Taurus curse

Posted by Lizrose

I remember being proud of the strength, kindness, loyalty and stubborness we Taureans possessed and I use to think we were the best zodiac sign.I always felt I was honest in a kind way but I now feel like I'm maybe not as honest as I thought I was. I perphaps hide the more negative aspects of my self like jealousy by smiling and complimenting those that i feel a twinge of jealousy towards. I feel like I have more negative qualities than positive and even my positives seem like they are a detriment at times. eg: Being loyal to those who don't deserve it and being too stubborn to do the things I should. I now feel like the world seems like a different place to me and that I am living in a different reality (a factual one) than everyone else. Has anyone else ever felt this way? If so, what steps did you take to evolve?

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Posted by Lizrose

I remember being proud of the strength, kindness, loyalty and stubborness we Taureans possessed and I use to think we were the best zodiac sign.I always felt I was honest in a kind way but I now feel like I'm maybe not as honest as I thought I was. I perphaps hide the more negative aspects of my self like jealousy by smiling and complimenting those that i feel a twinge of jealousy towards. I feel like I have more negative qualities than positive and even my positives seem like they are a detriment at times. eg: Being loyal to those who don't deserve it and being too stubborn to do the things I should. I now feel like the world seems like a different place to me and that I am living in a different reality (a factual one) than everyone else. Has anyone else ever felt this way? If so, what steps did you take to evolve?

But it's a very Positive quality to identify Negative and be Aware of it ?

What you describe is not a strange thing, and everyone is like that. That's what human psyche is all about.

Every one feels jealous and upset with others, no one is free of any vice.

What you are experiencing is self awareness.

Eloquently said it is positive to be aware of our negative nature

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Posted by Impulsv

What this journey has thought me is we have a soul self n an ego self the more we are disconnected to our true essence the more we feel as you describe

Go fsearch for your soul again

N what truly makes it happy

Follow heart vs mind you tauryses are so mind centered. Lol

I say u feel the need to connect follow that

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Posted by Lizrose

How do I reply to you guys postings? I can see what you all are saying. it's just that I felt like I was such a good person and now it feels like I have nothing else to offer the people i love. If i'm not a decent human being then who am I really? What is it that sets me out from the rest? Is everything about me phony? I really don't value material things as much as i've realizerd they have never made me happy. Clothes and jewelry gave me an adrenaline rush and I recently had my first relationship at 30 because I always felt that I would not be able to "keep" a man because I overcompensate in relationships and only become stubborn and move on when I have had enough. I took the promotion at work because I wanted more money and more importantly to push myself out of my comfoprt zone and routine work I was doing before even though I don't necessary like it.

First off just hit "quote" below their post to reply.

Second you sound like you've lost yourself in the mundane. Has your fire gone out? Just feeling like you're in a funk? Any hobbies or interests you pursue outside the mundane day to day crap?

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Posted by Lizrose

I remember being proud of the strength, kindness, loyalty and stubborness we Taureans possessed and I use to think we were the best zodiac sign.I always felt I was honest in a kind way but I now feel like I'm maybe not as honest as I thought I was. I perphaps hide the more negative aspects of my self like jealousy by smiling and complimenting those that i feel a twinge of jealousy towards. I feel like I have more negative qualities than positive and even my positives seem like they are a detriment at times. eg: Being loyal to those who don't deserve it and being too stubborn to do the things I should. I now feel like the world seems like a different place to me and that I am living in a different reality (a factual one) than everyone else. Has anyone else ever felt this way? If so, what steps did you take to evolve?

But it's a very Positive quality to identify Negative and be Aware of it ?

What you describe is not a strange thing, and everyone is like that. That's what human psyche is all about.

Every one feels jealous and upset with others, no one is free of any vice.

What you are experiencing is self awareness.

Eloquently said it is positive to be aware of our negative nature

Thanks.

Sometiem we are so bogged down with the stereotypical "positives" that we forget we have gone through a lot to whittle it down to where we are.

I read a lot of threads here and just think, some people here know there flaws so well, then why such unhappiness surrounds them ?

Is being self aware perhaps the reason to be unhappy?

