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Mar 04, 2007Comments: 0 · Posts: 174 · Topics: 11
i know what's gonna happen. the same thing will happen again: i will see him in the club, he will stare at me and analyse my interactions with people or or just check me out...whatever. i will do a shot of sambucca. i will approach him and tell him about the theft of my phone or whatever. i will later bump in to the dancefloor. he will kiss me.
the next time i see him, it will happen again.
i'm sorry but he is just the best kisser ever and i have no self-discpline with my oral fixation. ha.
eventually i will pluck up the courage to ask to...maybe see him in daylight hours.
maybe he's a vampire. it would explain a lot.
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Jul 18, 2006Comments: 1 · Posts: 660 · Topics: 42
Sola: "BigD..im shocked!! Sure, sew those wild oats of your, just dont do it with a girlfriend in toe cuz that?s just not nice. Anyways, imagine she was doing the same to you? I do it all the time!! Girls get crazy, doesnt mean they?re not playing their man at the same game? Me and n aqua i was dating did the SAME thing. Its not a trust issue, but if you?re throwing this in her face, then you cant blame a woman for losing it."
I don't know if this is an aqua trait or what, but Sola, I really don't care if she decides to make friends with a male stranger! It's her life and I just want to play an important role in it. I don't need drama, if she wants to have dude friends then soo be it...I trust her. Don't get it twisted, she does speak to men in front of me, I think that she just doesn't trust ME around women...possibly because of an incident of an old relationship, but if this is the case, I should be STALKING her lol!
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Jul 18, 2006Comments: 1 · Posts: 660 · Topics: 42
Notso07: "Love is a verb."
Heh, and all this time I thought love was another word for 'hard work' lol
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Jul 18, 2006Comments: 1 · Posts: 660 · Topics: 42
Yea, that's what I meant by wanting to sacrifice. Love would ultimately make me do these things, right? I feel as though losing my friends is equivelent to sawing my arms off just to make her happy, so why isn't she sawing any limbs off for me? CAUSE SHE DOESN'T LOVE ME!!! I KNEW IT!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
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Mar 04, 2007Comments: 0 · Posts: 174 · Topics: 11
haha thank you, the support is appreciated.
oh god, i'm not of the gushy drunk girl sort. i just talk a lot of crap. his piscean best friend seems to adore me and whenever he sees me he's like "ben's here!!! he's over there!" *points*
whatever that really means. i read in to stuff too much.
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Mar 04, 2007Comments: 0 · Posts: 174 · Topics: 11
antibling,
are you a dirty northerner?
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Feb 06, 2006Comments: 0 · Posts: 582 · Topics: 34
Well, the Virguy called me at on his lunch break today. A bunch of us are supposed to go camping this weekend including him and his girlfriend. I asked him if it would be better if I didn't go so that I wouldn't get in the middle of anything or make anyone feel ackward. He said that I would never make him feel ackward and that he wanted me to go because I'm his friend and it's her problem if she doesn't like it. He also, said that he didn't care if she went or not and they are hardly on speaking terms right now.........Mind you, he has only been dating her for less than 2 weeks. She is sweet and young and she has had a crush on him for along time now.
I am still very attractive to him but would NEVER act upon that as long as he is dating someone. I will remain his friend but, he has to make the decision between her and him and I don't want to be the reason for whatever may or maynot happen. Does that make sense? It does in my brain today. I want someone who wants me for me and wants to be with me and learn and grow with me. I'm still not sure about the camping though. I really do want to go because of all the others that are going and I think I would have a blast. I guess what goes on between them is their problem, not mine and I'm not going to change my plans because they feel uncomfortable....Ok, I just answered my own question.
As for other things well, life is pretty good. My family are having some major issues that have been taking up alot of my time but, that's what family is for. I have a big family and we may drive each other nuts but, we always stick together when things go bad in one of our lives. I'm grateful to have my family around me.
I have been working alot and when I get home I usually don't like to get on the computer unless it's for work so, I haven't really been around.
What have you been up too?
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Mar 04, 2007Comments: 0 · Posts: 174 · Topics: 11
noooo its the piscean guy always pointing me in virguy's direction
the piscean guy has a gf.