Posted by Arielle83Yes he did offer to go down on me, but it wasn't out of guilt to offer hand job, it might sound weird but watching a guy cum turns me on, especially with my hands only. Also at that moment it was the safest thing that is cloest to sex that we could do. I turned down oral because of the potential risk
I'm just wondering.
Did he offer to go down on you, you said no, but felt guilty, so hand job?
Cuz I honestly wouldn't have bothered with that either.
Cuz I'm selfish.
I always see hand jobs kind of like "I don't want to fuvk you yet, but you seem hard up and I pity your desire at this early stage, so I'll help you out with a hand."