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USC Taurus
l am just trying to have a amicable friendship that to me would be a bonus after such a wonderful experience s**t, she got to sleep with a tall athletic Girl to whom she begged to sleep with,

l honored gave her the most amazing time , even said she did not need to commit to me , but she's acting like we were married and l cheated or something,! how can l tell this is all not play acting USC Taurus, simple answer does she still want me or not! because if she don't why the drama,and saying were friends ,l know you mentioned the above but l thought Cancers were bad, because if she does still want or hope for me ,l won't play her and will keep the peace, but if she is just a wicked little kite then the above will happen. . !
a, shall l leave her alone and see what happens?
b. does she want me really but is playing pay back?
c. what is the best way to stop this back and forth vengeance?
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You're really heart broken? Why make things harder for yourself? If you like her tell her! lifes short... And see what happens from there. I feel like I'm in the same situation (tho not much) as you. (me a cancer she's a taurus). But I don't want vengeance? I want her and I told her that I already like her. But she has a boyfriend? Its up to her. I dream and still think of her everyday. Do you know how hard it is to ignore someone you have a strong feelings/connection with? Its painful! But I don't want to be a stalker. If its meant to be fate will bring us back together...

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QUOTE : You're really heart broken? Why make things harder for yourself? If you like her tell her! life's short... And see what happens from there. I feel like I'm in the same situation (tho not much) as you. (me a cancer she's a taurus). But I don't want vengeance? I want her and I told her that I already like her. But she has a boyfriend? Its up to her. I dream and still think of her everyday. Do you know how hard it is to ignore someone you have a strong feelings/connection with? Its painful! But I don't want to be a stalker. If its meant to be fate will bring us back together...


Ok l have delt this out with my Online Buddy LT ! Thanks again girl , you ain't gonna get any LOVING from Taurus girl if you act all weak babe, take it from me, you read my blog, l did everything to when her back flowers ,roses, songs, love sms's.. the works ,even 6 hour's of l love you chat in her room ,all because she gave me the come on signals! it's partly a power thing .Were all the same no matter what the sign!

As a Cancerian we seem very aloof when folk first meet us, Mysterious even thats what drew her to you ( think about it ) l did and its true, but when you came running she ran right! Boring to intense your not so interesting after all , just weak and needy, who needs someone like that,now you are the desperate one right! l can see the Taurus guys waiting to bash me , but if my intuition is wrong ,then maybe its just my case.

What l have realized is that once you look at what you really want , then look at what the other person is showing you they want , you don't need to do anything! you tried everything in you power, you can only control what you do not her , ( and don't try to convence a Taurus to change their mind they will dig in and do the other.

You now as a Cancerian , you need to retreat into your shell its what were good at , allows us to think, sure as hell know that if your Cancerian intuition cannot figure it out no one else can ,its what were good at ,that's why l can give you advice ,but were crap at advising our self, to much emotion to think strainght ,our minds become cloudy.

Only from the outside, can u get some big me time, and watch , l am not joking you will start to grin, why? well you did not loose , she choose for you,so it was not your decision ! if she does not come back you still don't loose, bacause again you never had her in the first place ,so its not her your missing ,its the iilusion.of what may have been,
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So now your dreaming up all sorts of rubbish in that cancer head right!

Let me explain!! ,when someone makes a disscion to end something ,like a relationship , Job , affair etc ..... they very rarely go back ,that would mean they made a mistake, but the body cannot lie, although the words say different., you on the other hand, can go back as many time's as you like till you get bored of chasing, thats the thing with Cancer! once we stop chasing our hearts stop racing!! corny but true, and thats when nothing will revive it back.

So basically when she realizes you no longer have a interest she will come snooping for some attention , to clarify you still care, Check the situation !!, then weigh up the options, but don't make a move , because as long as she's with the other Guy you ain't got no chance and you will get burt , trust me .

Basically shes having all the fun!! and the party ain't at your house right know , so what lam saying is get the party started and go have some fun, her party will die down soon and your place will become intresting agin because she ain't invited.
sorry to explain that way but you get the picture ,we cancers are funny when were not all emotional ,but when we get like this were Crap!! we cannot think straight and we get stuck in a rut and all that kinda stuff!

