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wow.. that was really difficult for me to read. Unfortunately lushlife.. this is what happens with us.. I can't speculate what happened with him. But typically, there is this obsessed period.. where we are just crazy about someone, and contrary to what people believe, this is what we feel. But with Gem's things just change. It could be something small, it could be something big that happened with him to pull away. We have a hard time with actually getting what we want, because when we get it, it's like we loose the thrill of it all. Hopefully, he is just taking a breather to figure himself out. I have done this many times. But honestly, there have only been a few times i have gone back. Has he explained anything to you? ANy explanation for him getting cold? Anything about space? time to think?
This was hard for me because of how many times i have done this to someone. I'm all in it, and they especially think i'm where they are at. and at the time i truly am. But then i get freaked out, or feel suffocated or i simply don't like something they do.. or how they do it. ANd the worst is someone else comes into my life that got in my head. So it was hard to hear your feelings because if i made someone feel that way... and it's very likely, that hurts to know that.
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hahahah yeah.. when we do family functions.. why whole family is like that.. it's the funniest thing ever.. we watch each other and talk shit.. kinda scary..but we are all great cooks.. and we compete.. my dad wins most of the time because he is just an unreal chef... but we try...
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Man you should see our kitchen for Thanksgiving.. hahahahahaa it is just too much for words.. not to mention i can't remember when a turkey was laid out on our table with it's clothes (Skin) on .. hahahaha we are nuts..
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oh i know.. or the shakes.. when i go low.. i lose all concentration.. i can't think.. i shake.. it's really scary actually. but i'm pretty good now at catching it before it gets there.. you learn.. i just hate the inconvenience of it all.... having to conform to food like that.. drives me batty. last thing i want to focus on is stuffing my face.. LMAO
hey. ok i want to know what you guys think. i messed things up with an aquarius big time (to know what happened read: heartbroken from aqua male). but anyway, i'm seeing him at some point this weekend after not having seen him for a month b/c he has some of my things that i want to pick up. i'm really worried about how he is going to act towards me when he sees me. i told him a couple weeks ago that im going to stop by to pick up my things and he said fine. how do aqua males usually act towards people theyre angry with? should i be preparing myself for some bigtime attitude from him? how should i act in return? should i apologize once again? and i have this mixed cd i made him a while ago but never gave to him .. should i give it to him or not? maybe with a note explaining how i feel? thanks a lot. this site rocks!
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hahahaha like they did in what was it the 60's? Leave it to Beaver style ???? LMAO can you imagine????
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Yeah, i baked my first cake at 6.... and it was over from there. i was always in the kitchen watching my parents cook.. isn't it a great feelin' cookin for ya man, and they like it.. i love that.. but i spoil my man.. when i have one.. i don't keep on long cuz they don't desrve it.. LMAO let me stop.
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ewe turkey bacon... just isn't right!!! i know its healthier and stuff.. its like card board!