I feel like i was born in the wrong family.

This topic was created in the Miscellaneous forum by ThePiscesPrincess on Tuesday, May 21, 2013 and has 27 replies.
Firstly, because i'm the only water sign at home, also the only air rising too.
secondly, because i don't get alogn with my family, because of so many personal reasons, and one of them being is that i don't wanna be part of my frickin' family, i feel like i don't fit in, i mean i'm pretty much the stereotypical black person, just cleaner, prettier and classier. Also they don't let me do anything, or go to parties, i mean i'm naturally extrovert and fun but my parents always hold me back.
thirdly... i can leave home here in Canada, i live in a province where 16 year olds can live on their own, i mean my preggo friend , a Leo sun/Cancer moon is living alone, the father of the baby left her, from what i heard. she used to go to my school. But at 15 she did run away from home. I also live in the suburbs and it's hard to get resources , for teens that don't wanna live with there parents, there is, but i live an hour away from downtown, and those organizantions arent open by the time i get there after school.
I feel like i should have been born to fun parents, who also have fair rules.
I always felt like at home i'm being treated like i'm 5 at home, and that my house is too strict.
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Firstly, because i'm the only water sign at home, also the only air rising too.
secondly, because i don't get alogn with my family, because of so many personal reasons, and one of them being is that i don't wanna be part of my frickin' family, i feel like i don't fit in, i mean i'm pretty much the stereotypical black person, just cleaner, prettier and classier. Also they don't let me do anything, or go to parties, i mean i'm naturally extrovert and fun but my parents always hold me back.
thirdly... i can leave home here in Canada, i live in a province where 16 year olds can live on their own, i mean my preggo friend , a Leo sun/Cancer moon is living alone, the father of the baby left her, from what i heard. she used to go to my school. But at 15 she did run away from home. I also live in the suburbs and it's hard to get resources , for teens that don't wanna live with there parents, there is, but i live an hour away from downtown, and those organizantions arent open by the time i get there after school.
I feel like i should have been born to fun parents, who also have fair rules.
I always felt like at home i'm being treated like i'm 5 at home, and that my house is too strict.



I wanna be the Leo moon i really am deep inside, and not the "Pisces sun" everyone thinks i am
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
i mean i'm pretty much the stereotypical black person, just cleaner, prettier and classier.


Posted by DAMEN VI
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
i mean i'm pretty much the stereotypical black person, just cleaner, prettier and classier.



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Sorry but i didnt know homw to say it in another way. but like everyone wants me to be this "perferct little modest princess" but i aint made that way i'm sorry. My chart is full of Air/Fire.
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Posted by s4nd
air and fire? you're a PRINCE lulz!



Yes i'm a Princess with Air & Fire dominant in my chart, you got a problem with that?
Anyways , i just feel like i was made to be born in the wrong family. I feel repressed around them too, i feel like i can't express myself freely around them, in fact i wanted to live in ymca, the only reason i'm here was because my mom begged me to stay for like a week .
You're 16, that's why!
and stereotypical black person?? wtf? *smh*
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Firstly, because i'm the only water sign at home, also the only air rising too.
secondly, because i don't get alogn with my family, because of so many personal reasons, and one of them being is that i don't wanna be part of my frickin' family, i feel like i don't fit in, i mean i'm pretty much the stereotypical black person, just cleaner, prettier and classier. Also they don't let me do anything, or go to parties, i mean i'm naturally extrovert and fun but my parents always hold me back.
thirdly... i can leave home here in Canada, i live in a province where 16 year olds can live on their own, i mean my preggo friend , a Leo sun/Cancer moon is living alone, the father of the baby left her, from what i heard. she used to go to my school. But at 15 she did run away from home. I also live in the suburbs and it's hard to get resources , for teens that don't wanna live with there parents, there is, but i live an hour away from downtown, and those organizantions arent open by the time i get there after school.
I feel like i should have been born to fun parents, who also have fair rules.
I always felt like at home i'm being treated like i'm 5 at home, and that my house is too strict.



what are your parents/siblings signs?
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http://www.dxpnet.com/opinion/astrology/Parent-s-sun-sign-influence-3553877.asp
My answer is right there...