One trick i used, which they taught us athletes, when competing hate the opposition , l know you don't really hate her, but what you tell your mind ,your body will receive, then eventually display, its temporary just to get you on even ground! so you can function on her level again , then protect that soft under belly like it was your last life! untill your sure you won't hurt , otherwise she will chew you up and spit you out. ....

PEACE! BE STRONG!... TIME IS ALL YOU NEED it turns Eventually.......
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Yea, rocket. It's hard to let go. But I must. Its affecting me bc there's this other girl that I've just met but it's like I don't have emotions towards her. I think she likes me more? I feel reserved and selfish. I can't move on bc I'm so much into the Taurus girl. I don't want to get rejected again. So I guess in a way, I'm rejecting her before I get rejected. Oh and I haven't contacted the Taurus girl. I'm keeping my fingers cross that me and her in the future will be together. But until then I need to take this new found wall I've created and brake it down. What I've notice from the last couple of days. I feel emotionless and I hide behind my fake smile that I've learn so well to do. All I can think about with this other girl is, how long will this last until I get rejected again. And that she's not interested she's just being nice. Why is she interested in me? deep down I want her to go away so I can run back to the Taurus girl. Its stupid but I feel like I'm being unfaithful. But why the hell would I feel that way its stupid I'm not even going out with her! I'll try to give this new girl a chance? tho cancer and leo's is not a match made in heaven. Tho my mars are in cancer and hers is in Taurus. Her venues are in cancer and min is in Virgo.

Dunno why I'm posting it on here its completely off the topic?
So to be respectful of the post topic. Imo, Taurus girls are amazing and me being a cancer, to me are a dime a dozen bc most of them are all taken already?. tho stubborn and even with the wrong guy and they find someone better with a much bigger connection. They would probably stay with there not so right guy and completely pass a good opportunity or with a possible soul mate.
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Shishno & Rocket1968-I have to apologize but I'm kinda with Bellabulleautiful--I'm a bit lost but let me see if I can get this right...

You are both Cancer's right?! You both love Taurus girls right?! Well, let me say this...
Being a Taurus woman I've acted a few different ways when it came to the male species (this has slowly changed and evolved as I have matured but let me try to fill you in)

Ok..SENARIO 1: In the past if I really liked a guy and he wasn't ready to committ to me when I wanted it--I played all sorts of games to make him jealous---I didn't care if it hurt him-I didn't care if it was stupid or immature--I just wanted him to do what I wanted and if he wasn't gonna give in than I'd make him see that he wasn't the only one in town to be with (would try to make him jealous by bringing other guys around, teasing, spending time with and leading guys on I had not intention of liking just to make the object of my desire jealous--but always making sure it was super obvious and in plain site of the person I liked). Very silly and immature, and no it never worked--it actually pushed the guy further away, rather than bringing him closer--but this was in my younger days and I didn't realize how foolish I was.)

