Lunar Eclipse in Gemini....
I know I should have posted this on the Astrology board but meh not feeling much like venturing out at the moment.
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He can go fuck himself 
Posted by Cajunspiritclick to expand
Posted by aliennation
I'm so sick of holding in my temper.
Never in my 22 years of life have I ever had the chance to REALLY release my anger. I get so fucking sick of having to always remain calm, keep an indoor voice, and remain detached. When someone pisses me off, I just want to YELL and tell them off to their face. Or throw things or just generally physically intimidate them. I'm assertive and make my needs known, but to me, that's not enough. I physically need to yell, and/or really tell them off. But I don't want to look like I'm crazy, make enemies, or cause drama.
And I was raised in a home where anger was seen as something to just hide and suppress. And even after moving out at 18, I've always lived with roommates, I've always had neighbors (upstairs neighbors, next door neighbors, etc). And of course, at least one roommate is ALWAYS fucking HOME when I happen to be there, and I don't want to look like I have mental issues by exploding.
I crave it, I crave it so, so, SO bad to just be able to find a totally solitary place where NOBODY can hear me just SHOUT, rant and swear.
My main vehicle was a motorcycle until recently, when it got totaled by a drunk driver. So I don't even have the luxury of driving in a car down the freeway just to let myself get angry without anyone ever knowing.
Playing sports doesn't help. Writing things down doesn't help. Music doesn't help. Talking it out doesn't help. Calmly asserting myself doesn't help. I NEED to just have the chance, just ONCE in my life, it's ALL I ask....to just be able to loudly voice my frustrations. Just ONCE, I swear to god.
* coincidentally, I also have a painful chronic craving to freely SING. But I don't want to embarrass myself. These two chronic cravings have constantly made me miserable.
By all means let it out! Because it will come out eventually and it might just really be at an inappropriate time that will really get you into trouble. I use to hold some anger in toward some friends because like you I did not want to scare them..lol It's crazy how I am labeled as so nice but you piss me off OMG...lol it has to come out. When taking anger management class I learned that it was ok to be angry, but you have to monitor it. I am older now so I am better at it, but back in my twenties.... Geesh. So go ahead and let out so that you can release the negative energy.
Posted by bella70777
The question was about Scorpios.... and experiences. If the only thing people can say is "move on" then don't say anything. We're not looking for "relationship" advice... we just wanna know about why Scorpios do what they do. And when someone is heartbroken... they try to live the best they can...day to day without breaking down. Trying to hold back tears. When people come on here to ask a question... we may not always "understand" ... but they're going through something right now. And I know there's not one person on this thread who's never been heartbroken...and GUESS WHAT?? "Get on with your life" is just not helpful, nor is it compassionate, nor is it THAT easy. Only time heals...and until then... we still have our questions.
Thank you, Bella, nicely said. I do come here for understanding the why's of what this man's behavior is. Because I have never been in this situation before, as its very unusual and hurtful. I am hoping for people to share their experience, stength and hope if they have been in this boat before.
Posted by 25thDecan
Live in 2 different cities..guy comes to see YOU..gifting YOU...and you act cold and distant..don't wanna kiss. Even if she's NOT screwing around..she IS btw, just a better hunch..sue me....(cont) she's quite the selfish one.
If you do something positive and a woman acts as if YOU are abnormal or as if she can do without it....RUN. she may blame it on a moodswing(rubbish, that's an excuse to trivialize your attempts to bond), she may say "it was unexpected! I just wasn't ready"(complete rubbish, that's another excuse to avoid reciprocating what you're putting forward). You shouldn't be in the friend zone with your girlfriend. If you are, you should have sex with her bff and her sister and move on. She'd do the same to you, because she doesn't care. You have a choice just like she does. She chooses to shut you out when you give time to see her and lavish her with positive affection.
Move.On.
Hi Dec! Had to mention though that the OP's Saggie did NOT reject him the first time he showed up unannounced with gifts on her birthday. She did welcome him and they had a great time, great sex. He did not travel 2 hours to see her the second time(2 days later). He was with his buddies and decides to hit her up (probably drunk/bootie call?) and shows up unannounced at her doorstep! So why is it wrong that she acted a little cold? She still allowed him to stay over and get a piece of ass even though she might've been tired, etc.(see my other post).
Posted by kedemu
many thanks for your analysis all of you.
Indeed, it broadens my view in the subject.
To add in the nature of our relationship. I am usually who made the effort (at what i think). For example she has never visited my place for the last 4 months. If i somehow didn't go to her place in the weekends, it is okay with her. she don't pick many of my calls. She almost always promise she will call later and never did it.
On the dark side of me, I started smoking, she usually asks me to stop smoking I even promise her to do so but broke my promise and I am still smoking. Once a time, we went to party and we both were drunk and I don't remember but she always criticize my kissing her girl-friend. Normally, I am not even attracted to her girlfriend.
At the risk of being the unheard voice of your Saggie gf (lol), you admit yourself that you have a "dark side". You started smoking AFTER you were dating her, right? Why is it wrong that she would want you to stop? It effects your health and she cares for you. Also, wtf?, why are you kissing her girlfriend? That is showing total disrespect for her feelings.
You both sound young, you both will make mistakes, and as mentioned by Dec, a long distance relationship is hard. I would not be too quick to judge her before looking also at yourself..
Ok, stepping down from my pedestal now...lol
I gotchu girl. 
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Yes! you go girl, lol...and anyway, any green-eyed Pisces girl can get whomever she wants so just move on!