I find no one is happy all the time

Anyone who says the are always is a liar

We are all just riding waves of

Moments of joy, periods of sadness

maybe peacefulness

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Posted by Lizrose

Posted by MadHatter2

Posted by Lizrose

How do I reply to you guys postings? I can see what you all are saying. it's just that I felt like I was such a good person and now it feels like I have nothing else to offer the people i love. If i'm not a decent human being then who am I really? What is it that sets me out from the rest? Is everything about me phony? I really don't value material things as much as i've realizerd they have never made me happy. Clothes and jewelry gave me an adrenaline rush and I recently had my first relationship at 30 because I always felt that I would not be able to "keep" a man because I overcompensate in relationships and only become stubborn and move on when I have had enough. I took the promotion at work because I wanted more money and more importantly to push myself out of my comfoprt zone and routine work I was doing before even though I don't necessary like it.

First off just hit "quote" below their post to reply.

Second you sound like you've lost yourself in the mundane. Has your fire gone out? Just feeling like you're in a funk? Any hobbies or interests you pursue outside the mundane day to day crap?

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Posted by Lizrose

I met my boyfriend (a Scorpio), I feel like he has pushed me to take a hard look at myself without the excuses I usually tell myself to feel better. He has been the best and the worst thing to happen to me. I felt like I was focused and had everything going for me and I'm not in that place. I do know I have potential but my stubborness is refusing to give in to growth. It sees it as "changing" . I have always felt I have "control" of my emotions and a lot of patience perphaps it's just what I do to avoid conflict. I am very protective of my loved ones and often end in fights because people are trying to attack my family but don't do it for myself. I feel like I can take a lot of stress and push somethings away when it comes to defending myself. In my relationship I find myself opening and closing often like a switch. When we are connected we are connected and when we are not I can tell he gets frustrated. During the times I'm closed it's because I'm in my head and when I'm open everyone looks at me like in shocked. I guess I'm close off because when I do speak my mind I am extremely blunt and being the sensitive person I am I want to be as kind with my honesty so that I could be treated the same. When I confide in my sister that I've always been close to some of my thoughts she tells me she's shocked she thought I was a saint and now she feels like she doesn't know me.I guess my thing is how can I push pass everyone and my stubborness and be the person I was meant to be?

Mmm what ur sister said doesn’t seem supportive at all. It’s like shaming you for who you are

Is there sisterly rivalry

Id never respond like that to my sister

I guess don’t take others words about you to heart people can have their own agendas

It seems right now it’s the time to really get to know who you are n be proud

Wether your sister bf or freinds say they are shocked

Plus shock might me a good thing . 😉

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Posted by MadHatter2

Posted by Lizrose

I met my boyfriend (a Scorpio), I feel like he has pushed me to take a hard look at myself without the excuses I usually tell myself to feel better. He has been the best and the worst thing to happen to me. I felt like I was focused and had everything going for me and I'm not in that place. I do know I have potential but my stubborness is refusing to give in to growth. It sees it as "changing" . I have always felt I have "control" of my emotions and a lot of patience perphaps it's just what I do to avoid conflict. I am very protective of my loved ones and often end in fights because people are trying to attack my family but don't do it for myself. I feel like I can take a lot of stress and push somethings away when it comes to defending myself. In my relationship I find myself opening and closing often like a switch. When we are connected we are connected and when we are not I can tell he gets frustrated. During the times I'm closed it's because I'm in my head and when I'm open everyone looks at me like in shocked. I guess I'm close off because when I do speak my mind I am extremely blunt and being the sensitive person I am I want to be as kind with my honesty so that I could be treated the same. When I confide in my sister that I've always been close to some of my thoughts she tells me she's shocked she thought I was a saint and now she feels like she doesn't know me.I guess my thing is how can I push pass everyone and my stubborness and be the person I was meant to be?

This whole thing just sounds like you need to be more selfish. Seriously. Dont worry about what people think of you because the truth is theyll rarely think of you.

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Posted by Lizrose

I remember being proud of the strength, kindness, loyalty and stubborness we Taureans possessed and I use to think we were the best zodiac sign.I always felt I was honest in a kind way but I now feel like I'm maybe not as honest as I thought I was. I perphaps hide the more negative aspects of my self like jealousy by smiling and complimenting those that i feel a twinge of jealousy towards. I feel like I have more negative qualities than positive and even my positives seem like they are a detriment at times. eg: Being loyal to those who don't deserve it and being too stubborn to do the things I should. I now feel like the world seems like a different place to me and that I am living in a different reality (a factual one) than everyone else. Has anyone else ever felt this way? If so, what steps did you take to evolve?

