LIFE AS A CAPRICORN-HAS THIS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?

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Lena !

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you said you were bipolar, not suffering from anxiety...
i gave you the two most popular self medications...

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But as a physician, would you feel right knowing you did not grant their wish and caused prolonged suffering and pain? Having their loved ones continually see them in this state? Physicians are supposed to help people, not prolong their suffering. By helping them pass on, you are putting them at peace. And their loved ones no longer have to worry

A lot of times their loved ones don't want them dead.
How would you feel if, as a doctor, you were able to keep this person alive and for reason they ended up outlasting the time they had left to live and got better. Wouldn't you feel just awful knowing you could have assisted them in a suicide when now they are on their way to being better.
And yes there have been people who have come back from what we call "incurable" illnesses or what we thought was incurable.

My very close friend Bill died of brain cancer, a cancer he was diagnosed with when he was 19. He lived with me for the last two years of his life because I lived very close to MD Anderson a very prominant cancer hospital in the nation.It was just he and I. I cared for him, cleaned up after him, and held him when he suffered massive Grand Mal seizures.
Trust me, even after watching all of that, I still never wanted my friend to die.
There were times I would wake him in the middle of the night by crawling into bed with him and crying on him, begging him to never leave me. He would tell me often, sometimes over a glass of scotch, about his peace with his death. In the end, he begged for it. When he finally had to be hospitalized I sat by his bed day and night.
Even still I didn't want him to die.
I had run out to buy some scotch and sneak it in for him at his request. When I came back a nurse came in the room with papers for him to sign. She asked if he wanted me to leave and that it was common procedure that these papers be signed in privacy. He just shook his head at her and reached for my hand. Then he signed.
About 5 minutes later I convinced him to tell me what the papers were. They were his DNR. He had done it matter of fact, just like that. When I looked in his eyes all I saw was concern..... for me. He was rea

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Hahaha. Well, my experiences with weed were HORRIFIC and not normal. Cocaine...uh...yeah it's kind of fun, but definitely not worth it.

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Vanilluna
Indoor
Vanilluna (aka Vanilla Moon) a structurally Kush hybrid of a cross between a female Blueberry Sativa (from the exact same seed stock that produced the mother of the Blue Satellite; the mother of the Vanilluna being large, green, symmetric with a distinct dominant main-stem and compact nodes, little variegation and long side-branches) crossed with the Original Blueberry male (a stretch indica). This quasi-hybrid grows medium-tall Kush-like plants with short nodes, large, dark green foliage, thick-yet-sturdy hollow stems and tight, spade shaped buds of dense-but-elongated and swollen calyx/bract flowers completely coated in large, clear trichomes of superior aromatics. Flower time is approximate. 55 to 60 days, with the more interesting oils developing in the very last week. Vanilluna possesses a complex-yet-subtle palate of a creamy, vanilla/honey blend with a hint of floral bouquet and sweet melon musk. The experience of the finished product is of top-shelf quality; smooth, comfortable, very long-lasting (hours) and dreamy. Upon final testing, a few individual plants from the Vanilluna provided an experience very similar to the Blue Heaven, i.e. calming, clear and relatively anti-anxiety. Please note: approximate. 15% of the plants from this line will sport variegated growth patterns. The other 85% will grow uniform plants with slight variation in height. Extended vegetative time coupled with early topping is recommended to increase yield, or run un-topped in a SOG-type system.
Indoor flowering 55 to 60 days.