Grrrrr. When will these emotions end!
I was gathering my things and then sat on the bed and began crying, he was kind of comforting me but not that much,
He then said "I don't think you should give up on me yet" and I was like
"Are you serious??? I have tried and tried and tried with you and given u so many chances and you have shown me
ZERO proof that u are willing to try change" and then he didn't say anything coz he knew I was right so he went downstairs and then after 4 mins I went home. As soon as I got home I get a message saying "I'm sorry! I'm fucked in the head I know!" I didn't write back and
Then that night he sends me this: "_???I feel so empty, loveless n not a good person, i dnt kno why iv gotten this way but im so sorry for the hurt ive caused u i duno wats wrong with me huh but i need to work myself out, work out who i am n wat i want in life! Ive always tried to hard to by liked coz i never felt i fitted in or was loved n iv lost perspective of who i realy am!
Ur a beautiful person u deserve much better ??_"
I didn't write back. So I haven't heard from him since, for 2 days. I'm more confused but also quite sad he is possibly talking to that girl now. Doesn't help that she is very stunning. But she is also a bit of a slut and has slept with many of his friends and loves the night life and takes lots of cocaine. All things that he hates in a girl so I know it wouldn't go any further then sex, but it still really hurts
He then said "I don't think you should give up on me yet" and I was like
"Are you serious??? I have tried and tried and tried with you and given u so many chances and you have shown me
ZERO proof that u are willing to try change" and then he didn't say anything coz he knew I was right so he went downstairs and then after 4 mins I went home. As soon as I got home I get a message saying "I'm sorry! I'm fucked in the head I know!" I didn't write back and
Then that night he sends me this: "_???I feel so empty, loveless n not a good person, i dnt kno why iv gotten this way but im so sorry for the hurt ive caused u i duno wats wrong with me huh but i need to work myself out, work out who i am n wat i want in life! Ive always tried to hard to by liked coz i never felt i fitted in or was loved n iv lost perspective of who i realy am!
Ur a beautiful person u deserve much better ??_"
I didn't write back. So I haven't heard from him since, for 2 days. I'm more confused but also quite sad he is possibly talking to that girl now. Doesn't help that she is very stunning. But she is also a bit of a slut and has slept with many of his friends and loves the night life and takes lots of cocaine. All things that he hates in a girl so I know it wouldn't go any further then sex, but it still really hurts
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WHY NOT TALK ABOUT FUCKING THE DEAD OR SOMETHING ELSE GROSS?
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Until you know someone's heart you really don't know.
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I know horrible of me.im a leo I did it in my angry crazy state.
horrible of me.im a leo I did it in my angry crazy state.
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They rescheduuuled. :/
I was so ready for that interview today too.
MOAR TIME TO PREP.
I was so ready for that interview today too.
MOAR TIME TO PREP.
colored lube... come on guys. lol
UPDATE: Our 2nd date was FABULOUS! Lovely dinner, then talking at his place.
Later this month we are going on a 4-day road trip!! He also talked about introducing me to his mother.
I am most definitely smitten!!
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I am most definitely smitten!!
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I also realized that I got the phone call yesterday- day of the eclipse.
I HOPE THIS IS A GOOD SIGN. I need to gtfo out of the current job!
I HOPE THIS IS A GOOD SIGN.
I need to gtfo out of the current job!
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"There are two kinds of people in the world. Those who walk into a room and say, "There you are!" and those who walk into a room and say, "Here I am""
Abigail Van Buren
Can you tell which one is high maintenance?
The "there you are!" one. Clearly I've been hiding, but he or she found me anyway.
Nope..reread and try again like YOU are the one walking into a room and speaking.
A Little Overview of Dispositor and How To Find Yours if you don't quite get them
http://theastrologyplace.blogspot.com/2010/10/dispositors-in-astrology.html#.UY0ncZUeB94
http://theastrologyplace.blogspot.com/2010/10/dispositors-in-astrology.html#.UY0ncZUeB94