the dumping garden

Posted by MysteriousPresence
This bird cracks me up.

Posted by BetaBanana
Monday I'm moving across the country ,really escaping from my ex with our 2 children im scared shitless. I'm moving in with my sister(Gemini) who I've never really got along w not that we hate each other but always jealous of eachother growing up and never really connected .im scared what if it doesn't work out what if i don't meet anyone not like I can just say peace and go back to NY 😪 I just want a better environment for my kids and I hope this will be a fresh start

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Posted by tcta
s h i t or get off the pot

LMAO! Okay, okay. You're right


@ParisianCappy My sis. is mad at me for giving her some "tough love." Said she doesn't want to speak to me any more. Oh well....

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Posted by Foreverloveme
Poker face


Aqua: well I can't read you


Me: that's a good thing!


*in my mind: duh! That's the purpose of my rbf*

Posted by lnana04
I'm wondering what does it mean when a person wants to hang around you, yet always have something negative to say.


This Pisces from my job is driving me crazy. He wanted to hang out after work today, which I kindly tried to tell him I'd rather go home multiple times, but he basically took no for an answer.


I did not want to go where he wanted to go, so I suggested a place downtown where he could eat since he's been here over a year and never been to the downtown area of the city. Here's a run down of the comments he made...


"How long before we get there, I'm hungry?"

"This raggedy place?"

"I don't like the energy here"

""I'd much rather gone to where I was going to go"

"Too much is going on, I don't like crowds"

"I don't like your city"


So many more comments that I wouldn't dare tell someone. Then as we walked he told me how he doesn't like hanging around negative people because he picks up their energy like a sponge. He's always talking about negative people and negative energy when he's around me, which makes me assume he's indirectly talking about me. If that's the case, fine....let's just keep it cordial and keep it moving, but he gravitate towards me to be negative it seems. He can be very pleasant at times which makes it hard to avoid him, but I might have to because it's always something. He doesn't have this attitude with anyone else at the job it seems.

The Genius who posted this message has hidden it. Again.

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Posted by MyStarsShine
I love the way I can look out of my bedroom widow and see a little bit of the ocean and the way the seagulls fly over the ocean calling

That's nice. I always found the ocean to be comforting. Regardless what happens, there's always a wave breaking on some distant shore.

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Posted by lnana04
I need to figure out what I'm doing wrong. Long anti climatic vent.


I was out yesterday...got off of work early. Rode the bus/train to an area in town. Stopped in Dollar Tree and as I was coming out and older guy asked if it was a good store. I replied "Yes, everything is a dollar, you should go in." He said no, smiled and we went our separate ways.


I walked to the Farmers Market near and browsed for about 30minutes before walking back to the bus stop. I'm at the bus stop, look over, and noticed its the older man again, so he smiles and starts talking to me. I can hardly understand what he's saying, so I'm just nodding and what I do manage to understand I ask questions about. My questions..

-Where are you from? He's from Peru.

-You work in the area? No

I tell him how much a weekly card costs and he talks and talks about work, his ex wife, apartments in the area etc etc.


The bus comes, and he sits next to me, still talking about his ex wife and her new boyfriend, his job, his country etc.

My questions then.

-How long were the two of you married?

-Is it expensive to go to Peru?


Every once in a while he'd say something and lean close to me where our arms would touch. I was slightly uncomfortable but didn't want to seem rude so I tried to move as much as I could. He then started talking about how he likes black women. Then it lead to him asking if I had a boyfriend, and he'd love to take me out on weekends, then he mentioned he'd like to possibly bring me to Peru. He says Im beautiful and such a nice girl. I tell him I don't have a boyfriend because I don't have time for one, and he said I could make time on the weekends, which I try to change the subject a bit by asking if there are blacks in Peru.


We are at the train station and he offers to help with my bags, then motions for me to take an empty seat, and sits next to me on the train. At this point I'm quiet because it seems like the old man really likes me, and the train is crowded. He asks me which station I'm getting off at, then he sits quietly as if he wants to say much more but can't or dont know what to say. At this point I'm feeling a bit sad, yet trying to ice him out as much as possible but I'm fighting it because I don't want to be rude. He asks if I'd take his number, and I feel a few people look at me as if I'm entertaining this man, which I guess I am because I put his number in my old phone I carry. He asks me to please call him so he can bring me to Mexican restaurant sometime. I get to my stop, he stands up and shakes my hand, which I honestly thought was sweet. Im on my way.

I felt sad for him because he liked me and seemed a bit lonely, and i felt a bit guilty for taking his number with no intentions to call.


My question is, if anyone ever reads, what can I do to avoid these type of situations? I like speaking to people that speak to me, but I don't like being uncomfortable or people developing an interest in me due to my friendliness. I don't like always feeling like I'm leading someone on.


