MsA: what the fuck are you doing girl!!! how desperate are you making yourself sound? is this some kind of game to you? are you only 14 for real???????
you haven't got a hope in hell of gaining any decent man's respect that's for sure. you obviously look to men to validate you and that is not healthy and will lead you into an unhappy relationship.
i think you should have some serious therapy. all i see in everything you write are self-made issues. your behaviour attracts the response you get. you have to stop this for your own sake.
have more self respect and then others will respect you more.