official diagnosis and prognosis

I do have malignant cancer. It started in my right adrenal gland, spread to my liver where a tumor was formed, and the spread to my lungs. I start chemo on the 28th. At the moment the focus is on my liver, the tumor is massive ... whereas th...

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Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Posted by DonJohn
P-angel is one of the most negative posters here.



I wonder if negativity has to do with cancer development.



it's very important to remain positive in life. see the glass as half full. let anger subside. don't perpetuate arguments.





i hope all the best for P-angel.



I'll never forget the chief of nursing at University of Miami cancer center telling me that we need to hurry up with our bed shipments because an empty room is money lost for the hospital. it's all a business. cancer treatment is just bull.


think of the last time any presidents that went through chemo. it just doesn't happen.


if i had cancer i wouldn't do chemo. CBD oil straight to 6 ft under or recovery.
I can't help, but wonder how empathetic she would be if this was happening to someone else, they posted about it on DXP, and she (P-angel) came across it.


I've seen her mercilessly belittle a family for not being able to afford their young son's funeral. Among many other terrible things. She doesn't care how low she hits and doesn't hold back on anyone else no matter how dark their situation is.




This just might be her karma, but only you and I have the balls to say it.
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I think you mistake balls for respect. Showing mercy for sb in their low moments is not a sign of weakness or cowardy, is having respect.

It's okay not wanting to give her good wishes because she had hurt ppl in the past or because she lacks humanity, but to do so is okay too. I don't care if she doesn't have mercy, I have.

I'm not saying we should forget ppl's flaws, but there are moments to fight and moments to forgive or at least to let go.

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Posted by P-Angel

I do have malignant cancer.


It started in my right adrenal gland, spread to my liver where a tumor was formed, and the spread to my lungs.


I start chemo on the 28th.


At the moment the focus is on my liver, the tumor is massive ... whereas the cancer nodules on my lungs are minimal in comparison. My oncologist says that the chemo should zap all of those cancer cells, and put the cancer in remission in my lungs.


However, my liver is in serious condition. The tumor has taken over 65% of my liver, and I'm damn lucky that I not riddled with infections, since the liver filters out all toxins in the body. The goal is to shrink the tumor and then keep it maintained.


He said there is no cure, which we all know, and the only thing he can do is to prolong my life by keeping the cancer in remission, and the tumor reduced.


The prognosis depends on how my body responds to the chemo treatments. If my liver shrinks and the other cancer cells go into remission, then I have a good 5 years. If my liver doesn't respond to treatments and they can't get it reduced ... then I won't make it through the summer, probably only a month or so. Because once my liver becomes severely compromised further, then I will be unable to fight off any illness, even a common cold or the flu could do me in.



So, just letting everyone know that if I suddenly stop posting, then you'll know why. I won't close the account down. I'll just vanish one day. When it gets to the point where I cannot even post any longer, then I'll update everyone so they know the end is near.



Happy trails, everyone ...... I'll see you all on the other side. In the meantime, if a ghost is haunting the fuck out of you and you know you've been a cunt and deserve it ..... yep, that would be me still kicking your ass.
I wish you the best of luck and happiness, use what time you have with your family, loved ones and those that matter.



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? I hope you can remain calm throughout your treatment and recovery, P-Angel

You can get healthy again, spend time with supportive people.

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The things I just read...

So what if she's not nice or you disagreed with her manifold times or were shocked by her? She's the daughter/mother/sister of someone too... in the end, it's the lack of one kind word, support and understanding that makes people cold
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Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Posted by Blackburn
Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Posted by DonJohn
P-angel is one of the most negative posters here.



I wonder if negativity has to do with cancer development.



it's very important to remain positive in life. see the glass as half full. let anger subside. don't perpetuate arguments.





i hope all the best for P-angel.



