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Thank you Jeane. There are alot of reasons I worry. I never knew alot of what most grew up with. I can be childish at times. Because I really don't know. And I do learn to not do those things again.
Besides me loving him with everything I am and he completes me. The reasons I don't want to lose him is because he grounds me. When my head is so far up a clouds butt he brings me back to reality. And I'm not worried or daydreaming anymore. He helps me to figure out what I need to do in order to be a better me. He teaches me and guides me. I guess this is one reason I kind of freaked when he went silent. I got used to his constant presence and guidance. But also he is just the most amazing man I have ever known. He shows me and tells me all the time that I am a wonderful woman. (Last relationship ended with my ex moving another woman into my home and kicking me out. Yes I was replaced.) That I am nothing but sweet kind and compassionate. Loving and caring. I know I am all of that. It's because of what I've been through. I don't want to hurt him or disrespect him. I want to do all I can that makes him happy. I want to be his best friend, lover, woman. Someone he can count on. And I am learning, unfortunately through my mistakes, with him. And he knows all about my past and fears.
Its totally ok.As long as this isnt repeatedly happening.That can happen to anyone.
I gained an addiction until i deleted my previous account :p
I was so addicted though i opened this one , things got a lot better haha