Well unfortunately I feel she has closed up again, I'm trying to stay positive and get on with my life, but I can't not think about her, I have to say it's all very strange, the message she sent me basically said she was sorry to have made me worry but something had happened, and she felt it was too difficult to write to me, she thanked me for not hating her and for waiting but I may need to wait a while and that she may only be able to offer me friendship in the end, she said perhaps she can talk honestly to me but that I shouldn't hold her in such high regard, she just didn't want to burden me because of everything that's happened with my dad (he's basically dying in hospital right now), she went on to say that she does feel a connection with me and feels everything I say (the message I sent to her before was telling her how I felt about her) and she wasn't seeing anyone else but just doesn't know if she's in a place to see anyone,then on Sunday I got a message from her asking if I'd like to come round and see her that evening, that we both would like the company, so that evening I text to say I was on my way and she said sorry she was not feeling at all well and just needed to rest and I've not heard from her since, if only she would open up to me and let me in.. I just don't want to give up on her, people keep telling me to move on and get over it but she's just the most beautiful person I've ever met, she's so lovely underneath that guard, I know it's not very manly of me, but it's cutting me inside.
I retract that 'manly' comment, I know I'm a man and if I want to feel emotional I will!
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Glad we were able to help.
Maybe she hasn't closed up, maybe she just needs time and I just have to be patient with her, right? It's like you said butterfly84.. the 'not knowing' part. She has every right to her own time and I'm not going to push her at all, I just wish she would open up, she knows I won't judge her, to me it sounds like she does want to talk and be honest but something is still holding her back, I'm also not sure if I should text her or just leave it a while, I don't want her to think I have given up on her, maybe she'll just like to hear from me even if she doesn't reply?
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ummm... I don't know. I mean, what could I do, hire a private investigator? I googled him before I went out with him, if that counts for anything. LoL
Besides, it's irrelevant at this point...
INFANT BABY JESUS OF PRAGUE NOVENA
aka The Storm Novena or The Flying Novena
(pray for 9 days or 9 hours straight)
Jesus, You said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you." Through the intercession of Mary, Your holy Mother, I knock, I seek. I ask that my prayer be granted. (state your specific request or intention here!)
Jesus, You said, "All that you ask of the Father in My name, He will grant you." Through the intercession of Mary, Your holy Mother, I humbly and urgently ask Your Father in Your name that my prayer be granted. (state your specific request or intention here!)
Jesus, You said. "Heaven and earth shall pass away, but My word shall not pass." Through the intercession of Mary, Your holy Mother, I feel confident that my prayer will be granted. (state your specific request or intention here!)
I prostrate myself before Thy Holy Image, O most gracious Infant Jesus, to offer thee my most fervant thanks for the blessings Thou hast bestowed upon me. I shall incessantly praise Thine ineffable mercy and confess that Thou alone art my God, my Helper and my Protector. Henceforth, my entire confidence shall be placed in Thee! Everywhere, I shall proclaim aloud Thy mercy and generosity, so that Thy great Love and the great deeds which Thou dost perform through this miraculous image may be acknowledged by all. May devotion to Thy Holy Infancy increase more and more in the hearts of all Christians, and may all who experience Thine assistance persevere with me in showing unceasing gratitude to Thy Most Holy Infancy, to which be praise and glory forever. Amen
Thank you, Infant Baby Jesus of Prague and the Sacred Heart of Jesus for granting my request. I will always be dedicated to You Dear Jesus and have faith that You will always be by my side. Your faithful servant (state your name).
I dunno, do you really think Caps need a hand up??