I mean it's not fair, i go to a school, that's mostly full of rich kids where all the kids, even the nerdy ones, the admnitted to me, that at their houses:
- They don't do chores
- They go to all the hype parties
- They go to jams and stuff
- they throw parties
- they get to go out whenever they want

i mean Carivibe is coming soon, i wasnted to go with my crew, and i'll doubt they'll let me. smh
And i have Transit Saturn squaring my moon soon in November, Saturn can also separate me from my family.
Saturn restricts[Capricorn influence], so that you can life freely and have a better life[Aquarius influence], and do better choices.
I think living alone would be good for me. I know how to cool, clean a home, and paying bills, i have to go to the organizational thing for teens later on this summer.
I mean i have a Leo friend with lives alone, and is about to give birth soon. I mean i have friends who live on their own, but she's the only one i know with that situation.
Her unborn child is possibly gonna have Sun Sq Neptune like Chilli from TLC does, she ,met her dad at 25 years old, a tv show found her dad.
Posted by s4nd
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Posted by s4nd
air and fire? you're a PRINCE lulz!



Yes i'm a Princess with Air & Fire dominant in my chart, you got a problem with that?
Anyways , i just feel like i was made to be born in the wrong family. I feel repressed around them too, i feel like i can't express myself freely around them, in fact i wanted to live in ymca, the only reason i'm here was because my mom begged me to stay for like a week .


what if i do? Devil
what's your 4th house? i didn't catch ur ascendant. that signifies home life.
u should stay sheltered. ymca is no buckingham palace either.
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I'll just post my 2 charts:
This one: http://interactive.0800-horoscope.com/cgi-bin/graphic/daisy13?x=720name=Hannie&firstname=&birthplace=Bruxelles&lang=en&sex=f&dformat=0&date=2/20/1997&time=20:45&country=32&state=0&adjust=-1.00&long=-4.20&lat=50.50
That one: User Submitted Image
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Firstly, because i'm the only water sign at home, also the only air rising too.
secondly, because i don't get alogn with my family, because of so many personal reasons, and one of them being is that i don't wanna be part of my frickin' family, i feel like i don't fit in, i mean i'm pretty much the stereotypical black person, just cleaner, prettier and classier. Also they don't let me do anything, or go to parties, i mean i'm naturally extrovert and fun but my parents always hold me back.
thirdly... i can leave home here in Canada, i live in a province where 16 year olds can live on their own, i mean my preggo friend , a Leo sun/Cancer moon is living alone, the father of the baby left her, from what i heard. she used to go to my school. But at 15 she did run away from home. I also live in the suburbs and it's hard to get resources , for teens that don't wanna live with there parents, there is, but i live an hour away from downtown, and those organizantions arent open by the time i get there after school.
I feel like i should have been born to fun parents, who also have fair rules.
I always felt like at home i'm being treated like i'm 5 at home, and that my house is too strict.


what are your parents/siblings signs?



http://www.dxpnet.com/opinion/astrology/Parent-s-sun-sign-influence-3553877.asp
My answer is right there...

I mean it's not fair, i go to a school, that's mostly full of rich kids where all the kids, even the nerdy ones, the admnitted to me, that at their houses:
- They don't do chores
- They go to all the hype parties
- They go to jams and stuff
- they throw parties
- they get to go out whenever they want

i mean Carivibe is coming soon, i wasnted to go with my crew, and i'll doubt they'll let me. smh
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If this is truly the case, then you are being raised in a much better environment and will appreciate it when you get older. You will be the one achieving success later in life... not them.
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Firstly, because i'm the only water sign at home, also the only air rising too.
secondly, because i don't get alogn with my family, because of so many personal reasons, and one of them being is that i don't wanna be part of my frickin' family, i feel like i don't fit in, i mean i'm pretty much the stereotypical black person, just cleaner, prettier and classier. Also they don't let me do anything, or go to parties, i mean i'm naturally extrovert and fun but my parents always hold me back.
thirdly... i can leave home here in Canada, i live in a province where 16 year olds can live on their own, i mean my preggo friend , a Leo sun/Cancer moon is living alone, the father of the baby left her, from what i heard. she used to go to my school. But at 15 she did run away from home. I also live in the suburbs and it's hard to get resources , for teens that don't wanna live with there parents, there is, but i live an hour away from downtown, and those organizantions arent open by the time i get there after school.
I feel like i should have been born to fun parents, who also have fair rules.
I always felt like at home i'm being treated like i'm 5 at home, and that my house is too strict.



what are your parents/siblings signs?



http://www.dxpnet.com/opinion/astrology/Parent-s-sun-sign-influence-3553877.asp
My answer is right there...

