Missed up...

Posted by michellemabelle
sounds like hes concluded your not for him but hes considering using you for sex until something better comes along. I think aqua can be very distant and not see it as a big deal and they find it puzzling when someone is being clingy. Because they dont NEED you they cant relate to you needing them


What I learned is this type of man set women back so far if they are in healing mode. They are so toxic that I don't believe the KNOW they are. I don't car WHAT sign they are if a man has respect for him self,brought up right and has some time of morals he would be honest no matter if it hurts. This was sitation gone wrong. I wont give it credit saying it was a relationship. I wanted to do a hit and run..he would not allow it. He controled everything about this, when we saw each other,talked,the whole atmophere. I was just on a rebound from somethings in my life..and he seemed to have said the right things. I accept my own mistakes but refuse to be the one that messed up anything. But when you really think about it..the foundation was not based on love but lust. We had a very strong connection and attraction..but he has a very manipulation spirit and temprament. It was like he made it so hard for me to love him on purpose but yet wanted me to. I lost myself some where..not just in this..and I believe he took advantage of that. He has issues as well, commitment,communication,self esteem, health*recovered from prostate cancer, acid reflux,diabites* but MOST of that was from stress..If he was NOT SO ANGRY he would have some great loves or a love that would be there for him..and he would be able to give it. He is allot of work and cant keep any relationship..but ok with sex..but he craves more..but HE wont let HIM have it..either way..this has made me a better woman..I was hurt..very..angery..not it is calming. I have to just get him and us out of my mind.I am to pretty to be sick, and sad. To much to do in life...

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