So I am a Pisces, with an Aquarius Moon and Cancer Rising??_I come across cool on the surface but deep inside I definitely can be emotional??_when it comes to relationships I do not like to pursue but I am very hot and cold??_it??s hard for me to show emotions until a commitment has been made to me??_
With all that said, I am encountering my first experience with a Taurus??_who I work with??_O.M.G??_.we went from never talking??_I mean this man would walk right passed me??_but would talk to everyone else in the office??_finally we start to talk a bit??_and I mean as much as I wanted to play it cool??_my blushing definitely gave me up??_I thought it was a one-sided thing, even though I had the sneaking suspicion that he did at least find me attractive??_fast forward??_we now sit close to one another??_and he would make any excuse to talk to me but it was always by means of interjecting in group discussions I was having with people he is comfortable with??_and I noticed that when I looked directly at him that he would blush too??_it went so far as to him blatantly staring at me??_requesting me on a social media site??_and then it started to cool off??_we still made excuses to speak to one another??_but I think we??re a lot alike??_neither one of us wants to look like a fool??_we both blush when we look at each other yet I know we both try hard to grab one another??s attention??_it??s all one big high school game??_it can be fun but more than anything it is incredibly frustrating??_because all of this is based on assumptions??_
With all that said, I am encountering my first experience with a Taurus??_who I work with??_O.M.G??_.we went from never talking??_I mean this man would walk right passed me??_but would talk to everyone else in the office??_finally we start to talk a bit??_and I mean as much as I wanted to play it cool??_my blushing definitely gave me up??_I thought it was a one-sided thing, even though I had the sneaking suspicion that he did at least find me attractive??_fast forward??_we now sit close to one another??_and he would make any excuse to talk to me but it was always by means of interjecting in group discussions I was having with people he is comfortable with??_and I noticed that when I looked directly at him that he would blush too??_it went so far as to him blatantly staring at me??_requesting me on a social media site??_and then it started to cool off??_we still made excuses to speak to one another??_but I think we??re a lot alike??_neither one of us wants to look like a fool??_we both blush when we look at each other yet I know we both try hard to grab one another??s attention??_it??s all one big high school game??_it can be fun but more than anything it is incredibly frustrating??_because all of this is based on assumptions??_
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As for last night - well after a few too many beers and a fun night amongst some of our friends who were at the house to celebrate (in advance) the taurus's birthday I got upset - pretty much told the one friend who thought we were good together and doing well (a common guy friend) to tell the taurus that he was being an idiot then for not wanting it - suddenly announcing to this common friend that we were in fact not together any more. It went down hill from there when after the friend said something to the taurus I pushed to know what his response was in return. He told me to leave it til today and I couldn't.
We ended up having it out (not in front of everyone) but out on the street which essentially ended the get together for which he was angry with me too - there was anger on his part and tears on mine basically telling that I'm sick of being overlooked and that I feel I can't do any right. That I'm living with someone who has just shut themselves off entirely to me and makes me feel like I never meant anything.
He reiterated it was a choice he made out and that because I'm not getting my way I keep pushing but that it was his choice to go and do things on his own. He also stated again that his choice was based on fear and that he hadn't yet told his mother (to whom he is super close) because he doesn't want to hear again how much of a idiot he is. Robyn was right on that one - I'm blaming him and making him feel bad and shouldn't but it comes out sometimes as a reaction to my hurt.
I know I need to let it go - was doing alright I guess with just being me and not caring but then the alcohol went and brought all the emotions that I'd been supressing right back to the surface especially in trying to play this - everything is good game when it really wasn't at all. Epic mistake after epic mistep but yet here we are. Keep breathing. I'm ready to just let go entirely but need him to be out already.
As for last night - well after a few too many beers and a fun night amongst some of our friends who were at the house to celebrate (in advance) the taurus's birthday I got upset - pretty much told the one friend who thought we were good together and doing well (a common guy friend) to tell the taurus that he was being an idiot then for not wanting it - suddenly announcing to this common friend that we were in fact not together any more. It went down hill from there when after the friend said something to the taurus I pushed to know what his response was in return. He told me to leave it til today and I couldn't.
We ended up having it out (not in front of everyone) but out on the street which essentially ended the get together for which he was angry with me too - there was anger on his part and tears on mine basically telling that I'm sick of being overlooked and that I feel I can't do any right. That I'm living with someone who has just shut themselves off entirely to me and makes me feel like I never meant anything.
He reiterated it was a choice he made out and that because I'm not getting my way I keep pushing but that it was his choice to go and do things on his own. He also stated again that his choice was based on fear and that he hadn't yet told his mother (to whom he is super close) because he doesn't want to hear again how much of a idiot he is. Robyn was right on that one - I'm blaming him and making him feel bad and shouldn't but it comes out sometimes as a reaction to my hurt.
I know I need to let it go - was doing alright I guess with just being me and not caring but then the alcohol went and brought all the emotions that I'd been supressing right back to the surface especially in trying to play this - everything is good game when it really wasn't at all. Epic mistake after epic mistep but yet here we are. Keep breathing. I'm ready to just let go entirely but need him to be out already.
Its a little late now but why would you try to fuck with her head knowing she wasnt even fully healed to begin with? Im sure she has huge trust issues and you probably bought some of her issues to the surface
Can't say for leebs but as an air sign, if you think anything actually bothers us, I've got news for you 
It's all boiled up inside. Voodoo dolls and all 
Oh tiz going for the #swag!! #bieber4eva! Bit slow but I just noticed your avi lol
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Thank you Tiz. Sometimes I fuck up but I do give chances.
Taken a few shots for my way of being as well. Perhaps a few self inflicted ones as well lol.
I used to worry a lot about life and business and all of that.. Kept me up at night, overwhelmed my mind to no end. Then something happened to me a few years back and I just realized that there's really no point to worrying. It's a futile utility. I've learned to not sweat the small stuff.
Sometimes though, I wonder if it's some sort of self imposed defense mechanism manifestation.
This is where I expect rocky to come in and just say a single word. An anecdote of sorts.
Crack.
I like that part. Is it a conscious or unconscious action?
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i hate this fucking thread
Same for me, my car especially, keeps breaking.
Work has been meh, guys meh, my mood is just blah,
when will this nonsense end
Work has been meh, guys meh, my mood is just blah,
when will this nonsense end