I mean it's not fair, i go to a school, that's mostly full of rich kids where all the kids, even the nerdy ones, the admnitted to me, that at their houses:
- They don't do chores
- They go to all the hype parties
- They go to jams and stuff
- they throw parties
- they get to go out whenever they want

i mean Carivibe is coming soon, i wasnted to go with my crew, and i'll doubt they'll let me. smh


word to the wise here, all that ^^ is gonna back fire in their faces sooner or later. from nothing comes nothing. spoiled brats. you wanna be a spoiled brat? is that your goal in life?
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No i just wanna have a balanced life like all them kids do, some of them get good grades.
Yeah true my
My Libra friend who lives in the countryside of the city, she's dumb as a post[even tho i love her dearly] and doesn't even try to get good grades, when she went to my school they didn't even care about that! And her parents buy her everything she wants! It's so crazy!

I have Cap 4th house, and i feel like since my real dad died i never had a childhood.
And s4nd, i'd prefer being at YMCA than being sheltered,
At least i don't have to share a bed and feel like there's too many people around you. I feel like i need my space
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
And i have Transit Saturn squaring my moon soon in November, Saturn can also separate me from my family.
Saturn restricts[Capricorn influence], so that you can life freely and have a better life[Aquarius influence], and do better choices.
I think living alone would be good for me. I know how to cool, clean a home, and paying bills, i have to go to the organizational thing for teens later on this summer.
I mean i have a Leo friend with lives alone, and is about to give birth soon. I mean i have friends who live on their own, but she's the only one i know with that situation.
Her unborn child is possibly gonna have Sun Sq Neptune like Chilli from TLC does, she met her dad at 25 years old, a tv show found her dad.


Yep and a Tv show found her dad for her.
Here:
Posted by s4nd
i'm cap 4th house too. but i'm a child of pluto. i did as i pleased.


Oh cool.
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
My Libra friend who lives in the countryside of the city, she's dumb as a post[even tho i love her dearly] and doesn't even try to get good grades, when she went to my school they didn't even care about that! And her parents buy her everything she wants! It's so crazy!

I have Cap 4th house, and i feel like since my real dad died i never had a childhood.


you should??nt compare what others have and you think you are missing ..... theirs is another story.
you feel like you never had a childhood? can you elaborate?

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Well my dad died when i was 11, that meant no playing outside anymore, more chores, i had to help around at home with stuff, like i'd stay at home and go on my laptop when i was tired because i didn't have any energy again, also my mom's sister who my mama raised too and becoming very strict on me, like my of my aggression have of that, because i feel repressed around my family. I always have and always will be as long as they're around
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Posted by DawnOfDay
Try being a Leo with Aqua parents.



lulz!
also my parents r both oxen. i think in my book they say they will have trouble with rat children. ...i'm a rat.
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Well idk, but my mom was born in 68 and my real dad was born in 54. My aunt is a Pig tho, i'm an Ox as well.
I have Jupiter sextile Saturn and other good Saturn aspects [most] so i think i can make it out living on my own if i learn to pay my bills and shit, get a job, in fact i applied because i don't get along with my family, my stepdad's shady and my mom's greedy
Posted by DawnOfDay
Try being a Leo with Aqua parents.



Ouch. well i have a Libra mom & Aries dad, polar opposites, fight and make up all the time.
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Posted by DawnOfDay
Try being a Leo with Aqua parents.



Ouch. well i have a Libra mom & Aries dad, polar opposites, fight and make up all the time.
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well my stepdad, my real dad was a Leo.
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
My Libra friend who lives in the countryside of the city, she's dumb as a post[even tho i love her dearly] and doesn't even try to get good grades, when she went to my school they didn't even care about that! And her parents buy her everything she wants! It's so crazy!