SENARIO 2:This involved a wonderful Cancer man I had a relationship with..it went like this...Cancer guy walked up to me at a club one nite at closing time-after watching me all nite (I saw but didn't think a thing about it)...He said "you are the most beautiful girl, and I wanted to give you this necklace" and so he did. I said thanks and that was that. We'll I didn't really get a good look at the guy, but no Taurus can ignore admiration like that (couldn't get the sureal expirience of a guy having the courage to do that--see we feel--we don't think I wasn't even really thinking about the guy or what he looked like--just the feeling of the expirience)so, in the following weeks I waited to see his friends and asked where he was. To my dissapointment he had just moved clear accross the country to go to college. So, I gave his friends my number anyway, and told him to give me a call--this way--when he came back for holidays etc. we could hang out. That was it--well he called right away..we hit it off instantly..we sent pictures..and care packages wiht all sorts of goodies at least once a week--he loved it, since he was so home sick anyway..we talked on the phone for hours each week. Then, it happened after about 6 months
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I started liking another guy who was not even a close to as good looking as my Cancer man, nor did he have it half as as togther as the Cancer--but I started to feel like the Cancer guy was so demanding, and clingy, and I felt I just couldn't live up to his expectations. But, the one thing this new guy had over the Cancer was that he was a wasn't super nice guy. He presented a bit of a challenge. Before my Cancer guy return home I guess I felt a little smothered and wanted him to back off a little so instead of being mature about it--and just telling him that I told him how much fun I was having, at the club and this and that. He got extreamly pissed and jealous--but hung in there with me. When he came back to our home town--we dated the whole summer--but things didn't really work out. He lived 45 min away from me and his mother (he did whatever she wanted him to)didn't want him driving that far to see me, (don't think I was what she saw for her son) he wanted to spend all his time alone with me, but I wanted to show him off, by early summer I had fallen head overheals for him--and guess what he dumped me. Rightfully so, I liked him so much that I got nervous everytime he even tried to kiss me..but I felt so embarrassed I didn't want to tell him that so he finally got so pissed (probably partly because he thought I was rejecting him) I think he had just had it. We Taurus's really have a heard time communicating our emotions verbally sometimes--which many times leads to us doing and acting in a completely stupid and foolish manner.
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Rocket1968, It just sounds like your Taurus girl is very immature (we can be very..not only are we slow to move we age slowly too), seeking attention (which us Taurus girls can't get enough of), and doesn't know exactly what she wants. I've been this way at certain points in my life too. Its like--you like a guy, but if he doesn't give you exactly what you want meaning-loads of attention, every waking minute, a full committment, and a brand new car (just kidding about the last one) when you want it, then you'll go somewhere else to get all that superficially (with someone we have fun with but don't like as much or at all). It doesn't mean we still don't like you, because we totally do!--We're just ignoring (sounds silly doesn't it) you till we can get a hold on our emotions...and the distraction (other guys) is all part of the cover. Then we haven't missed out on the fun waiting for you--nor have we gotten our hearts broken when you deny us our requests--all the while we are deseperately hoping that when your ready to see the light, you'll come to us professing your love for us. You see this way we Taurus girls get our cake and eat it too. Another thing I kinda c is that your girl may be in party mode rite now--she may really like you now want to put you on hold till she outta the phase (goes in short stints for us--but yes, it does happen). Don't know if I'm even getting at what you we're talking about--but I kinda had to guess-so I hope something I said will help you understand us just a little bit more.
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WOW Wagner, you did sum us up pretty well. We seem to protect ourselves at any cost, so if we really like someone, we will totally "pretend" like we don't (so we don't get our feelings hurt) and go after/with others. BUT, we are always waiting/pining away for what we TRULY want. I have been guilty of this myself; can't lie, but as I get older, I'm not a superficial and trivial as I used to be --- but, I have my moments 😉
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USCTaurusGal-

Hey just wanted to let you know--I know what you mean about being difficult to just put stuff out there..I had reading these boards for like 6 months before getting the courage to sign on! I can't lye I think I'm more superficial and pickier than I have ever been before and I am 36. I find that as I have aged I want to be treated better by men, I won't settle anymore, I definitley won't chase anyone (too much energy expenditure), and they have gotta be hot, hot, hot!! I guess in my younger years it didn't matter so much because i was young and having fun, but now it's different. I'd rather have someone absolutely adore me or be without! And I'm just fine with that (you can always call a fwb if you need one RIGHT!? LOL!)
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Well wagnerdr15

you should have got my private messages to understand the issue now , but look me and her have had the realtionship now , its now stale mate, course l miss her , but crap, l have a bigger job in life ,she knew l had a male partner ,l thought she wanted fun, she never said it was exclusive as she is apparently with her man , but she's bi- so what was l to think, tied of guessing too so all lm thinking is she don't won't me then l will do what she says leave her alone , October will be intresting.
but give me your conclusion on how to play this now the sex is out the way and its sort of started off in the place it should of in the first place, l cannot do anything lm in a ten year relationship ,,so if she wants me thats upto her now, what you reckon she will do . ? wagnerdr15
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" I find that as I have aged I want to be treated better by men, I won't settle anymore, I definitley won't chase anyone (too much energy expenditure), and they have gotta be hot, hot, hot!! I guess in my younger years it didn't matter so much because i was young and having fun, but now it's different. I'd rather have someone absolutely adore me or be without! And I'm just fine with that (you can always call a fwb if you need one RIGHT!? LOL!)"
WORD Wagner! LMAO! Life is too short not to have fun and be worshipped!
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Rocket1968,

Got your messages and understand the issue, you asked many questions..so you'll have to give me a bit of time to compose a good response for you. But I just wanted to send you something breifly to say I totally know what your friend is doing.

