Spectre's just insecure about himself. ; ) He hopped from fame's 'd' to dazed's. And now he has to bad mouth non-hetero people to keep up the denial thing he has going on.
Hey, Spec, if you wanna play, meet me on the pisces board. I need a good outlet and you've been ignoring me, lately.
Hey, Spec, if you wanna play, meet me on the pisces board. I need a good outlet and you've been ignoring me, lately.
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Posted by feb16aqua
Flavia your avi, is that you? It's a fantasy of mine to have someone paint me like one of their french girls.
No I drew her, she is an Italian figure model I got the pleasure of depicting. Volunteer as a figure model, get yourself depicted by many different artists and ask for the one you like the most. Some artists are willing to give to a model in exchange for time
Posted by MrFirebird
The truth of the matter, here, DMV is that you do NOT value people as much as you should. IF you had, the feeling wouldn't be lost so easily. To draw an analogy, I want a doughnut. I eat the doughnut. Once satisfied, I crave the doughnut no more.
You value your lovers like I value a doughnut. In other words, short and sweet, you use people as if they were nothing
more than a doughnut. I have used a doughnut to illustrate what I have observed in what you've said.
The difference is, doughnuts..... do NOT have feelings. People do. Most of them, anyway.
Just how many doughnuts you have eaten, by the way?
I think there's a point in here. Stupid question, but how do you value a person? I think what many of us probably did experience when good was being addicted to the way that person made us feel, or the literal chemistry created in that relationship, but you are right...maybe it never was the value of that person.
Its funny because Ive thought before how Id never want to be in a type of relationship where its more about how I make someone feel than about me as a person, but still, I dont know how to tell the difference between the two, if that makes any sense.
Posted by feb16aquaPosted by Fame
You'd be surprised how hard it is for some people, interpretation isn't even an area they can step into lol.
yeah and even when we think we are actually interpreting, it's really just our own biased dissection. It's totally subjective.click to expand
I love these views
replace we with "I." Im not trying to speak for anyone else. I apologize about that.
I'm actually not quite sure what you want help on! and to be honest the latter part of the story is a bit confusing to me. So he's just a friend and you want to know why he has sudden interest? The jealousy part? Probably need more details as to how he's acting jealous because your story just tells me about you and not him.
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But how do you know a goldfish in an aquarium can actually tell the difference between being caught in an aquarium or not, now think about that 
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Posted by Pisceology
Take me to lalala land this month, only this month I'll allow myself to that..
Posted by AriesinLuuuv
Sometimes I find I get myself into situations where I'm actually being too nice and not making it clear to someone that I'm not really that into them...This is usually due to my desire to keep them around for the entertainment value and to gather compliments for my ever-needy ego. It pretty awful and I'm not proud of it. What usually happens next is, due to boredom I agree to go do something with this person and start regretting it pretty quickly, which is when the cruelty can come out. Not in control of my mouth and although I feel like I'm saying things in a diplomatic manner, upon reflection later I recognize that I actually deal some crushing, albeit craftily worded, blows.
Its especially bad if I feel that you're adoring me like a love-sick puppy. Funny how I want a guy to txt a lot, come up with stuff to do, gush, etc, but when they're actually like that, I'm like Ack! What a fuckin' puss! The only way I find I can look past this if you've got large apparatus, if not, it will be difficult for me to hold back from pointing out that you don't have what it takes and from there it just gets awkward....LOL, but at least I'm pretty sure I won't have to deal with you anymore.
I wouldn't say you are cruel as much as forthcoming. If you know it is just for cruelty sake and you want it to change, you are in the power of changing anything in your life.
We act and speak without a second thought, right wrong or indifferent. It just makes you honest with yourself. You sound like you are reflecting on it is all