This day couldn't be worse
First of all. Thanks for your stories and support. I'm slowly but surely making it.
APW, yes it is crazy that we all don't really know one another. But we r all dealing w/these crazy men and we all have BTDT with all of this. And I'm glad that each one of us has such experiences to share w/one another...good and bad. I hate the bad and hate that some of us have had to experience the bad.
GEG, Thank u so much for sharing ur story w/me and for praying for me. I need that right now. I am confused and hurt and scared, and just a total mess, to sum it all up.
pathfinder, I will agree w/you, I too think I am too innocent and naive to be dealing w/him right now. I don't know why I'm like that, but I just am. Others I'm fine with, but when it comes to him I have a problem w/that. He seems to always have to be in control w/us and he has admitted in the past that he likes being in control. He can easily read people and he reads me better than anything. That's how he has all the control. See I sent him for a spin when I didn't contact him last week. He then contacted me until he reeled me in again and was in control because I gave in to seeing him. That proved to him that he had control over me and the situation still. I can't let him do that and it isn't fair. I am going to back off and recover for the time being. I have to let this go and stop holding on to him. Who knows if he'll come back or what he's feeling. I really shouldn't care at this point anyways. But if anything, it will show him that I WILL NOT tolerate being treated like this.
APW, yes it is crazy that we all don't really know one another. But we r all dealing w/these crazy men and we all have BTDT with all of this. And I'm glad that each one of us has such experiences to share w/one another...good and bad. I hate the bad and hate that some of us have had to experience the bad.
GEG, Thank u so much for sharing ur story w/me and for praying for me. I need that right now. I am confused and hurt and scared, and just a total mess, to sum it all up.
pathfinder, I will agree w/you, I too think I am too innocent and naive to be dealing w/him right now. I don't know why I'm like that, but I just am. Others I'm fine with, but when it comes to him I have a problem w/that. He seems to always have to be in control w/us and he has admitted in the past that he likes being in control. He can easily read people and he reads me better than anything. That's how he has all the control. See I sent him for a spin when I didn't contact him last week. He then contacted me until he reeled me in again and was in control because I gave in to seeing him. That proved to him that he had control over me and the situation still. I can't let him do that and it isn't fair. I am going to back off and recover for the time being. I have to let this go and stop holding on to him. Who knows if he'll come back or what he's feeling. I really shouldn't care at this point anyways. But if anything, it will show him that I WILL NOT tolerate being treated like this.
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EXACTLY Supramike...
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OFA...that's what I am...A cuddly Cancer that likes to party alot. That usually doesn't work too well though because the men get jealous, not to mention I am a ridiculous flirt...;P
Can flirting be considered cheating?
I hope you are feeling better
OFA...that's what I am...A cuddly Cancer that likes to party alot. That usually doesn't work too well though because the men get jealous, not to mention I am a ridiculous flirt...;P
Can flirting be considered cheating?
yeah, what is it? and why is it exciting? erm, tight, sorry!
Okay...when people say "give me space"
What exactly does that mean? I've never really had anyone tell me that, but I want to know what it entails. Does that mean don't call me, I'll call you? Does it mean that they really want to break up and are just being nice about it?
Somebody help me understand this please! And how does being with a person put a strain on you individuality? I would think if you are strong enough within yourself, it is impossible to lose that. Does that mean if we have plans and you decide in the middle you want to do something else, so you stand me up...that I should just accept it without being irritated? That seems to be the attitude of the Aqua's I dated briefly and I know had I really liked those guys, that behavior would piss me off!
Just curious....
What exactly does that mean? I've never really had anyone tell me that, but I want to know what it entails. Does that mean don't call me, I'll call you? Does it mean that they really want to break up and are just being nice about it?
Somebody help me understand this please! And how does being with a person put a strain on you individuality? I would think if you are strong enough within yourself, it is impossible to lose that. Does that mean if we have plans and you decide in the middle you want to do something else, so you stand me up...that I should just accept it without being irritated? That seems to be the attitude of the Aqua's I dated briefly and I know had I really liked those guys, that behavior would piss me off!
Just curious....
yeah exactly..
autots r nice if ya in traffic a lot.. otherwise use a manual its so much fun lol
and crusing aint a problem in a manual hehe always used to use cruise control in the supra on te motorways
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and crusing aint a problem in a manual hehe always used to use cruise control in the supra on te motorways
A leo that doesn't know what she wants? That's rare!
Hope it works out for you Supra...
Hope it works out for you Supra...
Ewwww....That's nasty OFA. I mean the masturbation part is cool but cum in his own mouth? YECH...I think I would retch!
mike, are you a technician/mechanic? or just a car enthusiast? do you live in wales? or what's that funny town name???
I have to agree with Aprilbaby...
Are there not enough men in the world that we must start dating our cousins...Are you from Kentucky? Sorry to be mean, but that's like going to your family reunion looking to catch a man...YECH!
Are there not enough men in the world that we must start dating our cousins...Are you from Kentucky? Sorry to be mean, but that's like going to your family reunion looking to catch a man...YECH!
yeah i hope so.. this is the first tiem in my life that i have known what i want..
ah well lol
ah well lol
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