1. She can't have you the way she wants you (like sexually or in a relationship beyond friendship) but she really likes you so, since your making her life miserable she's gonna stick it in your face--we know its immature, but that's what we do..and we cant help it. Your girl knows how she's acting to you, she doesn't really want to act this way to you but she doesn't know how to handle just a normal frienship with you yet cuz she likes you more than that. Also, when you two are around each other it reminds her of how good a time she had with you--and reminds her that she can't have you---that probably sucks for her which contributes to her crazy behavior. If you hurt us, by rejecting us or what we want, it pisses us off and we do things to get back. But since Taurus's don't really like to pick direct fights with someone--we will passive aggressively do things to get back at the person. In H.S.I liked this guy who hung out with my group of friends sometimes--I liked him for 4 years. I have to say I don't know how this guy ever put up with me and how time after time he was still always nice to me--but, even though we were friends he did not have romantic feelings for me. So, sometimes I was nice to him and other times I acted like a complete b**ch to him. That's cuz I hated the fact that I couldn't force him to like me. Its that up and down feeling. Like I'd have so much fun hanging out with him that it made me like him even more and then I would get pissed and fustrated and take it out on him. I know he knew ---I just don't know how he handled it so well. Sounds like your girl's doin the same. Plus, it doesn't sound like she can handle a friendship with you at the moment (cuz she like/wants you to much)..But, I think if you give her time, she'll get over it, and your friendship will go back to being normal.
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wagnerdr15

Ok Wicked this does make since in some ways , but at the same time l don't understand she can be with me, its just she needs to know that l just don't want every flipping jack,and jill to know. l laid on her bed and told her l was falling i love with her and l found it hard and needed to withdraw , as it scared me! all the time l was explaining , l was holding her hand while l lay next to her , but we were not close ,just arms length away from one another, she did not clinch my hand but she did not withdraw her hand out of mine neither,so l took this as ,yes l don't hate you ,but you will be punished, and she basically just listened to me for the hour l talked , then we both fell a sleep me a the bottom of the bed and her at the top.
her cat sleeping between us, before l would have freaked because the cats a bit wild as he is indoors all day , so he attacks most of the time, but it was strange he just sat there and watched us both almost as if it knew there was tension between me and her, anyway sorry went off tack there.

wagnerdr15 her friend this older woman l was telling you about who is a Scorpio, just got back after ten days there.
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She told me that when she arrived , this girl came to her room and asked her if she had heard from me , well the last time l sms her was on the 19th of August saying l have tried to bring us together etc ..etc, and have done everything to bring us close together ,which l think l mentioned to u in my email ,she said l did many things wrong and she needed maybe years, bit OTT!, l think but l got the drift of what she was saying, basically leave her alone, so l told her l would never call again if that was what she wanted and that l was coming out in October ,she never replied of course, and l have not called in 3 weeks ,which as been hard , but l am determined to stand my ground now , and find some self respect.

Anyway this Scorpio woman arrived on the 23rd of August and told me she asked about me then started to tell her about the text l had sent her on the 19th, although she said she did not want to hear she still read it to her anyway,l understand she only really has this Scorpio woman to talk too about the affair between me and her , but l did have a little smile when she told me this as l thought at last , l now know she is thinking about me , although she hides it so well that she does not give hoots about me,Dame good at it id say.
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I have no intention of calling again cannot stand the pain, plus l will be there in October l think , big part of me wants to let her go now after all that hate she put me through ,and a small part wants to sit with her alone and say look we both messed up, l so missed you! ,and need you in my life !. just torn between friendship and anger, plus it won't be the same l could never trust her not to do that to me again,so not sure how this will pan out, or wether she is just bored and looking for gossip.

l read so much from you Taurus guys that you don't waste time on folk your not intrested in anymore especially after the affair, so wagnerdr15 if she is still hunting for info,does this mean she still is in love with me? and what is the best thing l can do ?, as talking never worked.

Plus she refuses to show me her real feelings, although it sounds a stupid question, so why go through all that pretense when all she has to do is , say l will call you when l feel better, not make me give up hope, then she runs round trying to find out were l am and read my messages out to friends for feed back, Although l know this is the only woman she trusts to talk to regarding our affair, or maybe her new russian Girlfriend .as it given her time to realize she misses me, by not callin!?

