When does it end?

not to be all about me but im a 3rd decan pisces sun, moon, and mercury.. and sometimes i feel like i should be the piscean rep.
no but really Insomnicide i can totally feel where youre coming from and all i hope is that this struggle will pay off (of course it will) but hopefully in the UP fish direction..
haha.
it can be a pretty terrifying existance. i question just about everything that happens to me. i have terrible nightmares.. i have overwhelming feelings of energy that come in waves over my body when my sensitivity is being disturbed.
shit is intense.