I have Cap 4th house, and i feel like since my real dad died i never had a childhood.


you should??nt compare what others have and you think you are missing ..... theirs is another story.
you feel like you never had a childhood? can you elaborate?



Well my dad died when i was 11, that meant no playing outside anymore, more chores, i had to help around at home with stuff, like i'd stay at home and go on my laptop when i was tired because i didn't have any energy again, also my mom's sister who my mama raised too and becoming very strict on me, like my of my aggression have of that, because i feel repressed around my family. I always have and always will be as long as they're around


i??m sorry for your loss. Sad
i suppose when a parent dies the other one must step up a notch ... people can get overprotective during the grief process, this can manifest in many ways....i hope you have some outlets though, some time out - sports? arts? anything to help you process your emotions? it??s hard to break patterns but have you been counseled?
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Sometimes when i'm not okay, i felt like dying with my dad because i couldnt take the fuckery of the world anymore, when T Uranus was on my Saturn i had too much problems with my family. like this year i had the worst christmas of my life.
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Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
Posted by Nemesis
Posted by ThePiscesPrincess
My Libra friend who lives in the countryside of the city, she's dumb as a post[even tho i love her dearly] and doesn't even try to get good grades, when she went to my school they didn't even care about that! And her parents buy her everything she wants! It's so crazy!

I have Cap 4th house, and i feel like since my real dad died i never had a childhood.


you should??nt compare what others have and you think you are missing ..... theirs is another story.
you feel like you never had a childhood? can you elaborate?



Well my dad died when i was 11, that meant no playing outside anymore, more chores, i had to help around at home with stuff, like i'd stay at home and go on my laptop when i was tired because i didn't have any energy again, also my mom's sister who my mama raised too and becoming very strict on me, like my of my aggression have of that, because i feel repressed around my family. I always have and always will be as long as they're around


i??m sorry for your loss. Sad
i suppose when a parent dies the other one must step up a notch ... people can get overprotective during the grief process, this can manifest in many ways....i hope you have some outlets though, some time out - sports? arts? anything to help you process your emotions? it??s hard to break patterns but have you been counseled?
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I dont have any outlets, because of other stuff with my parents, i wanted to have singing lessons and dancing lessons too but you know too much misunderstanding and stuff, plus my parents are kinda lazy too.
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Posted by Mr. Defense
ou're an idiot. But not unexpected from a Pisces honestly.


*You're* an idiot
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Pfft. people tho, calling Pisceans "idiots" because where detriment in my Mercury not my fault Mercury hates water signs. smh.
Posted by s4nd
a horse. my mortal enemy! Devil


LOl well my sis is a dragon, now SHE is my worst enemy sometimes
Posted by Mr. Defense
Stop bitching about your life. If your life is fucked up, you're old enough to get a job. So move out of your parent's house, drop out, get a GED (or whatever the equivalent is in Canada) and figure it out on your own. See how much you better you like that.



Ugh i know but the way my parents are i might need help to get my shit, and the program that help teens to leave home, to help finish by the time i finish school and i live far from there, and by the time i get to the place where they give the program , they're closed >Sad. I did apply for a job but it's so hard when you have basically no experience
Posted by Prince_Pisces
Its called sneaking out after they go to bed smile


Lmao dude i can't even do that the houses here in the suburbs have the alarm thing like ADT shit so they know if someone left home, i do that when they're gone, but idk, dont even know where's the ladder anymore, to start with, cuz my ladder's outside.
And when i do that i sneak out the window, i know that's risky but yeah. PLus if they find out that i sneak out they're gonna get mad af.
Posted by size zero superhero
LOL I know that feel, sis.

As an air sun-fire mooner amidst a watery extended & immediate family, I know it can get rough without like-minded people who can mutually relate. My father is Cancer sun/Pisces moon & my mother is a Libra-Scorpio cusp/Capricorn moon.
Surround yourself with kindred spirits in your social life. Friends can make all the difference, whether they're fellow water signs or not.


The only water firend i know of, she has Scorp sun, Pisces moon.
I'm a Pisces sun/Leo moon.