I'll never forget the chief of nursing at University of Miami cancer center telling me that we need to hurry up with our bed shipments because an empty room is money lost for the hospital. it's all a business. cancer treatment is just bull.


think of the last time any presidents that went through chemo. it just doesn't happen.


if i had cancer i wouldn't do chemo. CBD oil straight to 6 ft under or recovery.
I can't help, but wonder how empathetic she would be if this was happening to someone else, they posted about it on DXP, and she (P-angel) came across it.


I've seen her mercilessly belittle a family for not being able to afford their young son's funeral. Among many other terrible things. She doesn't care how low she hits and doesn't hold back on anyone else no matter how dark their situation is.




This just might be her karma, but only you and I have the balls to say it.


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I think you mistake balls for respect. Showing mercy for sb in their low moments is not a sign of weakness or cowardy, is having respect.

It's okay not wanting to give her good wishes because she had hurt ppl in the past or because she lacks humanity, but to do so is okay too. I don't care if she doesn't have mercy, I have.

I'm not saying we should forget ppl's flaws, but there are moments to fight and moments to forgive or at least to let go.

Did you see my second comment? Everything you're saying, I agree with and already acknowledged earlier...



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"Everyone is entitled to their feelings. I don't have a problem with anyone showing empathy for p-angel."


"However, there's a huge elephant in the room. I know I'm not the only one thinking it and me being me, I'm not going to censor my thoughts."


"If you cried, that's good. It shows that you have something that p-angel lacks; empathy."



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Yes, you are right, there you say things I said.

And I agree with those two statements, my comment is based on "only you and I have the balls to say it" and "I know I'm not the only one thinking it and me being me, I'm not going to censor my thoughts".


I assume by your comments you respect ppl who show empathy (and who doesn't) but you consider you are more brave for remembering OP's behaviour. What I pointed out is we don't say anything because we consider this is a moment for support or silence, not because we lack bravery.


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BTW... I saw the thread about Nefer, was still not a bit repulsed or anything, formed an opinion but didn't want to keep posting on here until I read starwars' posts that basically expressed what I was thinking and it felt so nice (should have joined her tier :p)

I haven't read many of P posts but the ones I have I neither favor or renounce. Don't favor because what she says is often inappropriate; don't renounce because I get her point and don't find it repulsive. Mocking a diseased or wishing their death is far more repulsive to me.

I don't think she's cruel. I think that she's obsessed with inconsistencies. Thing is, she doesn't want them to get overlooked in delicate situations either. This doesn't make her a bad person, it's however inapt and it quickly creates a negative image of her. IMO, a main characteristic of her interactions with users is miscommunication, something important to recognize before any harsh accusations from either party.
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i appreciate your presence on these threads. p-angel. this news saddens me. i haven't read the rest of the thread but i wanted to wish you all the very best.


i think if you were to leave, this site would be much lesser for it.


in the meantime, look after yourself.
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Posted by Blackburn
Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Posted by Blackburn
Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Posted by DonJohn
P-angel is one of the most negative posters here.



I wonder if negativity has to do with cancer development.



it's very important to remain positive in life. see the glass as half full. let anger subside. don't perpetuate arguments.





i hope all the best for P-angel.



I'll never forget the chief of nursing at University of Miami cancer center telling me that we need to hurry up with our bed shipments because an empty room is money lost for the hospital. it's all a business. cancer treatment is just bull.


think of the last time any presidents that went through chemo. it just doesn't happen.


if i had cancer i wouldn't do chemo. CBD oil straight to 6 ft under or recovery.
I can't help, but wonder how empathetic she would be if this was happening to someone else, they posted about it on DXP, and she (P-angel) came across it.


I've seen her mercilessly belittle a family for not being able to afford their young son's funeral. Among many other terrible things. She doesn't care how low she hits and doesn't hold back on anyone else no matter how dark their situation is.




This just might be her karma, but only you and I have the balls to say it.


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I think you mistake balls for respect. Showing mercy for sb in their low moments is not a sign of weakness or cowardy, is having respect.

