Pisces never forgot Scorpio 'soulmate'

I am a pisces male, got together with a scorpio woman when I was quite young, only had two year and a half long relationships before meeting this scorpio. She became my world, I was her first partner, and it was the most intense relationship I ever had in my life. Unfortunately outside circumstances forced us to have a long distance relationship after about 2 years, by which time I had already asked her to marry me, she said yes immediately, and I stupidly thought we had all the time in the world. We (I) travelled to be with her every weekend for nine months, and although it was tough we made it work, and I never felt as though we were at risk of splitting up. She moved back to the town where she grew up and started a job where a colleague started trying it on with her, which wasn't something I was aware of. She told me one day when I went to visit her, and that 'he' had kissed her. She was very upset about it, I tried not to lose my cool, although it was breaking me up inside. I didn't know what to do - I was meant to go back and finish my last year in school, and thought I would always regret it if I didn't complete it. With my head in pieces and knowing that we were soulmates in the depths of my soul, I said finally that I would go back to school, and knowing that she wouldn't continue to live with a long distance situation for another nine months, I let her go, with her saying all the time that she loved me, that we were soulmates, that we would be together again in the future. I figured impossible situation, if you love someone let them go, if they come back they love you...if not they never did. It broke me, but we stayed in contact. She got together with the guy immediately, kept saying she loved me, I turned into a nervous wreck, and met her just once a few months later. She said we would be together again, and the last thing I saw was her on a train, when she said 'I love you' through the glass with tears in her eyes. Soon after, (I guess she couldn't take it anymore) she finished with me over the phone. I felt like my world had ended, and fell apart. I managed to get through school, and tried to contact her again, but she was cold and unrelenting, and froze me out. She married the guy 3 years later. Only having had two lovers - him and me. I couldn't commit to anyone for about 6 years, finally got together with a virgo woman for 10 years, but she was never right for me and have thought about the scorpio everyday for 15 years. She isn't on FB, don't even know if she is still married - but I can find out her address on internet (bit creepy I know) but want to write and tell her I never stopped loving her if there is the slightest chance it would make her come back 'one day'. I feel like a fool sometimes, but I know she probably never forgot me, even if it was so painful she couldn't bear to go on. Would she end up thinking I'm a stalker if I write, or is it still possible 1 day she will miss me and come back?
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