Define "clingy"?

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I’ve taken lsa, lsd, mdma, mushrooms, and dmt. All my experiences were good, except for on the morning glory seeds. Mushrooms or DMT are probably my favorite. Dmt I saw “aliens”, I was standing somewhere very unknown yet familiar, like I’d been there before.

One time I dropped acid with my hubs, and we went walking. We saw an old lady laying on the ground in her front yard messing with her water meter, and the hole in the ground turned into a rabbit hole and she fell in. We literally stood right there and had a convo about it and wondered if we should look for her, then kept walking. I have lots of stories, but I never forgot that one lol

I wonder how the theme of DMT for so many people is always so similar.... seeing some kind of entity or higher power and always feeling comfortable or familiar around them. SHOOK 😱

I think my mind is too dark to do these drugs though. Like Fisk said... I don't think what will happen would be good. I have some serious baggage and demons that live up in my brain

I have a few good DMT stories but they wouldn’t make much sense. There is definitely more going on in the universe than we’d like to think.

I know for a fact that psychedelics can be extremely therapeutic. They are also good for soul searching. Before I ever tried them I felt like you did now. I was scared of whatever can of worms I was about to open.. wasn’t gonna close. It’s all about mindset and the people you surround yourself with during trips. After my first trip I realized I really didn’t have all that much to be afraid of, and with everything out in the open.. there’s not much you can do but face it. Then you move on to laughing about something dumb. I think it’s normal to be scared. Lol

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Posted by HeartofTopazz

I’ve taken lsa, lsd, mdma, mushrooms, and dmt. All my experiences were good, except for on the morning glory seeds. Mushrooms or DMT are probably my favorite. Dmt I saw “aliens”, I was standing somewhere very unknown yet familiar, like I’d been there before.

One time I dropped acid with my hubs, and we went walking. We saw an old lady laying on the ground in her front yard messing with her water meter, and the hole in the ground turned into a rabbit hole and she fell in. We literally stood right there and had a convo about it and wondered if we should look for her, then kept walking. I have lots of stories, but I never forgot that one lol

I wonder how the theme of DMT for so many people is always so similar.... seeing some kind of entity or higher power and always feeling comfortable or familiar around them. SHOOK 😱

I think my mind is too dark to do these drugs though. Like Fisk said... I don't think what will happen would be good. I have some serious baggage and demons that live up in my brain

I used to trip pretty much daily (literally) and I was a loooooooooot worse off than I am now (minus some of my functions; unrelated) mentally. I was always with a group of friends though. I did have a bad trip that I mostly blacked out during once. I dunno how long it was for, but I remember little pieces here and there. After I came out of it though, I felt soooooooooooooo good. I had the confidence of a God, as I was one. It almost felt how I imagine it would if you could feel what it felt like to be the "cool character" in a movie or show. Real relaxed, nothing will happen kind of head state. Just clarity and composure. Damn, do I miss drugs sometimes.

curious as to why you'd try to trip all the time when it is literally almost impossible to gain a physical addiction to them since our bodies build a quick tolerance to them within a day or two after ingestion?

False. Like Damous.. I lost years of my life that I can't remember. 3-4 years of tripping acid weekly and MDMA multiple times a week.

Your body doesn't physically get addicted, but your mind does. You become addicted to an alternate reality.

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First time I tripped acid was a ten strip at a music festival.

you actually took all ten? gtfo. how was that?

I took 5.. and an hour later when I wasn't feeling anything, I took the other 5. Oops.

It was a long night to say the least. I started coming up during a show. After the show, I was at the end of a long train of friends holding hands, trying to make our trek back to camp. I was wearing a 6 ft long head dress and people stopped me to take some pictures.. Friends left me behind. As I tried to get back to camp, I had to walk up a long gravel road with a herd of folks. All of the talking and foots trampling the gravel made for a weird combo in my brain.. and I started hearing the opening of Lion King. I ended up singing "The Lion Sleeps Tonight" under my breath, to which others ended up joining in.

It probably took me an hour to find my way back to camp.. All the while peaking. I ended up getting locked in a potter potty that night. The damn thing had a mirror in it, and in a dark enclosed place.. I sort of lost my mind. I ended up laying in a field with a couple friends that were also tripping and stared at stars and talked about random stuff for hours. I probably got to sleep around 9am.

The time from taking pictures with folks.. to laying in the field was probably a good 4 hours. Most of which is a major blur.

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I don't know what's worse.

A narcissist who can't help do what they do because they're so focused on themselves OR;

Someone who befriends another person to teach them their own version of justice.

Call it what you want "own version" but I think of it like:

Kindness begets kindness and asshole begets another asshole.

I think it's more perspective than what constitutes kindness and callousness.

But hey I don't know, maybe this is just another man bashing thread on dxp.