It's okay not wanting to give her good wishes because she had hurt ppl in the past or because she lacks humanity, but to do so is okay too. I don't care if she doesn't have mercy, I have.

I'm not saying we should forget ppl's flaws, but there are moments to fight and moments to forgive or at least to let go.

Did you see my second comment? Everything you're saying, I agree with and already acknowledged earlier...



"Everyone is entitled to their feelings. I don't have a problem with anyone showing empathy for p-angel."


"However, there's a huge elephant in the room. I know I'm not the only one thinking it and me being me, I'm not going to censor my thoughts."


"If you cried, that's good. It shows that you have something that p-angel lacks; empathy."

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Yes, you are right, there you say things I said.

And I agree with those two statements, my comment is based on "only you and I have the balls to say it" and "I know I'm not the only one thinking it and me being me, I'm not going to censor my thoughts".


I assume by your comments you respect ppl who show empathy (and who doesn't) but you consider you are more brave for remembering OP's behaviour. What I pointed out is we don't say anything because we consider this is a moment for support or silence, not because we lack bravery.





No, but people who are willing to stand with the truth regardless of how much "trouble" it may get them into do exhibit a certain amount of courage that most others do not possess.




Still; that was not the point of my original comment. I feel like you're focusing too much on one part of what I said instead of the bigger picture and the actual message I was getting across.



You don't have to explain yourself. I never attacked anyone for showing empathy to p-angel. I just pointed out the irony of the situation.








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Yes, that's a good definition of having courage, quite Arian. I think each situation needs different attributes, sometimes being truthful is just not telling lies. I guess there are different approaches.


No, I think I got what you meant, I analyzed that part because that was just what I didn't agree with.


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@xXxQueenliciaXxX, the same to you!

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It's not right to wish harm on people, wishing them dead, sick etc.


It's also not okay to come onto a forum and rip into people because it makes one feel better or as a source of amusement. It's cowardly and cruel, especially if the person is genuinely seeking help.


I don't wish harm on anyone but if I see someone being cruel to another, I will speak out both in real life or online.


Like I said before, the negativity manifests eventually in illness, some call it karma. Whatever it is, it isn't right and for anyone to stand by when someone is being abused and bulled, is weak and inhuman
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I read about a guy that removed a brain tumor with:


1 spoon honey with garlic (3 times a day)

1 spoon honey and 1 spoon black seed (3 times a day)


He took it for 3 months.


Here is what you might want to do.


1) Forgive everyone. Forgive anyone who has wronged you in your life. Even if they are at fault. I would forgive people every night before bed so you go to bed without hate in your heart for anyone.

2) Ask God everynight and every morning for help getting you better. I've seen and read about miraculous things happening.

3) You can try fenugreek.


Fenugreek (hulbah)--It is reported the Prophet (s.a.w.s.) once said: "If my people knew what there is in fenugreek, they would have bought and paid its weight in gold."



4) I garlic and honey 3 times a day

5) Black seed and honey 3 times a day.


Black Seed - 'The Remedy For Everything But Death'


The scientific studies on how great black seed will blow your mind.


Also olive oil will do alot as well.


If you can't find black seed anywhere feel free to private message me and I can find some for you. Take care I do hope you get better soon. May GOD bless you!


p.s. The garlic and honey actually doesn't taste bad. The honey masks it in your mouth as you chew.
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Also have a look at.


Eruca sativa is an edible annual plant, commonly known as rocket salad or arugul.
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I don't know you, but I'm so sorry to hear this. Wishing you the love and protection of a thousand angels to make your journey ( wherever that may be) as comfortable as possible. ❤
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Omg, this has me in tears. I'm so sorry you are going through this! Praying for you and sending positive energy your way, hoping you fight this and remain strong and placed in a worry free state of mind.
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Posted by P-Angel

I do have malignant cancer.


It started in my right adrenal gland, spread to my liver where a tumor was formed, and the spread to my lungs.


I start chemo on the 28th.


