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Apr 12, 2017Comments: 261 · Posts: 1160 · Topics: 39
I don't recall myself crying when my grandmother (dad's mom) died. But then again I was a child. And I wasn't that close to my grandmother (she lives in another city away from mines and we only meet up sometimes). Both my parents cried (they barely have water in their charts), I didn't.
It's strange really, as I behaved the same as you when your dad died, but I did develop a fear of death so to speak when I saw her corpse -- she died smiling.
I'm a Pisces moon as you may know and have Moon square Pluto, so I have characteristics similar to yours, but I believe water moons have different triggers if it makes sense? I cried towards things that are less significant, yet didn't cry at my grandmother's funeral. Maybe that's the case as to why you didn't cry.
Also stay strong of course. I'll cut the typical feel-better lines since I find it a bit awkward to say it to a guy as a guy myself, but nonetheless hang in there.