I'm having a similar issue with someone I catch a ride with after work. He jokes by saying he tells everyone we are together. I laugh at him because hes funny, but catch a ride with someone else or walk when I don't see him, and the next days he acts like his feelings are hurt. Saying he's out there waiting on me...why am I always leaving?


I think I need to stat away from ALL men.

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Posted by SirHorns

What happened to this board? It's so dead now...

SirHornssss this is champranger.


I think all the goats have scattered across the boards and comments on dxp. Gobby and Elvis seems to have deleted and SureShotCap shows up once in a blue moon.

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Posted by SirHorns

What happened to this board? It's so dead now...

SirHornssss this is champranger.


I think all the goats have scattered across the boards and comments on dxp. Gobby and Elvis seems to have deleted and SureShotCap shows up once in a blue moon.

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Posted by xiongmao

Posted by SirHorns

Posted by xiongmao

Posted by SirHorns

What happened to this board? It's so dead now...

SirHornssss this is champranger.


I think all the goats have scattered across the boards and comments on dxp. Gobby and Elvis seems to have deleted and SureShotCap shows up once in a blue moon.

So who runs the mainboard now? DXP looks like it had many boards die over the years?

Looks to be vacant. Are you applying?

DXP added many boards on now...seems to be 766 of them....

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Posted by Jan12girl

I have flashes of those places , moments coming to me again and again. I don't know why i would miss that market , those roads after so many years and for over all these years . I remember the exact spot where i would park.

What was it about those morning cold water shower in college hostel during monsoon. It was so inconvenient but i miss it . It feels like every moment in time is a being. It lives and it dies . You just feel desperate for just a moment again with it but its dead. Its gone .

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Posted by borednbeautiful

Posted by Jan12girl

I have flashes of those places , moments coming to me again and again. I don't know why i would miss that market , those roads after so many years and for over all these years . I remember the exact spot where i would park.

What was it about those morning cold water shower in college hostel during monsoon. It was so inconvenient but i miss it . It feels like every moment in time is a being. It lives and it dies . You just feel desperate for just a moment again with it but its dead. Its gone .

This is beautiful. Why are you thinking about past though, in this particular moment? Are you unhappy? Do you have some doubts? Yearning for the years gone by?


I do all of the above.

I am not thinking about past because i am unhappy. This time in my life is the most at peace i have ever been in. I will never yearn for years gone by because i can't imagine loosing what i have today.

Honestly i was not trying to think anything. It happenes to me from time to time. Suddenly some time from past , some moment comes to me as if it just happened and then captures my thoughts till i brush it away . It makes me very emotional too but no one around me comes to know.

I think everything that touches our heart stays with us for ever .

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Posted by borednbeautiful

Posted by Jan12girl

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Posted by Jan12girl

I have flashes of those places , moments coming to me again and again. I don't know why i would miss that market , those roads after so many years and for over all these years . I remember the exact spot where i would park.

What was it about those morning cold water shower in college hostel during monsoon. It was so inconvenient but i miss it . It feels like every moment in time is a being. It lives and it dies . You just feel desperate for just a moment again with it but its dead. Its gone .

This is beautiful. Why are you thinking about past though, in this particular moment? Are you unhappy? Do you have some doubts? Yearning for the years gone by?


I do all of the above.

I am not thinking about past because i am unhappy. This time in my life is the most at peace i have ever been in. I will never yearn for years gone by because i can't imagine loosing what i have today.

Honestly i was not trying to think anything. It happenes to me from time to time. Suddenly some time from past , some moment comes to me as if it just happened and then captures my thoughts till i brush it away . It makes me very emotional too but no one around me comes to know.

I think everything that touches our heart stays with us for ever .

Oh okay, this makes perfect sense. Sometimes I would drive by my old college campus and see old coffee shops, and that sight and smell alone would take me back. It doesn’t mean I wish it back necessarily, school was difficult and stressful. But even the pain was worth it. Or a song would come on the radio that reminds me of my ex. It doesn’t mean I won’t him back. Not at all.

True.

Sometimes its just the feeling you felt then .


Songs , weather and smell always do the trick to take you back. For me smell would top the list even when i don't realise subconsciously it would hit me .

Weirdest for me was when sometime last year i saw a friend's pic on insta wearing a winter jacket. I kept looking at that picture again and again because it took me to a place very cold and breezy . Reminded me of a vacation and I felt restless & peace at the same time .

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Posted by Jan12girl

I have flashes of those places , moments coming to me again and again. I don't know why i would miss that market , those roads after so many years and for over all these years . I remember the exact spot where i would park.