So what you do you reckon , to the above? think there is hope or shall l give up the ghost? lm torn too..... wagnerdr15

Phew....
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Rocket1968

"you Taurus guys that you don't waste time on folk your not intrested in anymore especially after the affair, so wagnerdr15 if she is still hunting for info,does this mean she still is in love with me? and what is the best thing l can do ?, as talking never worked."

Yes, she still loves you/wants to be with you. This is a indirect way of finding out how you are and what you are up to--from my expirience I've done this when I know I can't be with someone but I am curious what their up to. (no other hidden meanings behind this action)

"Plus she refuses to show me her real feelings, although it sounds a stupid question, so why go through all that pretense when all she has to do is , say l will call you when l feel better" Because she has already professed her feelings for you, been rejected, now she's gonna protect herself at any measure even if she has to act silly, immature, or b**chy to do it.

This is probably not what you want to hear, but I'm gonna be real..For your own sanity and her's..I would leave it alone for right now. Later (after maybe 1 year or has gone by with no contact) you'd be surprised she'll probably be super happy to hear from you. She'll probably want to resume a friendship like nothing ever happened to begin with. Her feelings willl have subsided by this time, she'll let go of the crazy reactions and be able to maintain a normal friendship with you. But, if after a time period of this length goes by..and she doesn't return your messages if you try to contact her--than that's it--I'd say "hasta, la vista baby" and move on--cuz this is a sign that she doesn't want to go back and she's already cut you out of her life for good.

You sound like a great person..hang with other friends, do whatever, but don't try to contact her--let her have her time--then if you really want to resume the friendship--you can do it on your terms--no mixed messages. This way if she does'nt act the way you would want her to in a friendship--you can say "I've had it, I'm done" and just walk away.
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Ok wagnerdr15

I am a Cancerian , and l thought as much , that this was what was happening, l for one feel as she does, very hurt and scared
of losing her , l really am in love and l don't get why we cannot just hug each other no words and just bond. l know l could lose everything ,and what you suggested is excatly what l am doing, unfortunately so many friends know now, that they ask how is she ,which is hard.

She l assume goes through the same thing also l would think , l also heard her manager asked and showed the Scorpio Woman my text l sent him Regarding me not wanting to come back there unless my friend would talk to me. and he his still snooping around trying to find out about my communication with this Scorpio woman ,l think he his scared to death of meand losing the Russian girl to me . she told me that she told him she did not want to get involved, l don't know who why they all need to talk about this situation , but it seems folk on the outside around her are still very jealous and see maybe she still wants me. this in a mad way makes me feel good that l made such an impact on her , but her boyfriend obviously fears she does love me! otherwise she would have let it go.

wagnerdr15 l think what will be will be! and not only sexually do we want each other but there is a strong emotional bond that is undeniable, so if my Fiance lets me go Back in October l will not try to find her as you say, but l fear , she will come to find me. Yes! maybe it is unfair to go to were she works and lives, as she as no Escape , but l cannot help the fact l have a emotional attachment there and need time to break that, l to like Taurus love my familiar surroundings.

l love you for helping me understand taurus and your ways of hiding your feelings, To be honest there is no different to Cancerian . but l will keep you up-dated on the message boards, so keep track . LOVE NEVER WALKS STRAIGHT AND THATS PUTTING A FUNNY TWIST ON THINGS! considering the circumstance's! , see we Cancers have a great sense a humor too apparently we make the best comedians .

love and peace !wagnerdr15 😉 you have calmed me.
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I don't know about others but I hate lazy guys wit no jobs and always looking for a hand out but yet can party 7 days a week....also I don't like guys to tell me what to do or how to do something I already know, I don't like bossy people or people that have to be the center of attention at all times it entertaining to watch from a far but to actually be with this person nah ill past. also liars im pretty honest so I feel you should be the same, stingy selfish self centered guys don't get to far either and don't be such a flirt around us if we like you then we will automatically assume the worst and will only let you get far with us....well this is me I am a Taurus do any others agree
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Dedicated to all those that helped me and supported me through this entire dream that turned into a sad Nightmare.!
My final words,!! to:- T35 , LadyT ,Dummylove,Frag mind,Cantaur,Xangelfishx and Ferdy. if l missed anyone else this is for u too.


