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"I want to grow old with you, I want to get married, I want to wake up next to you every day...I am moving to BC, come with me."
I sat and cried right there in the restaurant patio. 5 months of a yoyo yet growing, fukking I am inlove with him relationship. I left, went home. My heart feels ripped, poisoned & spit on. I cried myself to sleep & all the way to work. There is no place I even want to be right now.
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
I can't be rushed, especially when it's been so emotional...to move across the country?!! He sounds so sure, speaks of words like "the one" it makes me sick, cuz I'm so scared of losing him forever, & I'm so scared of making a mistake.
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
Thanks guys. He did mention all of the options. He said he's not going to lose me, that worst case he's going to come back and get me once he's set up. Wants to come back and bring me to the mountains and marry me right by the ocean.
But I need more time, things have been so rocky, with death, and miscommunication and issues on both sides, I just don't know, but I don't want to imagine life again without him. This is a nighmare, feels like a joke. A sick one.
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
That's more my style of thinking aquaaqi, we just haven't been together long enough, and the part where we have been together have had a lot of problems, though mostly out of our control.
But OK, so even if I wait a few months what more will I know then? I won't have spent more time with him.
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
"but test the waters for a while?"
I won't live with someone before I get married. I am not super religeous, but I am spiritual, and that is just what I believe and want to do, soooo...
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
I am tired of running away from my fears of commitment. Why am I so fukking scared?!!
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
OMG, this is a frenzy.
breeeaaaaaaaaathe slowly
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
OK, I would move for various reasons...
Relationship, location, job, oh & my sis lives 4 hours away from there! I haven't seen her in a year & she's my best friend scorpio sis. I feel almost nervous now, yes time to think is helping me to clear my stress. Gotta talk to my hun 2nite I guess, see what he envisions, oh he told me, but still. I just, I don't know how things will be. Things have been so stressful with us, I'm scared it would only get worse. How do I know if he's the one, he seems to be so sure.
Do people realise they are meant for each other at different times? Does it take awhile to realise? The emotional connection is so deep, but, but...
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
I kinda thought 1196 miles was a big deal, but hey, maybe I'm just crazy!
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Nov 21, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 3537 · Topics: 116
If I was put in that situation or had a choice to make like that I would weigh my options and not tell people until I have made a decision that I am happy with and confident about people/family/friends, will get you confused, when the only person with the right answer is you.
Who ever said be still I so agree, just sit still and let it come to you feel it in the deepest part of your soul is where you will get the answer from.
One thing I do know about us scorpios if we say we are going to do something and is determined to do it we will.
TG
I read you said you was going to talk with your sweetie tonight then do that, be honest with him about how you feel and what you are going through. Maybe you need him to give you more clairity on situation.
Ask the: Who, What, When, How, any other questions your feel the need to ask and be honest.