I know I have to. It's just hard knowing that once upon a time (and even now, through brief glimpses), he was that ideal partner I always wished for. And now he's somebody else's.
My apologies - I usually don't get like this. In fact, this is the first ex that I've held on to (gawd only knows why).
Time to stop doting over lost loves, and time to get that wall (and stinger) back up for self-preservation. =)