his depravity...
Posted by Marrakesha
@CreepyPants: Honestly, leave your ex alone! What's done is done! I honestly really think you contacted him because you still have feelings for him, and it wasn't just some innocent "genuinely care" about him. I think you were feeling him out, but leave that shit alone. It's not going to go well.
I have been as honest to myself as i can possibly be for a flawed person, and to anyone else I've talked to about this ENTIRE break up... even here on dxp. YES I DO STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM. I am not trying to hide that. ALL of my actions are driven by my feelings and I am desperately trying to drive my feelings with my heart and my head.
except the feeling him out part... thats not true. i dont toy with people. i meant what i said. i wanted to hear what was new with him. i wanted it to be a normal phone conversation to shoot the shit. I've been in love with him for over a year. I CHANGED TOO MUCH OF MYSELF FOR THE RELATIONSHIP to be able to go completely cold and have him absent from my life. If this isn't innocent then was it malicious??? lol
i've already said i got shot down and i respected his decision. It took a couple of weeks for me to see AND for him to communicate in a clear and understandable way that no contact is what HE needs.
But lo... it is not what HE is DOING. Intentional or a by-product of his own confusion, he's fucking with me.
I GET IT... this is a learning lesson. I'M LEARNING. a helluva lot better than he is. and yes i have you all to thank for this learning too.
ScorpioFem79, try to be a little understanding about the above rather than talk about me as if I'm deranged for wanting to know someone who's been a major part of my life. Ouch? He may be behaving like a shit head, but I hope we'd all still defend someone who played a major and positive role in our lives, improving it etc, even if they stumbled and fell a little in their graces with us.
And YES I am REALLY touchy right now. If anything came off harsh... you know what to do.
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I dont think i ask lots of questions beyond the type's like why do you think, feel, act, and want. I try to ask the right question not a bunch to find out what need to. I feel I am wonderful listener so dont need to ask a bunch of questions for clarity.
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Incidentally, why is it that Aquarians have such an symbolic affinity with water?
The signs are everywhere "Aqua", even in usernames "aquaglass" "WaterCup" and yet you're an Air sign. For the longest time, when I was younger, I used to believe Aquarius was a water sign.
Why would they place so much ambiguity into the zodiac like this? Why?
Lol tizi! I wondering about it too, i have no idea why is it tho. I used to think that theres any corelation with the water sign, thats why i was so sure that everything would be good everytime i interacting with cancer or scorpio, but lately i figured out that theres proly nothing to do with it, i meant with that symbol. Lol
Well Seraph posted a video by Alyssa and it's a view I sort of agree with. We are the waterbearers we bring water to those that have none. For me that includes questioning and being the best at what we do which is communicating... understanding and challenging ideas we bring out emotions, the bad and the good.
I ask questions all the time because I love to learn, I like to question myself and others. For a fixed sign it's very versatile in its way of thinking but stubborn in the actual process.
What I do notice is Aquas ask very ambiguous answers, I swear I do this myself or maybe it's just me. It's just that I would like a better idea of what the majority thing and why? If there is a minority then why? Everything seems to be in a constant state of question until there's some fundamental point of truth which hardly exists half the time.
I chalk it down to us wanting to work out something and the chase for some ultimate answer.
I ask questions all the time because I love to learn, I like to question myself and others. For a fixed sign it's very versatile in its way of thinking but stubborn in the actual process.
What I do notice is Aquas ask very ambiguous answers, I swear I do this myself or maybe it's just me. It's just that I would like a better idea of what the majority thing and why? If there is a minority then why? Everything seems to be in a constant state of question until there's some fundamental point of truth which hardly exists half the time.
I chalk it down to us wanting to work out something and the chase for some ultimate answer.
d to go hang the clothes outside (it's sunny now...and we don't have a dryer anyway)
this piqued my interest:
Posted by virgokingPosted by AreTwoFour
My mars and jupiter is in virgo, My most life-changing (and devastating) relationship, well marriage, was with a virgo. Progressed chart still has virgo as jupiter. No thanks jupiter. Did the 7th house thing too (leo). May try that again if my current cap relationship doesn't work. His Jupiter is in scorpio....
Humm so your jupiter was in the 8th house I just read 8th 6 and 12 are not good for jupiter. But if you got married before 30 that can also make it hard.click to expand
so it's harder for women after 30? They better hurry.
Y'know, there's a ton of women after 40 who finally found someone, or those after 50, or after 60.
Some never do. I'd have to read up on Jupiter in the 8th, 6th and 12th celebrities and famous people.
I guess it's cause the 8th is SABOTAGING your luck. (Self destruct)
6th house: Virgo....and NITPICKY and never takes chances??
12th house: Expansion and luck here cannot deal with ILLUSIONS when they need GROUNDING?
ambiguous questions -.-
Okay. Wow, so, we can't go back and edit the OP? Okay. HAHAHA.
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I just saw your chart btw and my Mars in Leo "conjuncts" your Venus in Leo by degree...rawwrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr that would make for some steamy ermmm....hehehe
Next we'll be talking about how guys nipple placement determines how skilled in bed he is lol
ET, thats what I'm talking about, "the right questions" to whats needed(to be known)...I said that too. I'm not a good listener thou, I pretend to listen and ONLY pay attention to what interests me, the rest is "whawhawhawha" and I listen on cue too...just about when the most interesting this is being said *shrugs*