Well new friends... I got an email this morning at 930am. Thoughts? Thoughts? THOUGHTS?! His mentioning the "truth to my note" was about a note I put in his box of belongings that he picked up last Sunday. It said "I know you love me as much as I love you. It's a shame you can't allow yourself to be truly happy. I will miss you." Here is his email:
"So 3/21 is here. Perhaps the easiest day to remember, even for me. I would like wish you a happy birthday, in spite of what's happened. I have every confidence you will have a great birthday, immersed in the comfort/fun/shenanigans of your closest friends.
I also just wanted to mention that there was truth to your note, about my feelings and to what extent I allow myself to be happy. And while it is clear i have impediments and limitations to my own feelings, it is equally clear you do not - which is quite beautiful.
You don't need me to tell you that you are a stellar human being, full of goodness that flows effortlessly - with a heart whose compass could not be more true north. You have opened my eyes to many things and revived my soul in many ways. I care about you deeply and absolutely miss you. There is no question the positive impact you have made on my life and for that I am truly grateful.
From my point of view, I want you to know that I will always be here for you. Anytime.
Happy Birthday.