Have I completely lost Taurus male?
The story of you and Elizabeth is vague in my mind and filtered through your lens, the parts you??ve hung onto, reinforced into your head as the reasons it all went wrong ??? the abortion, her mother??s cancer, your grandma??s passing - but I suspect there is much more to the story that you??ve overlooked. Those are merely the events that happened, the tangible acts that you associate with the guilt and fear and your broken heart but if you take the time to sit with it ??? let it breath into the light of day and dig deeper I??m sure there is much more to the fading out ??? the feelings that you said started to arrive before all the major events unfolded. I can see similarities with you now, the drifting ??? keeping things easy, calm when you need to take action ??? voice your concerns so that they can be acknowledged and addressed, you??re on the other side now though, you closed off your heart long ago when what you truly want is to be loved and appreciated and supported. You chase the ones who don??t look back at you though, no wonder you??re conflicted.
So where does this leave us, I don??t know. I can??t speak for you ??? this is a journey that you need to take on your own. Your lessons to be learned in time. To grow into the amazing man you want to be ??? the one you yourself can??t even see, who exists already beneath the mask that you wear every day. What you lose in the process will only be revealed in time and right now you??ve lost me. I can??t live in the in-between, the back and forth and of being taken for granted. So while we have a few more weeks of being in the same space let??s stop putting on the act, let??s just be who we are, true to ourselves with honestly and respect.
So where does this leave us, I don??t know. I can??t speak for you ??? this is a journey that you need to take on your own. Your lessons to be learned in time. To grow into the amazing man you want to be ??? the one you yourself can??t even see, who exists already beneath the mask that you wear every day. What you lose in the process will only be revealed in time and right now you??ve lost me. I can??t live in the in-between, the back and forth and of being taken for granted. So while we have a few more weeks of being in the same space let??s stop putting on the act, let??s just be who we are, true to ourselves with honestly and respect.