbing at each other.
*is it ok to believe you can change your relationship with each other?
how do you help someone that doesnt even realize how far down the wrong direction you've gone with them. to the point where talking about things that matter end in hate and tears. what a horrible rapport. taking turns stabbing at each other.
Not only is it a horrible way to communicate, it also leaves some emotional wounds that are not easily healed.
Those who stay in verbally abusive relationships suffer the most in such cases.
Not only is it a horrible way to communicate, it also leaves some emotional wounds that are not easily healed.
Those who stay in verbally abusive relationships suffer the most in such cases.
It's okay chicka B ^_^.
A good mix of silly, serious, emotional heavy converations make you a well rounded person
A good mix of silly, serious, emotional heavy converations make you a well rounded person
LMAO!!!!!
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oh, my side...
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oh, my side...
perfect comedic timing, sb
unexpectedly, i like him.
I just did a graph for a biology paper. With Paint.
"real paint or program?"
Program.
I formatted my puter not long ago, so I don't have Excel.
"what kind of data were you graphing?"
Celery, they still won't allow me to experiment on humans.
Program.
I formatted my puter not long ago, so I don't have Excel.
"what kind of data were you graphing?"
Celery, they still won't allow me to experiment on humans.
"I experiment on humans every day."
...I'm should hope you aren't refering to this forum?
...I'm should hope you aren't refering to this forum?
*I
Damn, that's pretty much what I'm "researching".(I'm using this term very, very loosley)
First the peanut butter, now that.
You're freaking me out.
First the peanut butter, now that.
You're freaking me out.
sb-thanks aplenty.
"But be careful not to do anything fancy."
lol, it's a bit more complex than that, but it's based on the cohesion, etc.
lol, it's a bit more complex than that, but it's based on the cohesion, etc.
I'll try to restrain myself.
...Done that as well?
David Copperfield is the most dangerous man alive.
I love this place...no, truly I do.
Thanks for existing DXP.
Thanks for existing DXP.
have a teenage daughter and part of my best is to remember
what it was like when i was that age.
what it was like when i was that age.
"I know this thread is amazing!!!!!
Thanks Creepypants."
ANYTIME!!!! I saw this thread either falling flat on it's face or going just as it has and i'm glad it has!
Thanks Creepypants."
ANYTIME!!!!
I saw this thread either falling flat on it's face or going just as it has and i'm glad it has!"your strong and independent"
"but i'm still human"
"but i'm still human"
bah... typos!
I'm having orange revolution on my head...
If they only knew how limited "it" really is...
i am my only limit
there's a web that extends outward from me on all axis, x y and z, into some sort of infinity. there's a circle that surrounds me in that web of some organic boundary. in that circle i have all the control i could want. its up to me. out of that circle, is the atmosphere i must work with... the life that has some bearing over me. it is all up to how i perceive it all. and how i work with it. things move in and out of my circle of web. my circle gives. the infinite web takes. my circle takes. the infinite web gives. do you see the harmony in all of it?
did'nt mean to hurt you
i have a feeling i may eventually find out that he's not devoted enough... not enough. again, not enough. i'll be watching for it. i hope i dont create it.
the skin over my heart is so much thinner for him. its almost not even there and that scares me sometimes.
why the hell am i laughing? why am i acting like i give a shit about this at all? it means nothing to me. in all honesty i just feel numb. i barely even feel human.
what the hell did i do this time? i hate this. what is it? is it an inherent flaw in myself that i recognize yet can't modify, no matter how fucking hard i try to avoid this behavior? is there a little switch i have in my brain that can teach me how to read peoples' minds? i swear that's what they fucking want from me. maybe i just don't get it. maybe everyone else has some kind of manual that allows them to pinpoint exactly what they said or did, no matter how minuscule or ridiculous, that mushroomed into this huge, nagging issue.
