Tea on Jada, Will, August

Posted by LittleStar_II



http://www.moderndesigninterior.com/2015/02/pantone-color-chart-all-colors.html?m=1

If you really can’t choose you can pick a couple.

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Posted by hydorah

the consciousness would not persist.

But it's not that important since consciousness doens't persist either into our biological body as we keep on living.

The real question is why would you want to perpetuate your individuality? are you that good? wouldn't you want to improve your qualities a bit?

I see the body as quite a limiting factor as to further possibilities and development. It’s development doesn’t keep up.

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Posted by LittleStar_II



http://www.moderndesigninterior.com/2015/02/pantone-color-chart-all-colors.html?m=1

If you really can’t choose you can pick a couple.

Hex code #ffa343 - Neon Carrot. Orange has always been my favorite color and then I narrowed it down to that when exploring colors for business ideas, haha

Orange is my least favorite but that’s a good mellow one

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Posted by WitchmitchAries

Would if these White people are Jews? They earned everything they have.

holocaust survivor

I don't believe there are too many Holocaust survivors left.

you are most are but their families are still alive. My mother-in-law was in one of the Nazi camps when she was a little girl. She pasted away 5 years ago from cancer.

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Posted by WitchmitchAries

"I'm just curious as to why she needs to post the few black people who agree with those views....like yet again you do realize that the viewpoints expressed are not even close to the average view in the community?"

ok i am posting this video from a white person since someone made this comment. This all started because of a black man getting killed by a cop. I don't think a lot of you know or understand that most cops don't want to mess with people of color because of fear of being called races. A lot of white people give into people of color because of fear of being called races. To say that people of color don't use the races card to get what they want doesn't happen is foolish, that seems to be a color privilege. Just play the races card. i already know i will be called races for say this even though i have a lot of color friends who have told me they have used the races card just to get what they want even though that was not the case.

Posted by SagInTheSun898

So me and that pisces were dating for a year in half. We moved into together. It ended about 2 months ago. That whole relationship was really confusing for me. I never understood how he ever felt. It felt like nothing I did was ever good enough and we were always fighting for so MANY reasons. I felt like I did a lot. Taking care of his dog, being emotionally and sexually there, giving him insurance money, taking care of our apartment, not cheating, being there when he had a knee injury. Trying to be the perfect girlfriend basically over the course of this year. But I think we had different ideas of what a relationship is. I think he thought I was too intense of a person and I thought he was too detached and not serious enough. We also came from very different backgrounds which was like a thing. Our sex life was really strange. It was good but never took off into that realm of transformation. It was on and off too much in my opinion but he always thought we had the best sexual connection ( ya okay ). Last December he told me I need to start thinking about where we are gonna live next. I remember thinking our relationship is barely surviving? But I tried.

Than Jan hit we got in a huge fight and he said he wanted the relationship to be over. Those 6 months till he moved out this May were REAL bad.

I hung in there till about March when the pandemic hit. My ex Leo started hitting up me on my phone instead of email. Which hadn't happened in like two years. And for some reason it became sexual which hadn't happened in years either. ( Thought he was gay ) We basically hooked up in secret and texted 24/7 till about May. That was the first time I cheated on the pisces. If you can call it that. He was pretty much telling me how much he hated me and treating me like shit and saying he can't wait to leave during this time we were barely intimate but for some reason still sleeping in the same bed. I don't think he ever found out.

Okay May, he moves out. So much drama came with that but in the end I helped him move out and we said our goodbyes. He said he hoped someday we could get back together but he needed space and a break. I never understood any of that either but I was like okay. About an hour after he left my ex church pisces came into town we went on a hike and banged all night. It was what I would call sexual healing. Lots of I love you and good times. This went on for about month till he left back for Boston. He asked me to come with but it wasn't really possible.

During this time, the pisces talked to me some but it was weird. He left a bunch of shit at the house and the spare key. For weeks I asked him to come get the stuff and bring the key back he wouldn't and just ignored me. He started making comments about my Instagram stories if guys were in them saying I didn't care and I was a slut. Funny he has anything to say considering he's the one who left. He eventually came by ( it was awkward ) we caught up but he was turned on the whole time and kept touching me and holding me. I let him fuck me because whatever. It was pretty good. After he said he wanted us to get back together some how and if I was available next week to got to the creek and see his dog. I said sure.

Things seemed cool than we got into this fight and he stopped talking to me completely but was still watching me online. I tried to contact many times he wouldn't answer. So I decided to move on ( for the thousand time ) when my ex scorpio came to hang out. I posted a picture of us my ex saw it and blocked me. But I've noticed I'm not blocked other places ( which I think is weird, just there )

He had left a pile of stuff ( again ) which I asked him to pick up during this time which again he ignored and wouldn't. Till yesterday after weeks of ignoring I get a text saying " Just leave it at the front door of the apartment after 4 ill come get it, there is no reason to see each other and I have nothing to say " LOL okay. So I did that and asked if he got it okay, no response. So I ending by saying I hope your happy with how this turned out.

We have one month left on the lease and than I can move out.


Over all I really never understood this relationship. Obviously this is such a condensed version, it's impossible to explain everything that happened over a year with someone. There is a lot more too it and more drama and honestly stuff I probably can't remember. But what I mostly got was that he never seemed to know if he loved me or not. He would be good but also really abusive too. And I guess so was I.


I don't know what what the future holds or if this is it. I just really needed to write this down. If you have any comments or thoughts, I'd like to hear. Thanks for reading