At the moment the focus is on my liver, the tumor is massive ... whereas the cancer nodules on my lungs are minimal in comparison. My oncologist says that the chemo should zap all of those cancer cells, and put the cancer in remission in my lungs.


However, my liver is in serious condition. The tumor has taken over 65% of my liver, and I'm damn lucky that I not riddled with infections, since the liver filters out all toxins in the body. The goal is to shrink the tumor and then keep it maintained.


He said there is no cure, which we all know, and the only thing he can do is to prolong my life by keeping the cancer in remission, and the tumor reduced.


The prognosis depends on how my body responds to the chemo treatments. If my liver shrinks and the other cancer cells go into remission, then I have a good 5 years. If my liver doesn't respond to treatments and they can't get it reduced ... then I won't make it through the summer, probably only a month or so. Because once my liver becomes severely compromised further, then I will be unable to fight off any illness, even a common cold or the flu could do me in.



So, just letting everyone know that if I suddenly stop posting, then you'll know why. I won't close the account down. I'll just vanish one day. When it gets to the point where I cannot even post any longer, then I'll update everyone so they know the end is near.



Happy trails, everyone ...... I'll see you all on the other side. In the meantime, if a ghost is haunting the fuck out of you and you know you've been a cunt and deserve it ..... yep, that would be me still kicking your ass.
So sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you.


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Posted by DonJohn
Posted by MyStarsShine
It's not right to wish harm on people, wishing them dead, sick etc.


It's also not okay to come onto a forum and rip into people because it makes one feel better or as a source of amusement. It's cowardly and cruel, especially if the person is genuinely seeking help.


I don't wish harm on anyone but if I see someone being cruel to another, I will speak out both in real life or online.


Like I said before, the negativity manifests eventually in illness, some call it karma. Whatever it is, it isn't right and for anyone to stand by when someone is being abused and bulled, is weak and inhuman




that's funny because you wished death on me before in a very serious tone.


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Christ, did I? Show me.....I am very shocked to read that .... Show me please so I can apologise
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Posted by juliette
ok my boyfriend and i are fighting right now, he thinks you need advices about right now, and i'm all about, do what you have to do.
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Posted by juliette
ok my boyfriend and i are fighting right now, he thinks you need advices about right now, and i'm all about, do what you have to do.
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ditto the ??



Can you please clarify? You and your boyfriend are fighting because you aren't counseling me?



Please ...... make sure he realizes that I don't need help. I'm quite prepared to handle my reality, which ever turn it takes.



I'm not in emotional distress at all.



Please don't fight over it.

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Posted by P-Angel
Posted by Sax664



take care, dear p!


sincerley, nem.





Big Grin


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you are the only reason i signed back on here!

how are you feeling today?

so, tomorrow is the big day! i shall be thinking of you. smile


in case you feel like a great read


https://docs.google.com/viewer?a=v&pid=sites&id=cmVnaW9uLTEyLm9yZ3xyb2JpbnNvbmF8Z3g6Njc5YTIwNzFmYzkyMTliYQ


it´s a great book. "Tuesdays with Morrie"

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Posted by Sax664
Posted by P-Angel
Posted by Sax664



take care, dear p!


sincerley, nem.





Big Grin




you are the only reason i signed back on here!

how are you feeling today?

so, tomorrow is the big day! i shall be thinking of you. smile


in case you feel like a great read


https://docs.google.com/viewer?a=v&pid=sites&id=cmVnaW9uLTEyLm9yZ3xyb2JpbnNvbmF8Z3g6Njc5YTIwNzFmYzkyMTliYQ


it´s a great book. "Tuesdays with Morrie"

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I feel honored you came back. And I was greatly saddened when you left.


