Scorpio Women

Just that whenever I felt passionately about something that should be handled in a certain way, it was met with contempt and disconcern. As if what I thought was right didn't matter, because she didn't agree with me. By fight, I mean extreme verbal persuasion. Nothing went over easily with her. If I wanted steak for dinner and she wanted chicken I had to fucking buy the steak, bring it home, throw the chicken out, cook that shit and serve it on the table just to make sure that what I wanted was taken care of. (Just an example, but I'm sure you get it)

As far as "loving her more than myself" you have to be willing to make compromises for people that you love. I couldn't do that for her. Maybe I felt like I had to push so hard to have my feelings understood, that I wasn't able to return that which I had asked for? IDK. No, she's not a succubus...actually...yeah, she kinda looks like one Winking. I was enticed by her every move....
Um, okay fuck it - here's an example. She was with somebody before me...actually, she was married to the guy. Long story short, she had MY child in their marriage (she wasn't married when I got to her). And I didn't get to meet my oldest son until he was 10 months old. When we got back together and she divorced him, we immediately got pregnant again, and my youngest son was born a year later. (like I said, we NEVER had time to grow as a couple before our kids were involved).
She never dissolved contact with her ex. Never. I raged SO FUCKING HARD about it all the time. She took MY son to see him, (of COURSE I went with her). She would ALWAYS talk to him on the phone despite the multiple THOUSANDS of times I told her how it made me feel. We fought about it constantly. I would snap - I had no tolerance for the situation. I'm sitting here thinking "You are with ME. The father of your children let this mother fucker go before I snap." Now, before we get into the whole "she still loves him" argument (of which I am well aware of) it was things like this that made me rage. No matter how many times I said it, with however much couth, rage, love, anger distance, aggressiveness I put it - she would NEVER lose contact with this dude. I'm sorry but it was a very tender wound for me, and she couldn't even address it. I understand that's a flaw in her - and that I was redic. for putting up with it, but it's situations like that to which I would rage SO MF'ing hard. So hard.

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