Posted by Aquastic

I glad a Taurus is admiting,to their toxicity.Taurus people are the most difficult people to live with.I once felt cursed for meeting one ,I even asked the "why me" question A Taurus can pretend for years ,they judgemental and always justify their evil ways always!!!! I can't for the Taurus to get out of my life!!!

Posted by Metatron

Posted by Aquastic

I glad a Taurus is admiting,to their toxicity.Taurus people are the most difficult people to live with.I once felt cursed for meeting one ,I even asked the "why me" question A Taurus can pretend for years ,they judgemental and always justify their evil ways always!!!! I can't for the Taurus to get out of my life!!!

Thx so much for sharing your taurus experience. Always thankful when the non-toxic non-judgmental folks stop in to tell others who are going through a difficult time of introspection, that their sun sign is irredeemably evil. Reminds me that the world still has some good in it....

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Posted by Metatron

I can relate to everything you said....in many ways, life does feel like a fall from grace, or innocence in the sense that I've now done so many things that I've always had these self-righteous judgmental stances on towards others....Even further than what you shared, I thought I was a super loyal dude most of my life, and experience has definitely taught me otherwise....I just try not to be too hard on myself....I'm learning to let go of guilt....I think its important to be remorseful for specific things when they happen, but you can't just walk around feeling disappointed with your self constantly....Most people are dishonest hoors to some extent, in my experience, and if you hang around them long enough, you find that out....

If you accept/forgive the things about your self that you dislike - times you were dishonest, the jealousy, etc., I think the behaviors are actually less likely to occur....The more positive your own self-view is, I think the less envious you will be of others, and the less you have to hide from others through deception for instance...

Posted by Aquastic

I glad a Taurus is admiting,to their toxicity.Taurus people are the most difficult people to live with.I once felt cursed for meeting one ,I even asked the "why me" question A Taurus can pretend for years ,they judgemental and always justify their evil ways always!!!! I can't for the Taurus to get out of my life!!!

Posted by Lizrose

Posted by Aquastic

I glad a Taurus is admiting,to their toxicity.Taurus people are the most difficult people to live with.I once felt cursed for meeting one ,I even asked the "why me" question A Taurus can pretend for years ,they judgemental and always justify their evil ways always!!!! I can't for the Taurus to get out of my life!!!

While I'm not saying I'm perfect and have never done anything wrong I never said I was evil or did evil things... I said I feel as if I am overcompensating to free myself of the negative aspect of myself but it sometimes feel like I am not being my true self because rarely ever let people see the negative side of me cause I feel it's "wrong". I do things to feel less guilty of the sometimes natural but "bad" thoughts I have. You clearly were waiting for the perfect time to get the negative feelings out on any Taurus because of the one that hurt you. You clearly heard what you wanted to hear and I know how it feels because I too sometimes want to do the same but I know that isn't me to bring someone down that has done nothing to do with me. I could say a lot about all signs we ALL have our opinions but that would be ignorant and narrow minded placing everyone in a box because of an individualo. Anyway I m going to focus on the positive contributions to my post the ones that are actually helping me. That is what is wrong with the world people being judgemental when others are trying to be open and real.

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Posted by MadHatter2

Posted by Lizrose

Posted by Aquastic

I glad a Taurus is admiting,to their toxicity.Taurus people are the most difficult people to live with.I once felt cursed for meeting one ,I even asked the "why me" question A Taurus can pretend for years ,they judgemental and always justify their evil ways always!!!! I can't for the Taurus to get out of my life!!!

While I'm not saying I'm perfect and have never done anything wrong I never said I was evil or did evil things... I said I feel as if I am overcompensating to free myself of the negative aspect of myself but it sometimes feel like I am not being my true self because rarely ever let people see the negative side of me cause I feel it's "wrong". I do things to feel less guilty of the sometimes natural but "bad" thoughts I have. You clearly were waiting for the perfect time to get the negative feelings out on any Taurus because of the one that hurt you. You clearly heard what you wanted to hear and I know how it feels because I too sometimes want to do the same but I know that isn't me to bring someone down that has done nothing to do with me. I could say a lot about all signs we ALL have our opinions but that would be ignorant and narrow minded placing everyone in a box because of an individualo. Anyway I m going to focus on the positive contributions to my post the ones that are actually helping me. That is what is wrong with the world people being judgemental when others are trying to be open and real.

Do you have any creative outlets to get some of this weight off you?

Like music, art, writing, working out?

Would likely help you a lot where you're needing help.