I'm scared, actually, but, physically feeling ok. Of course, in pain. But, cancer is very painful, so this will be my daily norm. The only real thing that bothers me bad about this tumor is that it pushes on my diaphragm, which causes me to lose my breath and have to gasp for air. If I don't move, then the pressure doesn't release and I can't breathe. It's really frightening when you can't breathe. Which in turn causes dizziness, and is damaging to the brain and heart. So long as I can adjust myself to get the pressure off my diaphragm, I'm in good shape. And then I have to sleep, which there's always the wonder if I'm going to not realize that I'm not breathing.


I'm confident that the chemo will be shrink the tumor.


Over the weekend, I was blown away with how many people came to me, ready to assist me in whatever I need ... it's a real testament of who your friends are when they give themselves to you.


I am very fortunate with how many people I have in my life who care about me. btw, none of those people were family members.
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And I do love a good read, thanks for the link.


My chemo sessions are going to take around 4.5 to 5 hours ... so, I'll need a good book to keep my mind busy and entertained.


thanks for the link
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Is there anything we can do to help??? P Angel?



No, I'm good, thanks.

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Posted by Sax664
Posted by P-Angel
Posted by Sax664



take care, dear p!


sincerley, nem.





Big Grin




you are the only reason i signed back on here!

how are you feeling today?

so, tomorrow is the big day! i shall be thinking of you. smile


in case you feel like a great read


https://docs.google.com/viewer?a=v&pid=sites&id=cmVnaW9uLTEyLm9yZ3xyb2JpbnNvbmF8Z3g6Njc5YTIwNzFmYzkyMTliYQ


it´s a great book. "Tuesdays with Morrie"




I feel honored you came back. And I was greatly saddened when you left.


I'm scared, actually, but, physically feeling ok. Of course, in pain. But, cancer is very painful, so this will be my daily norm. The only real thing that bothers me bad about this tumor is that it pushes on my diaphragm, which causes me to lose my breath and have to gasp for air. If I don't move, then the pressure doesn't release and I can't breathe. It's really frightening when you can't breathe. Which in turn causes dizziness, and is damaging to the brain and heart. So long as I can adjust myself to get the pressure off my diaphragm, I'm in good shape. And then I have to sleep, which there's always the wonder if I'm going to not realize that I'm not breathing.


I'm confident that the chemo will be shrink the tumor.


Over the weekend, I was blown away with how many people came to me, ready to assist me in whatever I need ... it's a real testament of who your friends are when they give themselves to you.


I am very fortunate with how many people I have in my life who care about me. btw, none of those people were family members.
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well i can´t help it ...i am really fond of you! smile sorry my departure made you sad ...i just had enough of dxp.


how did it go today?


i was wondering .... have you learned about any coping techniques to avoid that natural panic when your breathing gives you trouble? it´s a scary primal instinct and that sounds like one hell of a shit-storm you´re dealing with ....it really shook me up finding out about your situation.


good that you have a strong constitution; your body will have strength reserves to draw from. plus although fucking tough to deal with, the treatments and therapies medicine has to offer today are sophistacted enough.


friends are our chosen family/bond. and maybe that is why they feel even closer than blood relations. because it´s not forced or compulsory.


in times of crisis and despair the wheat is always sorted from the chaff. i find that very liberating in a way.








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if you need something p, i´m here.
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Damn, that's a kick in the ass life changing thing to have plopped on your plate. I highly recommend getting some Rick Simpson oil (it's a cannabis concentrate, paste form, low on hallucinogens and high on medicinal compounds). I have a friend who used it for her cancer and she skipped the chemo and the cancer hasn't come back. She takes a half rice grain sized a day now just to make sure it doesn't come back. If nothing else it does wonders for managing pain and appetite if you still choose chemo.


Manage stress and try some reiki, too. If nothing else it will make you feel more relaxed and pampered as you battle this out.


Peace and blessings to you however/wherever this journey takes you ~hugs~
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Posted by P-Angel

someone asked about the stage of cancer, and I don't have that answer. The doctor didn't say anything about that.