why can't it be SIMPLE? why do you have to make it so HARD for both of us. you don't understand, i don't understand, WHO CARES? just leave it alone, for crying out loud!!! we both know we want it...so just let it be. does it have to be complicated? does it have to be ANYTHING?? i don't think so. open your damn eyes.
what the hell did i do this time? i hate this. what is it? is it an inherent flaw in myself that i recognize yet can't modify, no matter how fucking hard i try to avoid this behavior? is there a little switch i have in my brain that can teach me how to read peoples' minds? i swear that's what they fucking want from me. maybe i just don't get it. maybe everyone else has some kind of manual that allows them to pinpoint exactly what they said or did, no matter how minuscule or ridiculous, that mushroomed into this huge, nagging issue.
why can't it be SIMPLE? why do you have to make it so HARD for both of us. you don't understand, i don't understand, WHO CARES? just leave it alone, for crying out loud!!! we both know we want it...so just let it be. does it have to be complicated? does it have to be ANYTHING?? i don't think so. open your damn eyes.
the real issue is that i hate the control you have over me. i hate how you have the power to completely ruin my day. maybe even my week, or month, or year.
but i guess that's the fucking price you pay. what do you know. i don't care what people say, nothing in life is free. nothing.
hallelujah bitches.
i've heard there was a secret chord
that David played and it pleased the lord,
but you don't really care for music, do you?
it goes like this:
the fourth, the fifth,
the minor fall, the major lift,
the baffled king composing hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
your faith was strong but you needed proof.
you saw her bathing on the roof;
her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you.
she tied you to her kitchen chair;
she broke your throne; she cut your hair,
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
maybe i've been here before;
i know this room, i've walked this floor.
i used to live alone before i knew you.
i've seen your flag on the marble arch.
love is not a victory march;
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
there was a time you let me know
what's really going on below,
but now you never show it to me, do you?
remember when I moved in you?
the holy dark was moving too,
and every breath we drew was hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
maybe there's a god above
and all I ever learned from love
was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you.
and it's not a cry you can hear at night;
it's not somebody who's seen the light.
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
but i guess that's the fucking price you pay. what do you know. i don't care what people say, nothing in life is free. nothing.
hallelujah bitches.
i've heard there was a secret chord
that David played and it pleased the lord,
but you don't really care for music, do you?
it goes like this:
the fourth, the fifth,
the minor fall, the major lift,
the baffled king composing hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
your faith was strong but you needed proof.
you saw her bathing on the roof;
her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you.
she tied you to her kitchen chair;
she broke your throne; she cut your hair,
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
maybe i've been here before;
i know this room, i've walked this floor.
i used to live alone before i knew you.
i've seen your flag on the marble arch.
love is not a victory march;
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
there was a time you let me know
what's really going on below,
but now you never show it to me, do you?
remember when I moved in you?
the holy dark was moving too,
and every breath we drew was hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah, hallelujah
maybe there's a god above
and all I ever learned from love
was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you.
and it's not a cry you can hear at night;
it's not somebody who's seen the light.
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah..
hallelujah, hallelujah
probably because out of shrek context it has cryptic lyrics and a very melancholy sound.
i've heard both but prefer wainwright's version. probably because i heard it first.
have discovered over the past year some resources for cancer prevention and treatment..
Ralphmoss.com
whittierwellness.com
search: HSI doctors'lies cancer *
also : Burzynski Research Institute cancer
(you can get to the HSI site by going to worldnetdaily.com.)*
hang in there a, and if it helps, we can all do visualizations of cutting off the blood flow to the tumor. one example: imagine a faucet, and turn it off.