It is indeed just perception. Also, read the title and OP since you misinterpreted this post as man bashing just because a male narcissist is discussed. BTW the other narcissist i know is a woman

But I don't think you're being very clear or maybe I just haven't read all the posts in between that solidifies the whole picture.

So far I only know this male friend of yours is a narcissist by your words. No real descriptions of him apart from he's a good looking bloke. But you have given several examples of the women he's been involved with and detailed their actions.

Which is why you'll have to forgive me for not taking your point of view yet because you know them aquas just don't take another at their word when it comes to character judgement.

I did mention his shenanigans as in what he makes these women do or why he uses them. If you need more information to paint a full picture of him for your assessment, then ask me whatever it is which will help you, so ask away.

There's a clear difference between what women do vs what the guy makes them do. Unless you're saying that he specifically asked these women to post pictures of him and only him and take down all prior photos they had. I think if that's the case then he is another breed entirely rather than a narcissist.

You know this guy better than most of us obviously I just don't like this particular brand of character assassination.

Let's say I take your words at face value and this guy is the epitome of a psychopath, since psychopathy does touch up on this behaviour. Then wouldn't you say your efforts are wasted? One of the more defining characteristics of these types is that they are without remorse.

I see your attempt in trying to come across as intelligent, but it’s not fooling me. Nice try with that character assassination comment. Typical of a Pisces moon. This is why I have always distinguished them and water Aquas from other types of Aquas. You guys can’t think straight and hence there’s no correlation to what you say. In an attempt to play nice and fair to all parties, you are just a passive shit disturber (taking the side that reasonates with you). You’re acting self-righteous while walking straight into a thread that was evidently going to discuss a narcissist (male or female). Moreover, every single post on this site discusses a person who is painted by the writer. You have no choice but to take my word, so why question the authenticity? I could’ve fabricated this character, but you have no choice but to accept the pic because you choose to take part. Going by your self-righteousness, you should neither be on this site nor should you be taking part in this post or these types of posts. Your perception or rather people’s perception on things reveal who they are. I am willing to bet money that you are like the guy I’m describing. I’m so sure of it too.

lol....project much?

You completely lost your shit when a difference of opinion showed up.

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Posted by HeartofTopazz

I’ve taken lsa, lsd, mdma, mushrooms, and dmt. All my experiences were good, except for on the morning glory seeds. Mushrooms or DMT are probably my favorite. Dmt I saw “aliens”, I was standing somewhere very unknown yet familiar, like I’d been there before.

One time I dropped acid with my hubs, and we went walking. We saw an old lady laying on the ground in her front yard messing with her water meter, and the hole in the ground turned into a rabbit hole and she fell in. We literally stood right there and had a convo about it and wondered if we should look for her, then kept walking. I have lots of stories, but I never forgot that one lol

I wonder how the theme of DMT for so many people is always so similar.... seeing some kind of entity or higher power and always feeling comfortable or familiar around them. SHOOK 😱

I think my mind is too dark to do these drugs though. Like Fisk said... I don't think what will happen would be good. I have some serious baggage and demons that live up in my brain

I used to trip pretty much daily (literally) and I was a loooooooooot worse off than I am now (minus some of my functions; unrelated) mentally. I was always with a group of friends though. I did have a bad trip that I mostly blacked out during once. I dunno how long it was for, but I remember little pieces here and there. After I came out of it though, I felt soooooooooooooo good. I had the confidence of a God, as I was one. It almost felt how I imagine it would if you could feel what it felt like to be the "cool character" in a movie or show. Real relaxed, nothing will happen kind of head state. Just clarity and composure. Damn, do I miss drugs sometimes.

curious as to why you'd try to trip all the time when it is literally almost impossible to gain a physical addiction to them since our bodies build a quick tolerance to them within a day or two after ingestion?

False. Like Damous.. I lost years of my life that I can't remember. 3-4 years of tripping acid weekly and MDMA multiple times a week.

Your body doesn't physically get addicted, but your mind does. You become addicted to an alternate reality.

Hm, my mind just was fatigued after i tried this for two weeks, to the point where it just wasn't doing as much. i'd have to take more each time, but the come downs would be way worse each time.

Well.. I'm also an alcoholic and was at my heaviest drinking during that time. I had no control over myself of my life. Ironically.. that is also when I joined DXP, and how much folks remember me.

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1st Decan Virgos are super introverted but have very warm personalities... and are stereotypical Virgos (self-explanatory).

2nd Decans are annoyingly know-it-all types and cold as fuck.

3rd Decans I have no experience with.

I get along best with 1st Decan Virgos.

Funny you broke it down in decans. I find them all obnoxiously know-it-all types and calculating. Virgo anything is calculating. They don’t love or develop feelings like normal people (which is what gets them the cold label) so they get into relationships for benefits. Funny I say this as an Aquarius because I don’t love like normal people either, but I’m no opportunist or calculating.

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