Well after my final vist to sharm, and finding out she actually told this woman who started all this gossip back in May that l Raped! her ,yes you heard right , l finally had her removed from the hotel she worked at for 3 years. after making such a Cruel and vindictive allegation about me to protect her lies was the final straw. words cannot explain my DISBELIEF ! and SHOCK!! and that the allegation was made purely to save her face from the lies she told me , so in fear of me meeting this woman , and us both sharing information,and finding out her lies!! she made this allegation to stop this woman talking to me. but me being a forgiving Cancer!, l made my peace with the Pieces woman and she revealed! why she never spoke to me...and this was the reason why, lies , lies , and more lies she may be 24yrs of age but l never thought a taurus woman would go so low after being hurt, or to hurt an ex lover.!! maybe there is more to her than her personal character but this is a tale l shall never forget, or hopefully relive.


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l knew that , we were so in tune with each other , never really needed to ask what she was feeling, l sensed my thoughts, feelings and intentions, l have ever experienced every time. her only down fall was to not trust me!! , even though she was crazy with it., ! l wish we were still together , l truly do but as close intimate friends , and l had never made love to her that night l got drunk!! , l think our love was to much to mature for her to handle.


l was thinking back about our time alone together,not by choice but through natural instinct of the mind,and before all the interference, and l can honestly say , l could have spent my life around her, just wish she had the foresight to have seen that to


like l said before lts not losing the sexual contact that hurts so much ,its the losing of her friendship, that as hurt so much so much...,and listening to two 55yr old adults fight for her attention, and her controlling that in part ,plus her apparent lack of affection of our relationship....l think of her without even realizing l am thinking, with a dull ache! in my heart, l cannot even call to tell her anymore how she makes me feel! ,due to the pain l had in my heart , lhad to destroy every thing we had so l would not go back or could not go back begging!!


l know ,had this affair carried on for another three months or so , l would have left my fiance by now , that is how strong l felt,towards her, but it would have most likely had major consequences, of course to me mentally and maybe physically to her who knows such the intensity we had.


Your feed back to me, and reaching out to me, and your patience to take time to listen to my thoughts and feelings, has been more than l expected. it truly shows that there are folk who really care , and as l thought ,the sign Taurus is as beautiful on the inside, as on the outside! so l hope she does not think of me in a bad way for long and one day looks back and remembers how strong and real!! our love really was.


l thank you really do ...:-)x God Bless!! and now you have a fresh new look from the world electing a Black president and giving hope to all , races l really hope that my life has a fresh new beginning also.

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18 Years

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you hit it right on the nail. we like strong dependable men. we like a "MANLEY MAN". but i know i dont like for a guy to tell me what to do my cap ex was like that it almost felt like he was my mother which was also a cap i dont like my guy to to jealous either its only cute when you know he never gets jealous i dont like arguing either so thats a big turn off too. dress nice and smell good you dont have to be in the hottest fashions of 2009 lol but i like a nice cean look. i dont like a dude that is into fashion more than i am unless thats is his career of choice i dont like a mirror hog either. oh and we hate stingy guys i have my own but i will give my last if he needed so i expect the same in return if you cant do that for me then we just dont need to be together also a attention craver i like a guy with status but a dude that it the loudest and has to be in everybody face or a major flirt is a major turn off.....lol im so damn picky


1. Intelligent
2. Good sense of humor
3. Confident w/a bit of arrogance (not too much)
4. Someone who is goal oriented and is working towards something positive to accomplish in their life
5. Let's me have my way (not all the time, but I do like to have my way, but I do like a guy who can say "No" to me too. That means I can't run him over)
6. Appreciative & RESPECTFUL. If I do something above and beyond in the relationship, I expect a "Thank You" or a "Damn Baby, you're all that!" (lol)
7. Sexy (obviously, that's a very subjective thing, but I like different things in different men, but looks are not the end all be all to me)
8. Healthy sex drive
9. Well groomed (dresses nice and smells good - whether he has on jeans or a Hugo Boss or Armani suit)
10. Spontaneous
That's not everything, but if I don't see and/or have those things with someone, it won't work.