Ralphmoss.com
whittierwellness.com
search: HSI doctors'lies cancer *
also : Burzynski Research Institute cancer
(you can get to the HSI site by going to worldnetdaily.com.)*
hang in there a, and if it helps, we can all do visualizations of cutting off the blood flow to the tumor. one example: imagine a faucet, and turn it off.
could you let us know exactly where the tumor is?
hey sugarlips. haha! confidence comes with you and me and our ability to work it through together. and really, the only thing we're trying to work through is just fear... take a look at you and me... we really are great. so im sorry i ever worried and shook your confidence in us. this might not sound right, this is somewhat like something you said to me recently, but ... i get the strong feeling that we have everything we need to 'make it' however it is that we want to and neither of us wants to settle for second best. i just know it. we can and we are! that confidence in us is something i rejoice in, but it is also part of my fear... you know where im going with this? there's a lot of myself that im suddenly facing with you. a lot that i'm realizing... all of it new to my conscious mind and not so new to my subconscious. it hurts a lot. more than i know yet. it is a struggle, but it's life and it's me and i'll ask for help when i need it. i just dunno if you can understand that with so little explanation. perhaps another sunday walk. but know that i want to and i am facing it because i love you. not because i need you or want you, but because i love you.
you are right it is a good time to write a little...
meet you in sleepy town.
haha! confidence comes with you and me and our ability to work it through together. and really, the only thing we're trying to work through is just fear... take a look at you and me... we really are great. so im sorry i ever worried and shook your confidence in us. this might not sound right, this is somewhat like something you said to me recently, but ... i get the strong feeling that we have everything we need to 'make it' however it is that we want to and neither of us wants to settle for second best. i just know it. we can and we are! that confidence in us is something i rejoice in, but it is also part of my fear... you know where im going with this? there's a lot of myself that im suddenly facing with you. a lot that i'm realizing... all of it new to my conscious mind and not so new to my subconscious. it hurts a lot. more than i know yet. it is a struggle, but it's life and it's me and i'll ask for help when i need it. i just dunno if you can understand that with so little explanation. perhaps another sunday walk. but know that i want to and i am facing it because i love you. not because i need you or want you, but because i love you.you are right
it is a good time to write a little... meet you in sleepy town.
Wheelhomies..i love that Rufus Wainright son Hallelujah..its a beautiful song, thanks for posting it!
no problem Sola.
how can one begin to understand life without recognizing its futility.
what if you woke up tomorrow and your life was an illusion? would you laugh?
how would you feel?
do you think it's never happened?
why do we run? why do we look for solace in religion...philosophy...incessant optimism. why don't we embrace it?
i am missing something. i know i am. i feel like this is the way things should be viewed, and the way it should be done. but maybe i am wrong. maybe there is something i missed. it's time for change.
someone has to have had these same thoughts as me before. wouldn't it be nice to be able to listen...despite the drawbacks. to just listen. no reaction. shut off your brain, shut off your emotions, and just stare as you listen. just let it sink in and just listen. then you would know for sure "yes...i am understood". finally.
ultimately, what do i want? what is the purpose of the life i have? none? maybe. maybe, despite how hard i try to change that. but i won't run from it.
what if you woke up tomorrow and your life was an illusion? would you laugh?
how would you feel?
do you think it's never happened?
why do we run? why do we look for solace in religion...philosophy...incessant optimism. why don't we embrace it?
i am missing something. i know i am. i feel like this is the way things should be viewed, and the way it should be done. but maybe i am wrong. maybe there is something i missed. it's time for change.
someone has to have had these same thoughts as me before. wouldn't it be nice to be able to listen...despite the drawbacks. to just listen. no reaction. shut off your brain, shut off your emotions, and just stare as you listen. just let it sink in and just listen. then you would know for sure "yes...i am understood". finally.
ultimately, what do i want? what is the purpose of the life i have? none? maybe. maybe, despite how hard i try to change that. but i won't run from it.
car shopping is frustrating. money is frustrating. family is frustrating.
but (in light of my new resolution) i have great friends who are helping, im smart and able enough to earn that green, and i'm learning... i am in fact learning. ...gonna put it into practice. little by little i am. finding real happiness in others and in myself despite.
but (in light of my new resolution) i have great friends who are helping, im smart and able enough to earn that green, and i'm learning... i am in fact learning. ...gonna put it into practice. little by little i am. finding real happiness in others and in myself despite.
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