Signed Up:
Feb 22, 2006Comments: 0 · Posts: 2787 · Topics: 83
Sag and Libra are the coolest.
Signed Up:
Jul 18, 2006Comments: 1 · Posts: 660 · Topics: 42
Pluto's Pride: "I think Aquas have in innate fear of connecting too deeply with one person. They may feel that will isolate them from the vast group of people they really need in their lives to feel whole and connected to humanity."
Very valid conclusion Pluto's Pride. There could be plenty of possibilities, but this sounds more at home.
Hey, Lady M. The one that broke my heart was a Libra...she was the only one that knew what I wanted even if I acted like I didn't want it. It's as if Libras (to me) are stubborn, and they won't give you up even if we constantly play our Aquarian playa games with them. I don't know, it's something I like about them...I just can't put my whole hand on the answer...
Hmm...how can I comment on what it means to be free without giving too much details about myself?
Well, heck! I'll spill a bit.
I grew up in one of the poorest favelas in Brasil with an illiterate mom who was both a maid and a highly-favored concubine. She scrubbed and kissed, laundered and caressed to make sure I had a decent education. And for this I am greatful (sp). Eternalmente!
However, with my education (enough letters in-front-of and behind my name to make a great alphabet soup), and all of my titles, and all of my burn-out, I have decided to walk away. No more house note or car note or office work.
I abandoned all that because at the end of the day, I wasn't happy! I spent so much time chasing a dream that wasn't mine that I was sick. I wanted to perform, to flip and fly through the air and dance naked in the streets and paint dots on the ground. I wanted to roam and see things and cook foods and mix drinks and LIVE.
Ah, TO LIVE!!!!
Ah...man, Vive La Boheme!
Now, when I am older and much wiser than I am now, perhaps I will settle. Then maybe not. In the meantime, all my bills are paid and my Mom is very well taken-care-of for all of her hard work...and I have the time to do what I WANT to do instead of what I HAVE to do.
Afra
Signed Up:
Mar 20, 2006Comments: 0 · Posts: 2764 · Topics: 36
i say you just jump on him and plant a big ole kiss on his lips!!!
seriously, you have to make the first move or you will be waiting forever...
Signed Up:
Oct 04, 2006Comments: 0 · Posts: 368 · Topics: 10
It's strange... if it come's back and I would think he would since I didn't do anything and he even said that, then no worries. I know the stress of those finals pretty darn well as I acted crazy and broke up with him when studying in the past. So in a way this is payback so I can't hold a grudge (or so I hope. I did this to him only worse.)
And no I didn't confront him on anything really, though on Wednesday I simply said 'if you wanted to call me you would have' but I had a smile on my face and I wasn't angry. He must have dwelled on that or something. I don't know and I'm not going to overanalyze. So my plans of today changed and I'm heading to a movie tonight and tomorrow.
My thinking has to be on the sociopath that I must see tomorrow at 1 PM. I have booked backup to meet the crazy Scorpio ex-roommate from outer space and I just need to figure out a way to survive... get this... after 6 weeks of false accusations flying about the stupid deposit which I was smart enough to have sent to me... we are meeting, but she wants to me meet me in a construction site and not get out of her car. She's shady, did drugs in the apartment and I slept with doors locked and my eyes open for the time we lived together. My friends would never come see me when I lived with her or if they did we were only to hang out in my bedroom with the doors locked (and this includes a 6' tall former marine guy who thought she was nuts.) So I called my marine friend as backup to go with me in the construction zone meeting tomorrow. So that is my mind focus and not some guys imagined drama where I turn into a crazy controlling woman. He even said that I haven't turned into one yet so he knows that I'm innocent of the charge. Just remember if I never return to the forums though to watch the news for woman killed in construction zone in Miami over rent deposit return.