What was it about those morning cold water shower in college hostel during monsoon. It was so inconvenient but i miss it . It feels like every moment in time is a being. It lives and it dies . You just feel desperate for just a moment again with it but its dead. Its gone .

This is beautiful. Why are you thinking about past though, in this particular moment? Are you unhappy? Do you have some doubts? Yearning for the years gone by?


I do all of the above.

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Posted by borednbeautiful

Posted by Jan12girl

Posted by borednbeautiful

Posted by Jan12girl

Posted by borednbeautiful

Posted by Jan12girl

I have flashes of those places , moments coming to me again and again. I don't know why i would miss that market , those roads after so many years and for over all these years . I remember the exact spot where i would park.

What was it about those morning cold water shower in college hostel during monsoon. It was so inconvenient but i miss it . It feels like every moment in time is a being. It lives and it dies . You just feel desperate for just a moment again with it but its dead. Its gone .

This is beautiful. Why are you thinking about past though, in this particular moment? Are you unhappy? Do you have some doubts? Yearning for the years gone by?


I do all of the above.

I am not thinking about past because i am unhappy. This time in my life is the most at peace i have ever been in. I will never yearn for years gone by because i can't imagine loosing what i have today.

Honestly i was not trying to think anything. It happenes to me from time to time. Suddenly some time from past , some moment comes to me as if it just happened and then captures my thoughts till i brush it away . It makes me very emotional too but no one around me comes to know.

I think everything that touches our heart stays with us for ever .

Oh okay, this makes perfect sense. Sometimes I would drive by my old college campus and see old coffee shops, and that sight and smell alone would take me back. It doesn’t mean I wish it back necessarily, school was difficult and stressful. But even the pain was worth it. Or a song would come on the radio that reminds me of my ex. It doesn’t mean I won’t him back. Not at all.

True.

Sometimes its just the feeling you felt then .


Songs , weather and smell always do the trick to take you back. For me smell would top the list even when i don't realise subconsciously it would hit me .

Weirdest for me was when sometime last year i saw a friend's pic on insta wearing a winter jacket. I kept looking at that picture again and again because it took me to a place very cold and breezy . Reminded me of a vacation and I felt restless & peace at the same time .

Absolutely. Sights, sounds and smells do it for me too. Subconscious mind is “funny” like that. It’s like an external stimuli would trigger a memory.

I wrote in another comment that you should start writing. Because you have a way with words that people can relate to it.


Now you took me back to my old memories 🙂

Lol its a Friday . You can have a drink and smile looking back at some sweet old memories


"I wrote in another comment that you should start writing"

Yeah i read that. Thanks .

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Posted by Jan12girl

Posted by borednbeautiful

Posted by Jan12girl

I have flashes of those places , moments coming to me again and again. I don't know why i would miss that market , those roads after so many years and for over all these years . I remember the exact spot where i would park.

What was it about those morning cold water shower in college hostel during monsoon. It was so inconvenient but i miss it . It feels like every moment in time is a being. It lives and it dies . You just feel desperate for just a moment again with it but its dead. Its gone .

This is beautiful. Why are you thinking about past though, in this particular moment? Are you unhappy? Do you have some doubts? Yearning for the years gone by?


I do all of the above.

I am not thinking about past because i am unhappy. This time in my life is the most at peace i have ever been in. I will never yearn for years gone by because i can't imagine losing what i have today.

Honestly i was not trying to think anything. It happenes to me from time to time. Suddenly some time from past , some moment comes to me as if it just happened and then captures my thoughts till i brush it away . It makes me very emotional too but no one around me comes to know.

I think everything that touches our heart stays with us for ever .

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Posted by Jan12girl

Posted by borednbeautiful

Posted by Jan12girl

I have flashes of those places , moments coming to me again and again. I don't know why i would miss that market , those roads after so many years and for over all these years . I remember the exact spot where i would park.

What was it about those morning cold water shower in college hostel during monsoon. It was so inconvenient but i miss it . It feels like every moment in time is a being. It lives and it dies . You just feel desperate for just a moment again with it but its dead. Its gone .

This is beautiful. Why are you thinking about past though, in this particular moment? Are you unhappy? Do you have some doubts? Yearning for the years gone by?


I do all of the above.

I am not thinking about past because i am unhappy. This time in my life is the most at peace i have ever been in. I will never yearn for years gone by because i can't imagine losing what i have today.

Honestly i was not trying to think anything. It happenes to me from time to time. Suddenly some time from past , some moment comes to me as if it just happened and then captures my thoughts till i brush it away . It makes me very emotional too but no one around me comes to know.

I think everything that touches our heart stays with us for ever .

Firebird? Ireland? Cat?

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I didn’t understand

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