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Posted by HippeeGem

You remind me of my Taurus son. He’s genuine. And so ambitious. Yet he’s also a stubnorn pain in the ass with bit of ocd I relate to.

I’ve never had any Taurus in my life another way. Just my kid. He’s a sweet heart deep down. He writes long letters to friends who wronged him.

I see that young man suffering and it’s hard. He’s so good.

Don’t suffer. Realize you’re a good person and try to stop letting people love you actually do. Totally projecting. Yet I’m still telling you to stop hiding and be so stubborn. Letting yourself go for a little while is not a bad thing.

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Posted by Metatron

I can relate to everything you said....in many ways, life does feel like a fall from grace, or innocence in the sense that I've now done so many things that I've always had these self-righteous judgmental stances on towards others....Even further than what you shared, I thought I was a super loyal dude most of my life, and experience has definitely taught me otherwise....I just try not to be too hard on myself....I'm learning to let go of guilt....I think its important to be remorseful for specific things when they happen, but you can't just walk around feeling disappointed with your self constantly....Most people are dishonest hoors to some extent, in my experience, and if you hang around them long enough, you find that out....

If you accept/forgive the things about your self that you dislike - times you were dishonest, the jealousy, etc., I think the behaviors are actually less likely to occur....The more positive your own self-view is, I think the less envious you will be of others, and the less you have to hide from others through deception for instance...

"There's always going to be a part of me that's sloppy and dirty, but I like that. With all the other parts of myself. Can you say the same about yourself, fucker? Can you forgive? Are you any good at that?"

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Posted by Metatron

Posted by tiziani

Posted by Metatron

I can relate to everything you said....in many ways, life does feel like a fall from grace, or innocence in the sense that I've now done so many things that I've always had these self-righteous judgmental stances on towards others....Even further than what you shared, I thought I was a super loyal dude most of my life, and experience has definitely taught me otherwise....I just try not to be too hard on myself....I'm learning to let go of guilt....I think its important to be remorseful for specific things when they happen, but you can't just walk around feeling disappointed with your self constantly....Most people are dishonest hoors to some extent, in my experience, and if you hang around them long enough, you find that out....

If you accept/forgive the things about your self that you dislike - times you were dishonest, the jealousy, etc., I think the behaviors are actually less likely to occur....The more positive your own self-view is, I think the less envious you will be of others, and the less you have to hide from others through deception for instance...

"There's always going to be a part of me that's sloppy and dirty, but I like that. With all the other parts of myself. Can you say the same about yourself, fucker? Can you forgive? Are you any good at that?"

hahahaha....you crack me up dude...I love that movie, and that scene....JLaw's character reminds me of an ex.

That film is so rewatchable, time after time.

Weirdly enough the lines of her character remind me of me lol or more realistically shit I wish I'd said years ago.

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Posted by Metatron

Posted by tiziani

Posted by Metatron

Posted by tiziani

Posted by Metatron

I can relate to everything you said....in many ways, life does feel like a fall from grace, or innocence in the sense that I've now done so many things that I've always had these self-righteous judgmental stances on towards others....Even further than what you shared, I thought I was a super loyal dude most of my life, and experience has definitely taught me otherwise....I just try not to be too hard on myself....I'm learning to let go of guilt....I think its important to be remorseful for specific things when they happen, but you can't just walk around feeling disappointed with your self constantly....Most people are dishonest hoors to some extent, in my experience, and if you hang around them long enough, you find that out....

If you accept/forgive the things about your self that you dislike - times you were dishonest, the jealousy, etc., I think the behaviors are actually less likely to occur....The more positive your own self-view is, I think the less envious you will be of others, and the less you have to hide from others through deception for instance...

"There's always going to be a part of me that's sloppy and dirty, but I like that. With all the other parts of myself. Can you say the same about yourself, fucker? Can you forgive? Are you any good at that?"

hahahaha....you crack me up dude...I love that movie, and that scene....JLaw's character reminds me of an ex.

That film is so rewatchable, time after time.

Weirdly enough the lines of her character remind me of me lol or more realistically shit I wish I'd said years ago.

it really is....will probably buy it if Netflix ever drops it....both Lawrence and Bradley Cooper are also in American Hustle, and David Russell directed and co-wrote both, and its the same for me with that movie - can watch it again and again....love the dialogue, the humor, etc. And yeah, I agree on her character in Silver Linings as well - a little honesty/vulnerability covers over an abundance of crazy....

I haven't seen American Hustle but if it's the same team then I'm on it.

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