Oh absolutely, you have tickled his jealousy bone no doubt, plus he's a Jew and they like keeping what they beleive is theirs to themselves, i know its controversial to say that but i really dont care.
I wouldn't call what you did flirting.
yes capgirl i am trying, and you're right, just wish i could shut off the brain sometimes, the very gut wrenching vulnerable truth is it just really hurts to feel so insignificant and unimportant to someone that they could just slam the door and stroll away without a glance back. that's the bottom line, the hurt. so yeah it is dangerous to try to find a reason why "they" are so screwed up, it's a feeble attempt to try and feed my bruised ego. it just plain hurts. and the feeling of "doing nothing" sucks, want to lash out and tell him everything i think about him BUT won't because i know it will accomplish nothing and in the end make me feel worse. So the only way i can empower myself, at least as far as he who has dismissed me from his life, is to dismiss him from mine, not call, not search, not make contact...disengage. as i said though, wish i could shut off my brain (and dreams damn it!) had a dream that was really nice about him, and of course that was upseting. So i guess what i'm saying is i have to do "no action" which is the only action i can take, at least as far as he goes. and i don't know about the rest of you, but of course it'd be so much easier to do if i had a couple other great guys knocking down my door to get to me, but no, so must just do nothing and heal and do nothing to open the wound again or pour salt into it.
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Ok! I guess I'm HIS! that's cute!
No i wouldn't call that flirting, but we do chitchat every time Puro man comes by, he's nice and so we talk and laugh a little and HE's seen it before...so i'm beginning to think it may bother him, but still! Well at least he didn't say that I was flirting with him! he said that the guy was flirting! anyhow i think it's cute! as long as it doesn't become some kind of a BIG problem!
I shouldn't have to worry right?
I dont know to be honest, i dont want to pretend like i have all the answers, you will know him much better than me, its about you and whatever your comfortable with.
Depends on how you deal with things or what makes you happy or not.
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Yes yes of course! but i personally am saying FOR NOW there's no problem. I kind of like being thought of "I'm his" that's fine! It feels protected sort of... I will get to know him better and better and I SHALL SEE! Sorry I don't mean to make you feel like you HAVE all MY answers! that's not what i'm trying to do!
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So can i ask a few questions...if i may...
You're in the UK...
What time is it there right now? I guess it's Friday Jan 27 like here?!
What do you do for a living?! I read that you enjoy music!
You come from a big familly? brothers sisters...
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oh and please feel free! you may not wish to give out so much info... I'm just curious that's all!
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I agree liz... probably if you want to look at each family member as an aspect on a natal chart, then maybe. But that would mean you'd have assign a member rank- like Grandma being the Sun, and Grandpa the Moon. Who wants to be rising? or the Venus?
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Some times it can feel like protection i guess and other times like smothering
Yes he looks like he could be a real good smotherer!! a good hugger too! BUT I LOVE IT! He's also quite protective of me I've seen a few places... and i like that too!