He told me I would find all of this out during my cancer teaching session. Before my chemo starts, I have to go through a one-on-one class, in where they will answer all of my questions, and give detailed information on the treatment process, side effects, home care and basically everything I need to know, I guess.


the doctor would have answered this question, but, I didn't think about to ask, and he didn't offer the info.



They did call me an hour ago and said the doc wants to start sooner, so my first session is this coming Tuesday .... so, that means I get the first treatment without the teaching session and that's kind of scary.


Odd, the first thing they do is TELL you the stage of cancer you have. Logical, from there they can talk treatments.
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How did the first chemotherapy go?
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You two, get the fuck out here. I cannot syang your vain and self obsessed ass anylonter.


GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!!!!!
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Posted by ScorpioBoar
https://www.cybercivilrights.org/about/
GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE UGLY OVERDONE SLUT
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Posted by xXxQueenliciaXxX
Posted by ScorpioBoar
@xXxQueenliciaXxX What you just posted is a violation of privacy. Who gave you permission to put my picture on here? Are you gon use it to catfish people too?
Um, you posted it.



Right after you got done ragging on people for posting their photos on here.



Don't start no shit, won't be no shit.
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AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE TOO< QUEEN OF IRRELEVANT NOTHINGNESS AND STUPIDITY!
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Posted by juliette
ok my boyfriend and i are fighting right now, he thinks you need advices about right now, and i'm all about, do what you have to do.
it doesn't hurt to offer advices, especially if you think they may help
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@P-Angel


I wish you best of luck, and the luckiest of outcomes. I've sat as a caretaker with many people who were about to pass from this, and have also celebrated with a couple of friends who beat this.


Cancer is a common condition many suffer from, but metastasis is truly horrifying. Chemo is very taxing and difficult on the body, especially as far as females are concerned. Once you start it, please adhere to all precautions - it's very easy to get an infection with a chemo compromised immune system. I hope your loved ones and close friends give you a lot of love and care in the upcoming months. I hope you do the same for them.


Get well, and keep us posted.
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i really don't know what to say P. that's great that you have people around you who care about you at a time like this and are giving you a piece of their heart. what more can one ask for?


best wishes

SG
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Posted by P-Angel

someone asked about the stage of cancer, and I don't have that answer. The doctor didn't say anything about that.


He told me I would find all of this out during my cancer teaching session. Before my chemo starts, I have to go through a one-on-one class, in where they will answer all of my questions, and give detailed information on the treatment process, side effects, home care and basically everything I need to know, I guess.


the doctor would have answered this question, but, I didn't think about to ask, and he didn't offer the info.



They did call me an hour ago and said the doc wants to start sooner, so my first session is this coming Tuesday .... so, that means I get the first treatment without the teaching session and that's kind of scary.


Odd, the first thing they do is TELL you the stage of cancer you have. Logical, from there they can talk treatments.
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If the tumor spreads to other organs it is in metastasis by definition. It varies greatly by person how they fare.

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I hope u get through this! Good luck to u !
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i hope ur 1st chemo went okay


i was trying hard to go with the program and not say i'm really sorry to hear and be detached. but fxxx it. cancer sucks big time!!!
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It's Pisces season, P-Angel! The bloody chemo should work wonders on you now.


Keep breathing, keep breathing...
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It's Pisces season, P-Angel! The bloody chemo should work wonders on you now.


Keep breathing, keep breathing...



I've been through two treatments and honestly, this is going to be a piece of cake. I feared the worse, thinking I was going to be completely wiped out ... but, I'm only tired for 2 days, no nausea, no hair loss.


I'm really strong though, physically and willfully .... I believe in mind over matter and I refuse to be beat over this.


I have two more treatments and then I go for another ctscan to see how this is all reacting, and then we'll go from there to see if I keep the same chemicals or change.


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You can beat it! And I feel uou are already on the way showing it a finger'

You are stronger than cancer!

We ALL here know it and you know it!

Common! Fk it!!! Lol

Girl...
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I have no words....


Hugs and lots of love. ❤❤
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